She looks up in the sky and wonders what she knows. She is on her way, on her way to make it all make sense.

Today's been a weird day. I'm moody, for obvious reasons that come once a month. I've had times where i've felt like crying, and maybe I should cry. I need to officially graduate. I need to have some discipline and finish my schoolwork. I need to look into what to do to prep for college. I need to go driving. I need to get my license. I need to clean my room, wash my sheets, do laundry. I need to take a shower, wash my hair. I need to do chores. I need to figure out what to teach in Jr. High and on a Wednesday night this month. I need to know WHEN i'm teaching, and if there's a theme! And i'm tired. Sometimes, I feel ready to take on the world, to accept my young adult status and grow up.

Today? I do not. I want to be lazy, watch TV and not do anything.

Tomorrow? Will be better.

feeling:: eh.

How about a non-emoish sounding post, eh? Blame my weird hormones for that first one. So let's see...Katie, 18, born & raised in Texas. The basics. I'm a Christian, and I'd like to consider myself pretty devoted. I want to be a youth pastor when I'm older. Music is a necessity. As are movies and food. I'm exactly five foot nothing, but make up for it in personality, and sometimes volume. I've been compared to a chihuahua before, 'little but loud', haha. I have three younger siblings, Kelsey's 15 (my best friend in the world), Kassie's 12 (the artist in the family, she's also eccentric and stubborn at times but we love her) and Kyle's 9 (I call him my 'homie', we've been close ever since he was born). I have awesome parents. My family is the best. As are my friends! I love inside jokes and have a ton of them. My BlackBerry is my baby. Speaking of, I'm single. No boyfriend, no problems. Haha, just kidding. I'm single by choice, but keeping my options open. I'm not a casual dating type girl. But I do fall hard, which stinks. Total. Hopeless. Romantic. Believing I'll find my own personal Kris Allen someday! :) I'm only partially kidding. I love writing, usually just random ramblings that people consider genius (definitely a gift from God), but I've been thinking of trying my hand at poetry sometime soon. I've been homeschooled my entire life, and the pros outweigh the cons for me. Free time is awesome. I'll end this by saying if you've ever seen Grey's Anatomy and the character Izzie Stevens? You've seen me. Except, not blonde and tall and all that. The eternal optimist. 'The one who oughta give up, but she's just too hard-headed', like a Reba McEntire song says.....yep, that's me.

listening to:: wish I could save the world, like I was Supergirl.