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mildly_absurd ([info]mildly_absurd) wrote,
@ 2008-09-20 22:00:00

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Current mood: uncomfortable

I have been so busy in the last few weeks due to school, and I only have another day before I leave for vacation. I am in one of those phases where I would really like to do something, though I don't know what. I have been searching the web for a TV series or movie to watch, but nothing seems intresting.

I'm burnt out, tired, and feel utterly alone right now...all my room mates, save one, have left for break and I have trapped myself in my bedroom like always. Though now it just feels empty. Video games don't content me, all my movies seem dull and nothing on the net purks my intrest. I almost want to sleep tomarrow away so I can leave this dull existance I am liveing.

I would write, or draw, or do something creative if I wasn't so tired. I'm not tired as in I want to sleep, just tired from all the stress of finals week and letting my mind be occupied by homework every wakeing moment. Now I only hope that it all pays off and that I pass my classes.

I want a story...not one of my own but one I can watch or read. I want something new and exciteing. I want to be someone else for the next few days and live in their adventure. But at the same time I think all I want is for something or someone to fill this silence that lurks around me. It seems as though it's a living entity, I can't shake this feeling of being watched.

Dam. Why is it so cold in here?

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