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Dari
Really? Thanks. That really means a lot to me. I just, I'm feeling really alone and like I don't fit in anywhere and no one cares. I work really hard and I feel like... I don't know. I have work and now Leslie is being herself x 10 and I'm arguing with Melia and I was having some girl trouble because I thought this girl wanted to move in the direction of like a relationship and now she says no and people have been giving me a hard time that I don't have a life and then I feel bad that I'm whining about it because there are people with worse problems than me. I'm just overwhelmed and I feel like nobody cares about me, like the actual me. People say they're you're friends and they're really not. They're like nice to you when you bump into each other at school but they're not really there for you, you know? I don't know what to do about it, or what to do about how I feel and all the stuff I sort of keep buried and hide away from everyone else. Usually when this happens I just disappear for a while, but I don't want to just disappear any more. I'm tired of being the one that nobody remembers and I just want to feel like I'm important or special to someone.

Sorry to just like word vomit. I'm a little overwhelmed.