Fabian
I know you said you know, but I will reiterate the fact just to make sure, because that is what big sisters do: It was NOT your fault!
That being said, I'm proud of you. I really am! Fabian, you're putting this child's life first and I know you and Bess aren't that serious are you that serious, you would tell me right-- but it's so very brave and mature of you to want to protect her like you do.
But as much as I hate to admit it, it's a horrible reality for parents to realize but they just can't protect their children all the time---ask Arthur or myself, and I know Gideon's starting to feel it too. You want to do everything, but you can't. What you can do though, is help get back onto the right track and make things happy and livable again for you and Bess and the baby- Sadie. Take them to the park. Go get ice cream. Buy toys. Just try and be happy again.
And it's okay to get up in the middle of the night and walk around the house, I've done it, I know Arthur has--just start to trust yourself.
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