| I Killed You, Sorry. At Least I Love You. |
[19 Oct 2004|08:48am] |
when the sun came up were sleeping in sunk inside our blankets sprawled across the bed and we were dreaming
Well today was ok. It rained and it was cold and miserable :( I hope it gets better for Ari and Jamie. I think we're canceling COMP165 tommorow cause we never got the email. Umm..COMP128 today was informational. We're learning about ifsteam and ofstreams. Basically I/O stuff. Anyways, I am still reading chapter 5. It's a lot of stuff to take in and I can't read it all straight through. Tommorow I will have classes up the wadzoo again, well actually no COMP165 so just 2 hours of ENGL100 and 2 hours of COMP128. So it's not that bad, and then Thursday Jamie and Ari come and there's no class on Friday!!!! Anyways, ummm I got back from classes, Jack was gone since he went foodshoppping, or was supposed but it was raining so he ended up watching 28 Days Later with Travis...I was reading Chap. 5 and I fell asleep. I had a dream that me and Sam we're fighting. In real life I've never had a fight with Sam, and I don't think we're ever yelled at eachother. I mean we have our arguments here and there but nothing like this dream. And then for some reason I got naked and I was still standing there and yelling at her. Then I took out a shotgun and shot her in the head. But it suddenly ended after she obviously died and I ran to the computer and I was hoping Shelly would be online cause I wanted to know what the hell was going on, I was scared! Of course she wasn't LOL So I checked my email and Sam was like "I figured you wouldn't call back" so I felt like a ass and I called her up and we chatted for like a half hour...she makes me laugh like no one else...although last night when I was tlaking to Jessica I was laughing. I haven't laughed like this in a long time. :( I am a sad little emo boy. Anyways, that was awesome. I am glad I called, I am glad I called her. She makes me happy. So then Jack came back with FOOOOD! And he got Captain Crunch, Pringles, SAMMMMICH stuff...and CAKE! Hahaha So me him and Travis had a slice, YUMMY heheh and SO BAD FOR ME! >___< ! AiiyeeeSo then ummm I finished up my emails since I can't multi-task haha And...now I should probably get back to chapter 5. I wonder how I did on the COMP165 test today, eeep! I have math homework too and where the HELL IS EMILY?! Maybe I should call her house in VT since I haven't seen her online whatsoever...Maybe she told me she had this week off or maybe I made that up, I dunno where she is LOL Alright, over and out I love you. xoxox
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| My Self Titled Suicide - I Hate Seafood and Raisins |
[19 Oct 2004|08:48am] |
you remind me of the dreams i loved but lost did you forget me like i forgot you keep moving on and on and on don't look for the end but rather a new beginning it hasn't ended here i'll see you once more laying in my arms
kiss me quickly let it happen feel the pain but once its over you'll see how much i really loved you i'd do anything just to be with you cross the ocean through fields of sun dried grapes with a kiss and wish this story has just begun
feel the fate feel the winds that blow on this cold starry night i can feel your warm breath on the back of my neck your hands held tight by mine i never wanted to let you go if this lasted forever i'd never need to die to go to heaven
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| Haha @ african people!!! |
[19 Oct 2004|08:49am] |
Alright, well class sucked today. Math sucked C++ sucked. At least one of the other classes got cancelled. I actually got a B- on one of my essay! Finally!!! Haha Anyways, I came back and didn't really do much other then chat with Jess, Shelly, Jode-Man, Sean, Greg, and like 40 other people. So then I went to dinner with Jack, fun fun...and then came back did some more chatting, and me and Greg decided to go to the comic store. So I went there, called Sam but she was eatting and told me to call back in 20 minutes...anyways, then I got there and we went there. So we looked at comics, I ended u getting Chobits #1, Couple #2 and FLCL #1. Haha Ok so...ummm then he got some headphones since his broke. Came home...and talked to Jessicanessesseness and it was fun haha Seriously, she's so cool...I wish she lived closer cause we could go to showws and stuff and listen to music all the time. She's like the male version of me kinda, her a Nina! I love it! Anyways, we talked on the phone for a while, then she was a guest on the radio station and I kinda listened and stuff and we talked then too haha and then they kicked us off the phone! Oh yeah...I got into SoulSeek and they have rad chans and weird people, read more for a following example:
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hahaha ok yeah so hrmmm...i didn't call sam back i suck :( ok so now that this is over...i might ready some manga and talk to shelly and show her this and then sleep haha jessness is so friggin rad!
i heard sams voice for even like 30 seconds today and mmmm *melts*
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