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[Aug. 20th, 2008|02:19 am] |
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Jen, I'm praying this isn't a standard case of depression I really hope
But you're not sick, right?
No I'm not sick. I haven't been throwing up. I'm not running a fever. I just feel...down. Healer Smethwyck.
As a Healer and a friend, my prognosis to you is to get up! Even if you don't feel like it. Walk around a little, then eat some chocolate. That will release endorphins, and I guarantee it. I ate so much chocolate last night
I know you're doing this for my own good but I just...can't pull myself out of bed. I don't know why. I just can't. I haven't even gotten dressed. I'm still in shorts and a tank top. Baby...try to understand. I'm scared and I don't know what's going on with me. I don't know what's going on with me. I've never felt like this in my life. Chocolate doesn't even sound appetizing.
All because of me, arghhh
Jen, I... I recognise the signs of depression when I see them. Do you think that maybe...
Couldn't be...I don't think so. I hope not. I really wouldn't know. This is the first real time I haven't wanted to get out bed. Maybe once in Rome...but...nevermind. Maybe it's stress related. I'm just...blah.
I hate to do this, but I really have to run, I need to attend to a dragon pox patient but
Jen, I mean it. Please, please try to take care of yourself. In all seriousness.
Visit Estella, I know she'll help a lot.
I'll try. I really will. I just wish it were you I was talking to instead. Good luckbaby.
I'll owl you later or something. | |