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[Aug. 25th, 2008|12:23 am] |
I've been thinking about my journal for the last few weeks, and thinking I should come and update, but I always forget by the time I am home and in front of the pc. Mostly because there are always other things to be doing online.
I know there is more to life than being in a relationship and being in love. I know I shouldn't let relationships define me. I used to allow that to happen to me. After my marriage ended, I was lost for a long time. I had never lived on my own. I had adjustments to make. I had things to learn. I think I've learned those things.
Although I talk a lot about my relationship with Wayne, this relationship does not define who I am. I can assure you 100% it most definitely does not. I am worth a lot more. However, I am choosing the stay here for my kids sake and for my own future. I have things I need to accomplish, and those will be realised quicker by staying here than going out on my own. However, let it be known I can't wait to be single again!!!
I bought a mountain bike about a month ago and I've been making great use of it! I cycled 10 miles alone on Saturday. That was my weekly target done in one day! I've set myself a 10 mile weekly target to hit, and for the lat 2 weeks I've smashed it. So this week I'm putting it up to 15 miles, and so on as I keep smashing my goal. Fingers crossed it will help the weight drop off swiftly.
Anyway, my babies are both doing great. James had a brilliant 2nd birthday party. We did fancy dress! He was a policeman. Christians birthday is just under 2 weeks away. The last year has been quite hectic, but I wouldn't change it for anything.
What would you change? |
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