maybe it's because people lately have asked me how it is we are still happily married nearly seventeen years later...
...but I've been feeling super lovey-dovey and tender with my guy lately. It's almost like that feeling you'd get when your new boyfriend would call you on the phone - that sense of excitement and a jump in your heart. Except mine goes deeper than that - the maturity of years, maybe, or a solid base behind it, but I love him. So much. With all my heart.
I had a friend (she has an LJ but hasn't used it in years - I hook up with her on Facebook these days) who came to stay for a few days with us for a party and she told me, "You can tell you two are in love, just the way you look at each other."
::melty::
Doesn't matter than I swoon over guys who are twenty-five years older than I am, and even worse, swooning over them as they were thirty years ago, he knows who I really go to bed with. And he wants me to be happy, to do the things that make me feel accomplished and pleased.
My god, I'm in love.