the elegant rachel m. corner (malengled) wrote,
@ 2008-11-08 11:59:00

cinquième
~~The ball was~~ ~~Healer Smethwyck, I~~

~~Work is~~ ~~I find that being a~~

~~Well! We should all congratulate G~~

~~[PRIVATE]I don't feel guilty. Does that make me a horrible person? I feel like with all these changes I've been making lately, I should feel guilty, but I don't.~~ I don't understand how There's just too much... he's so.

Bloody deserved it. That's what.

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Work has been so stressful, as of late. It isn't as if any of the other events that have been transpiring do anything to lighten the load. Unfortunate and dreadful. ~~Healer Smethwyck I~~

[CARADOC] The word "indebted" hardly seems to suffice. [/CARADOC]

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	Rachel docstheword 2008-11-09 02:57 am UTC (link)
	I personally like the word beholden. (Reply to this)(Thread)

	Caradoc malengled 2008-11-09 03:01 am UTC (link)
	I think I would find it difficult to argue with you. You are, naturally, a master of a wordsmith. (Reply to this)(Parent)(Thread)

	Rachel docstheword 2008-11-09 03:29 am UTC (link)
	Why thank you, Englewood. That is saying a lot coming from you. (Reply to this)(Parent)(Thread)

	Caradoc malengled 2008-11-09 03:51 am UTC (link)
	Well, Mister Dearborn! I've learned to recognize this gift of mine in others. It would be a bit hypocritical if I didn't give praise where praise was due. (Reply to this)(Parent)(Thread)

	Rachel docstheword 2008-11-10 01:39 am UTC (link)
	Anytime, Rachel. (Reply to this)(Parent)

	shelovesyou 2008-11-09 03:45 am UTC (link)
	Working at a hospital? STRESSFUL? NOOOO WAY! (Reply to this)(Thread)

	malengled 2008-11-09 03:49 am UTC (link)
	MISS GIADA VANCE. I believe I detected a bit of sarcasm just then. (Reply to this)(Parent)(Thread)

	shelovesyou 2008-11-09 03:50 am UTC (link)
	I have gotten so good at sarcasm!! Why is work more stressful than usual! (Reply to this)(Parent)(Thread)

	Giada malengled 2008-11-09 03:53 am UTC (link)
	~~Because I~~ ~~I don't even know how to tell you~~ I think I did-- well. I believe something... bad? transpired at that Halloween Ball, and it's just-- made things terribly awkward. And so it isn't really work, so much as a... particular... somebody at work? Did that make any sense? In the slightest? (Reply to this)(Parent)(Thread)

	Rachel shelovesyou 2008-11-09 04:09 am UTC (link)
	Bad! What bad! What kind of bad! (Reply to this)(Parent)(Thread)

	GIADA malengled 2008-11-09 04:12 am UTC (link)
	IKISSEDHEALERHIPPOCRATESSMETHWYCKANDWEHAVEN'TALKEDSINCE (Reply to this)(Parent)(Thread)

	Rachel shelovesyou 2008-11-09 04:17 am UTC (link)
	YOU SCARED ME A WHOLE LOT FOR A SECOND! What's wrong with kissing Smeth! I thought you liked him! Or well. You talk about him/to him enough that I guess I assumed but I mean if you don't sorry I was just reading! (Reply to this)(Parent)(Thread)

Giada

malengled
2008-11-09 04:35 am UTC (link)

Scared you! Why would I have scared yo-Oh. Oh. OH.

Ah, but I can't tell you ab

Merlin, what does this sa

No, no, it's nothing like that. It's just--well, I mean, yes, I do like him but.

I don't really know that he feels the same way. And we fought for about three weeks before the ball, and then out of the blue, there was that kiss and--I'm sorry. I'm rambling.

You know what the solution to all this is, don't you?

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	Rachel shelovesyou 2008-11-09 04:39 am UTC (link)
	Ohmygosh! Yes, I do know the solution!! Kiss him again!!!! (Reply to this)(Parent)(Thread)

Giada

malengled
2008-11-09 04:44 am UTC (link)

ALKDSHG I DON'T THINK I CAN DO THAT.

I haven't even known him that long. Clearly that first kiss was just a fluke. And besides, he's so busy, wouldn't that sort of behavior just get in the way? Or annoy him. Oh, Merlin, that's the last thing I want to do.

G, WHY ISN'T YOUR SOLUTION SOMETHING MORE LIKE ICE CREAM? That takes so much less resolve and more calories.

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Rachel

shelovesyou
2008-11-09 06:31 pm UTC (link)

RACHEL.

Why are you fighting this! Oh my gosh, this is the first time since ~~Bertram well okay he First time since you had Amissa and--First--~~ forever that you've found a guy that is--he's nice, he's smart, he obviously fancies you and what do you do! You make up excuses!

Nope. Nope. NOPE. You are going to talk to him, or I'm going to stick my nose into things. Because that's what besties do.

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Giada

malengled
2008-11-11 07:28 am UTC (link)

I just don't feel like I can do this!

What I mean to say is that he's probably the first man I've ever met that I know, right from the start, doesn't deserve me. I almost feel guilty pursuing this because I simply cannot shake the feeling that he's too good to even trifle with me--more so than he already has.

But-- I mean, he said he wants to talk, so-- I'll try. And thank you, for offering to willingly stick your nose in my business. As awkward as that sounds, it means a lot, Giada.

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	Rachel smethy 2008-11-11 07:10 am UTC (link)
	We should talk Er - I feel like I should explain myself Do you think you'll be able to find some free time anytime soon? (Reply to this)(Thread)

	Smeth malengled 2008-11-11 07:18 am UTC (link)
	~~Is it--should I be mad at you that it's taken you this~~ ~~I don't want to be mad at you, but I'm afraid I don't understand if~~ I think so, yes. (Reply to this)(Parent)(Thread)

	Rachel smethy 2008-11-11 07:30 am UTC (link)
	~~Are you mad at me? Because if you are, I understand but I don't~~ I know I have been cowardly about this, terribly so... But I'll be free after seven tomorrow? (Reply to this)(Parent)(Thread)

	Smeth malengled 2008-11-11 07:39 am UTC (link)
	That's fine. (Reply to this)(Parent)

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