['Haven't seen anyone from home in months... Better I get stuck there than them.' No, he can guess from that why he looks so pained. He hadn't even considered what it meant for himself in Atollo--not had time to, perhaps?
Was he lucky so many people from home were with him? Kanda, Link, and his Master, all presumed dead and not remembering the things Allen remembers, from times before they... disappeared. Even Rhode--had she perished from the blow she took for him only to reappear here?
It doesn't matter and--it does. Everything and every moment they had alive matters and it's pointless to dwell on how or why if there's nothing they can do to change it.
But it's not so simple... Allen knows he has to go home. It's not even a question--that is everything in the end-all right now, despite the clouds hanging over his and the heads of others about... what they do and how their paths part whenever they do return. He and Lenalee and Lavi and Tyki--they're meant to be home. Even with separate paths the instant they touch back home they have responsibilities they have to return to. And god only knows Allen hates a good deal of Atollo, even if he does sincerely believe they are needed for something and just wants to resolve that so they can all return home--without... those misguided notions of... ... w e l l.
... But what of those of them who would return home presumably to... ... To possibly die?
Where is home then and what path is there when it forks and loops back on itself like some kind of seasick Möbius strip?
Always an Exorcist.
Always protect his friends. His family.
Always remember our promise to destroy and save the akuma. (But what now when he's so separated from them the sense of one is almost a foreign memory to recall?)
Destroy and save... Love and family... Friendship and comradery... Despair and hope. Ever faith.
What about when he keeps realizing that there's more?]
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