me and alex hung out all todayyyyy, its crazy it feels like we have been going out a lot longer..he is just so sweet and i cant believe i was with that idiot for so long..alex actually wants to pay for me going out places and shit..i always feel so bad cuz i guess im not used to it..i hate people paying for me lol. ugh im not doing so good in school i havnt done any homework lately cuz im either with friends, alex, or work. i dont even have time to work out..school is just a big fucking waste of my day..i want summer so bad.

and his birthday is on friday and were going out to this nice italian place with his fam..i have nothing to wearr?? fay and i are going to the mall for an outfit and to get his fucking present..any ideas??? and should it be for bday and vday?? or get seperate gifts..or nothing for vday! im so confused and have little time..help meee!