From: ojandtostitos	Date: November 5th, 2011 01:46 pm (UTC)		(Link)
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Okay, you mostly lost me at donkey but I actually think I still get what you're saying. That's.. actually what Mack keeps telling me. Why does she have to be like this? I can't believe she did that shit in front of everything, I just..

She makes me so mad and I still don't really want her to go away. Am I crazy? I like.. I mean, I have Sam. I should just go with the flow. She's not right for me. I'm not like.. I don't know. It's hard even making me happy.

You think?

From: reticently	Date: November 7th, 2011 03:13 pm (UTC)		(Link)
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No way to make that story not sound perverted.

It's not hard to believe. I hate to say it, but you send out confusing signals and it would drive anyone crazy.

And just because she's not right for you doesn't mean she's not meant for you. Does she make you happy? And I want a serious answer.

I know so. You know we all love you and will take care of you, sis.

	From: ojandtostitos	Date: November 7th, 2011 08:27 pm (UTC)		(Link)
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No, you're right. I know that I do but it's like, I can't tell someone how I feel cause I don't even know how I feel. Does that make sense? I just everyone reproduced by cell division or something instead of all of this stupid love stuff.

Serious answer? She's so cocky and arrogant but she's nicer to me than most guys no one else ever brought me flowers either I guess and she's really pretty and I guess she makes me happy when she's not being a horse's ass..

Yeah, she does. But it's not that simple, right?

From: reticently	Date: November 8th, 2011 02:05 pm (UTC)		(Link)
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You love all this love stuff, even if you're just confused about it right now. I think though, that you already know how you really feel, you just conflicted about it.

Sounds like she's perfect for you.

And it could be. You're just over-complicating everything. Sera's been out for how long now? And dad is none the wiser.

	From: ojandtostitos	Date: November 8th, 2011 10:22 pm (UTC)		(Link)
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Perfect might be just a bit of a stretch. She's something, okay? I can't like, act like she doesn't get to me. I guess. I wouldn't say I love going through this though..

Yeah, none the wiser yet. What about when they graduate? How long can she live in secret, right? Is she going to hide Jenny in her closet for the rest of her life, like until dad dies? She's okay now, but when he finds out, he's going to go through the roof.

From: reticently	Date: November 9th, 2011 02:05 pm (UTC)		(Link)
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Well, maybe not love it, but I'm sure the end result will be something you enjoy. : P

He'll just need time to get over himself. I'm sure he loves all of us more than his pride or religion. I'm not saying it's going to be a cake walk, but it's possible for the two of you to come out and be unharmed in the long run.

	From: ojandtostitos	Date: November 9th, 2011 07:36 pm (UTC)		(Link)
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Yeah, I might be having fun but the needs of the many outweigh the needs of the few I think. Or that's how dad'll see it.

I just don't picture him being rational. I mean, he doesn't get worked up, but that's like.. over the line. I dunno. Maybe it wouldn't be so bad but what if it is bad? You can't just backpedal away from that, like once I say it, it's done..

From: reticently	Date: November 10th, 2011 02:30 pm (UTC)		(Link)
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But the needs of the many in this case would be the rest of us telling him to accept you.

He probably won't be completely okay with it, but you're his daughter. It's not like he's going to murder you or anything. He'll have to come to accept it.

	From: ojandtostitos	Date: November 11th, 2011 02:21 am (UTC)		(Link)
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That's one way to look at it, yeah.

I don't think he'll murder me, but he may never want to see me. I'd just be like.. he'd be disappointed forever. Plus you know he wants like, a hundred grandkids. Or that's how he talks. And I can't deal with that shit.

From: reticently	Date: November 11th, 2011 01:27 pm (UTC)		(Link)
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Okay, maybe he will be disappointed forever. But so what? Would you rather be miserable the rest of your life, lying to all the people close to you, and popping out those hundred of grandkids?

I say if dad is too much of a homophobe to accept you, it's his loss cause you're still his little girl no matter what.

	From: ojandtostitos	Date: November 11th, 2011 01:33 pm (UTC)		(Link)
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No, I guess not.. that would suck pretty bad..

I'm just going to have to bite the bullet, aren't I?

From: reticently	Date: November 11th, 2011 03:42 pm (UTC)		(Link)
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Yes, and tbh I'd be scared of the children you'd produce.

You know I'll support you in whatever you choose to do. But I also want you to be happy. So yeah, it sort of does.

	From: ojandtostitos	Date: November 11th, 2011 06:22 pm (UTC)		(Link)
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Oh awesome, thanks. :p I think I might actually have cute kids.. if I wanted kids. I was kinda cute when we were little.

I know. But I guess it's like.. it's not going to get easier or better, no matter when I do it. Why drag it out I guess. Right?

From: reticently	Date: November 14th, 2011 01:11 pm (UTC)		(Link)
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You were very adorable. But I think anyone compared to me and Sera when we were little would look adorable.

There's that whole movement about things getting better you know. You just have to take the plunge.

	From: ojandtostitos	Date: November 14th, 2011 05:55 pm (UTC)		(Link)
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You guys were definitely faces only a mother could love.

That like 'it gets better' thing Sera has the shirt for? That shit probably isn't true. But I guess it can't get worse.

From: reticently	Date: November 14th, 2011 08:18 pm (UTC)		(Link)
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Oh, my face is lovable. Just not my hellion behavior. I'm surprised mom or dad hasn't had a heart attack yet, with what we get up to, but they have to be made of sturdy stuff. Working in law, they must have seen it all already.

If they made shirts and has celebrities endorsing it, it has to be true, right?

	From: ojandtostitos	Date: November 15th, 2011 10:18 am (UTC)		(Link)
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Mostly what they don't know doesn't hurt them. I don't think they suspect how devious we are, right? I mean, you guys are more devious than me. But I'm more disappointing so it balances out.

I guess. Some really cute celebrities too..