Crap... [30 Jul 2004|08:30pm] Ok dunno if I shoulda posted that. I know you're going to read it Sam, I probably misworded it, so please don't get anything wrong out of it. I just started writing. I'm sure we'll talk about it when I see you or call you...eeee... post comment

Kill Me Quickly [30 Jul 2004|08:30pm] Excerpt from http://www.scenejournal.com/users/keainanhai/3500.html: She said when I write about her and how I think of her and how great she is, it just doesn't have any effect since I wrote that about other girls. Ok, yes I wrote about other girls and that was when I liked them. It's too late to take back what I've said about them, but is it too late to take back what I've said about her. I'll be straight forward here, Sam isn't like any other girlfriend I've had. I've never had a girlfriend be my friend for like 2 years and during those 2 years we've become damn good friends, and almost from the start we've talked about hooking up. Within like 2 months of meeting her I've wanted to be with her, and finally I was given the oppurtunity to do so, of course I took this oppurtunity, and I can't not say good things about it and her. She just means more to me then anyone else I've dated. I'm not just saying that either. Like we talk about things I never would talk about with other girls. And she talks to ME about things that other girls wouldn't talk to me about. I think this relationship has great communication, it seems like we don't hold back anything, I mean we might a little, but eventually it does get said. I like that, I really do. I'm not sure if I have anything else to say on that subject, although I am saddened that it doesn't mean anything. I don't say those things just because...when I say it, I mean it. I do, I really do, but then we she says it just doesn't mean anything to her..It just makes me feels like a failure and a waste. I'm just saying how I feel about her, how great of a person she is...ya know? Oh well...just my 2 cents... post comment

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