Somedays I'm a Super Bitch; Up to my old tricks but it won't last forever
11:46am 02/07/2010
Marty got here about 6-ish Wednesday night and left about 10-ish. I spent about 8 hours with him yesterday, mainly at his hotel room, we did go to Denny's and I'll probably never eat there ever again. After we got back to his hotel room I got sick and by that I don't mean I was puking. I was so embarrassed that I actually hid under the covers of his bed and cried. I tend to get whiny and overly emotional when I'm sick but he held me and it was so nice. Eventually he cuddled up to me from behind and he went to sleep right away while I dozed on and off. I got here about 9:30ish. Cause I knew my mom wasn't going to let me spend the night with him. Oh well. I love and adore being with him and I'm so comfortable with him, I don't have to hide anything which makes me feel better.
Today we are supposed to be going out to eat at the Golden Corral and as much as I want to go I'm kind of leery about eating anywhere today. I don't know what it is with me but I can't eat a lot when I'm out in public. I'll look up from eating and it seems like everyone will be staring at me and it makes me so self conscious. I'd rather do take out and be able to eat in private rather than at a restaurant where everyone seems to stare at me, making me uncomfortable. We are also supposed to be going to Wal-Mart and maybe some place else I don't know. He did ask me to bring my laptop and some dvds so I know we are going to be watching movies today.
We have decided that after 4, almost 5, months of talking that we are officially boyfriend and girlfriend. It's just that the long distance relationship is going to suck so much especially once he's home in Kentucky and I'm back in Ohio. He did promise me that he would come and see me when I got my trampoline so I'll be seeing him then but who knows when that will be...but if I want to see him any time after that I have to drive to Southern Ohio since he has to drive all through Kentucky. It doesn't bother me but it scares me because I don't do the interstate so well....maybe I should invest in a GPS when I get my refund money...?
Anyway I best be getting off here, I have to call Marty again here soon and see what will be going down for the day.
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