so brian called me and said that him and rebecca were going out..((you guys dont keep me updated. not that i care too much)) but im like uh okay is that what you called for..hes like no i wanted to see how your doing and stuff. DONT say this stuff to other people cuz i trust u guys but hes like im not expecting it to last shes kind of a geek..its weird bc im not comfortable around her like the way im with you and we had so much better of a conncetion..and told me he applied to ou. but yeah im like okay..idk why your telling me this..and i started going on about how alex makes me so happy and shit..i hope i made him feel like crap bc he deserves it. but i was like so you should take her out to dinner for vday. ..hes like uh i dont have money. HAHA what a fucking idiot. i feel bad for her.

so i told alex i need help with his bday present/ vday and hes like i was thinking maybe i could get some polos and nice clothes like from AE. he wears sports stuff and band shirts..i was like um u dont have to change for me i like you how you are. hes like no i really want this..so im pretty excited to pick out some clothes at the mall for him=P he also asked if i had plans for vday and im like noooooo duh!;) so im excited for thatt!