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[Jan. 28th, 2009|02:58 am]
Okay, so no more Friends only, for now. Wasn't showing up on anyone's friend lists. Weird.

Lemme know if this shows up on your lists.

I just reverted my entire journal back to public. Maybe that'll solve it.

Spent the day watching movies, such as The Assassination of Jesse James by the Coward Robert Ford, Cloverfield, and Jay and Silent Bob Strike Back, with the commentary. Jay Mewes sounded strung out on... something. It was bad.

Hoping for a snow day tomorrow. Here's to hope.
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[Jan. 27th, 2009|01:30 am]
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[A Bit of the Old Ludwig Van |RZA - Fury In My Eyes/revenge (Feat. Thea)]

The same dream, every night.... )The same dream, every night.... )
Wow. That was fun to write. Took a lot longer to type out than I expected. Had it written i a notebook, slightly shorthanded, and typing all that out was a long fucking task. But I'm really proud of how that came out. I haven't written something like that in a while. Lemme know what you think. (had to come back and edit some typos, add a few things. Probably still not totally edited.)

I've been getting re-hooked on Afro Samurai. I absolutely love the anime. Possibly one of my all time favorites. Everything about it is like, perfect to me. The animation, the story, the acting, the voices (especially Samuel L. Jackson pulling a dual role for Afro and Ninja Ninja), the music (RZA's soundtrack is incredible). I missed the movie that was on the other night, but I'll catch it next time it's on. The video game also comes out this week, which will mark the first XBox game I'll have purchased in like, 3 months.

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[Jan. 26th, 2009|02:42 am]
[A Bit of the Old Ludwig Van |Still Remains - Cherished]

I forgot how great Still Remains "Of Love and Lunacy" album is.
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[Jan. 25th, 2009|02:08 pm]
Ugh I think I might be getting sick. I'm feeling really run down. And I have to work all day, which I really don't wanna do. I was already there this morning for a, basically, pointless meeting, and I came home and couldn't sleep. I might go in, and ask my boss if I can try and get someone to come in for me. I need rest more than anything right now, and for some reason, I can't get it. I also get to sleep in tomorrow, since my only class is at 2, which is nice.

The Winter X Games are pretty cool. Even though I fucking hate Shaun White. I don't know why, but he looks like someone I'd wanna punch in the face lol.

So many people I know are asking to borrow movies from me, and I'm so hesitant to give them to people. My movie collection is one of my most cherished possessions. I own over 300, and I love owning them all, and I love adding more to the collection. I always get nervous because I lent one to a co worker a year or so ago, and he wound up losing it. It was easy to replace, and he paid me for it, but it's the principle of it that bothers me. One of my other co workers has 3 of mine, Salo, Ichi the Killer, and Audition, the last two being two of my favorite foreign films ever. And he had borrowed both seasons of Dexter from me, and was slow in giving them back, so all of that stuff just makes me a little wary about lending stuff to people. I know if I don't, it makes me seem really selfish, but at the same time, I also need to work on saying no to people, because for a long time, I hated disappointing people. I think this is a good start towards that.

I bought the Special Edition of My Bloody Valentine, which has all the deleted footage from the original in it. Can't wait to see the deaths that were too gory for the original cut of the film.

So I'm off to work now, but hopefully, I'll be back pretty soon. If I'm lucky.
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A meme... [Jan. 24th, 2009|02:15 am]
Because [info]how forced me to do it =P

The first five people to comment to this post get to request a sketch or drabble of their choosing from me. In return, they have to post this in their journal, regardless of their artistic/writing ability. (If you absolutely can't draw, you can offer drabbles or icons or something instead.)

I'll write something for anyone. Drawing is 100% out of the question. I suck.

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[Jan. 23rd, 2009|09:47 pm]
Has anyone else been getting like, spam comments, or is it just me?

Oh, I think from now on, I'm keeping this friends only. Partly for that reason, and partly because I feel like it.
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[Jan. 23rd, 2009|11:37 am]
So, despite the class being (for the most part) full of dumbasses and bimbos, Film is gonna be FUN. Made a new friend, too. Yay me. Maybe I'm finally getting over my nerves/agoraphobia. Hopefully.

Full Movies )Full Movies )
So yeah, there's 15 weeks of class. I'm really excited. Both to analyze the films I love on that list, and see the ones I haven't.

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[Jan. 22nd, 2009|04:38 pm]
[A Bit of the Old Ludwig Van |Ennio Morricone - The Ugly..]

I have my first film class tonight. God, I hope we watch something decent. I've heard some classes watch utter shit, and I'm hoping my clas doesn't fall into that category. I'm gonna flip out if there are a buncha kids tho took the class just to get an easy A, which the class isn't, from what I'm told. It kills me to be in a class that I actually enjoy, and there are kids who just dick around and act like total asshats, just because they want the attention.
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Movie Meme [Jan. 22nd, 2009|01:07 pm]
[A Bit of the Old Ludwig Van |Flobots - The Rhythm Method (Move!)]

Gentlemen.... BEHOLD! )


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[Jan. 21st, 2009|03:10 pm]
[Mood | blah]
[A Bit of the Old Ludwig Van |Flobots - Handlebars]

So last night was rough. I was kinda depressed all day, and it got really bad at night. I had been thinking about Laura (my ex) for most of the day, which happens every once in a while.

Bleh )
Watched the House marathon on USA yesterday. I had only seen the show once or twice before, and I thought it was good, but I never really got into it that much. After yesterday, I wanna go buy it all on DVD. Hugh Laurie is perfect for that role.

Still hooked on the Flobots. Unhealthy....



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[Jan. 20th, 2009|11:10 am]
[A Bit of the Old Ludwig Van |Flobots - Stand Up]

Stand Up )
Still can't get over how awesome those two songs are. School went well. Didn't do much, just went over expectations and stuff. My professor for my Critical Issues in Policing class is awesome. This is the third semester in a row I've had him for a class, and I'll probably take another one of his classes each semester next year.

My corrections professor is hilarious. She's my academic advisor, so she knows me, which is good. She's horribly cynical and bitchy and hilarious. This should be a good year. I get to sleep in tomorrow, since my only class is at 2. Awesome. I'm pretty glad I get to sleep in every couple of days. I'm also excited for film class on Thursday night, even though the professor's not the one I thought I was gonna have, so I don't know what to expect from the class. Should be fun anyway. Hopefully, he doesn't show any shitty movies.

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[Jan. 20th, 2009|01:50 am]
[A Bit of the Old Ludwig Van |Flobots - Handlebars]

WHY IS THIS SONG SO AWESOME??????? )

THE AWESOME SONG )
So now that I got that out of my system. I've been listening to that and "Stand Up" (Also by the Flobots) for like, two fucking days in a row. I did this with "Nottingham Lace" by Buckethead, too. I can't help it though. Musically, it's a beautiful song. Lyrically, it's so FUCKING GOOD AUGH!!! God damn.

School tomorrow, as previously mentioned. I have to be up at 8 >_<. Fuck that. I'm done at 11, though, so I'll be home in time to watch Obama get sworn in. Finally. I can't wait to see one of my roommates tomorrow. The kid is a super ultra mega hyper right wing uber conservative prick. Like, I don't mind conservatives. As long as they're not pushing the shit down your damn throat like he does. Always fucking trying to convince people that Obama's gonna ruin the country, and how we should stay over in Iraq and how Bush isn't a moron. Yeah, okay.

I don't know where I stand as far as political affiliation. I know I'm not conservative/Republican. Maybe liberal. Maybe libertarian. Maybe anarchist. I dunno. I dunno why I'm talking about this.

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Some random stuff [Jan. 19th, 2009|02:12 pm]
[A Bit of the Old Ludwig Van |Flobots - Mayday!!!]

School starts tomorrow. Wonderful. I don't think I'm ready for it.

I ruined my mouse last night by spilling beer on it >_<. I have to go buy a new one within the next couple of days. I'm so pissed. The beer was good, though.

I officially love the Flobots. I've been listening to their album since last night, and it's so catchy and awesome. Handlebars is a funny song.

I think I hurt my wrist while I was sleeping, though I have no idea how it happened. It's killing me though.

I guess that's all.
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[Jan. 17th, 2009|11:44 pm]
[A Bit of the Old Ludwig Van |Lupe Fiasco - Daydreamin' featuring Jill Scott]

I finally had a decent day at work, for the first Saturday in ages. I work 11-9, and normally, it's pretty dead all day, maybe like, 10-12 deliveries all day. But today I had 19 all day, and most of them were orders near 100 bucks, so I wound up getting big tips, so I went to Barnes and Noble afterwards and bought Salo, which I've been dying to buy for such a long time.

Towards the end of the night, I had a delivery to a house with a huge, steep driveway. I got up fine, but when I was walking back down, I hit a patch of ice, and pretty much wound up doing a split, which seriously hurt, and ripped my fucking pants on the inside of the leg, down to the knee. Probably because they were dress-y pants, and not meant to be worn going in and out of a car all day, so I guess the strain got to them and they ripped. Thankfully, my grandparents live like, 5 minutes away from my job, so since they were doing my laundry for me, they brought a pair of jeans over for me. Seriously embarassing, even though no one saw it.

Just got back into the habit of listening to Lupe Fiasco on an almost daily basis. I can only tolerate a few mainstream rap artists, like Kanye West and a couple of others, only in small doses, but I love alternative rap, artists like Mos Def, Common, and Talib Kweli, among others. I think Lupe Fiasco falls more into the second category, as his songs are way too unconventional to be labeled traditional hip hop, if we're going by the guidelines.

I saw him in concert at the end of my freshman year of college, when he played the spring concert at school, and it was seriously one of the most entertaining shows I've ever been to. He was so energetic and like... happy to be performing, doing it more for the sake of music than the paycheck the school was giving him, and I think that's a lost art in music, especially in rap. Any rapper who knows it's not about the retardedly-sized chains with more diamonds than they can count really knows what the art is about. It disgusts me to hear rappers putting out these half assed albums, just so they can get more money to buy more jewels and cars and shit. The worst part about mainstream rap, to me, is that it treats women like shit. Yeah, that sounds so horribly old fashion, but I grew up with just a mom and a sister, so I've always thought that treating women like... normal people is commonplace. It just pisses me off that these dumbasses come along and pretty much explain, step by step, how treat a woman like a whore or some shit like that. Ugh.

But yeah, back to Lupe. I first heard him on Kanye West's "Touch The Sky", and this kid immediately comes in and mentions Lupin the 3rd, which, as bad as it can be, is one of my favorite animes. So I knew this guy was awesome. All these inane pop culture references from the 80s, skateboarding, and anime. Yeah, I immediately thought he was awesome. His first big release, Food and Liquor, is up in the top5 of my favorite hip hop albums of all time. From Kick, Push, the story of a young skater who falls in love with the streets and a fellow skater, to The Instrumental, to Daydreamin', where the first verse is about a giant robot project building. The ingenuity and creativity of the album is incredible.

I totally blanked on whatever else I was gonna say about this, so if I remember it, I'll post it later.
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[Jan. 16th, 2009|11:45 pm]
[A Bit of the Old Ludwig Van |Jonny Greenwood - Stranded The Line]

I forgot how much I love Jurassic Park lol. Watching that kid get zapped on the fence just made me crack up. It's been a long time since I've seen this movie.
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[Jan. 16th, 2009|11:15 pm]
[A Bit of the Old Ludwig Van |Jonny Greenwood - Future Markets]

Hopefully, at some point this weekend, I'll have something up on here as like, a sample of my writing. I need to start putting it into type anyway. I always carry around at least one little notebook, usually one for each story I'm working on, so putting it to type it is all I need to do with it.

Getting depressed again, mostly because I'm thinking about the Metallica concert in a couple of weeks. The fact that I'm going isn't what depresses me. I've been waiting almost 10 years to see Metallica live. The thing that's bothering me about it is the fact that I'm going with my ex. We broke up right before Thanksgiving, and even though it wasn't a bad breakup (or else I wouldn't be going with her), it's still gonna hurt to see her. I've only talked to her a couple of times since we broke up, and it was still kinda hard on me. I don't know how I'm gonna handle it.

About to settle in for the rest of the night with a pizza, a bottle and a half (the smaller ones) of Jack Daniels, and a few good movies. Tonight's looking good.
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[Jan. 16th, 2009|02:07 am]
[A Bit of the Old Ludwig Van |Pagoda - lesson learned]

Gaaaaaaaaahhhhhh I'm fucking stuck on what to write about. I totally scrapped a full page, the first page, of the book I'm working on. I have all these great ideas for stuff, but I can't get it together to form more than just a great idea. At least my war story is coming out pretty good. Then again, I have hands on advice, since a bunch of my friends actually are in the military.

Utorrent is pissing me off. It won't let me download the first season of Ghost In The Shell because it's too big or something, but it's definitely not. Fucking shit. And Megaupload will only let me download one at a time. Ghey.
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[Jan. 15th, 2009|05:54 pm]
[A Bit of the Old Ludwig Van |Tyr - Ramind Hin Unge]

Comic Books

I've been into comic books for as long as I can remember. When I was younger, maybe like, 5 or 6, I read alot, which is something I'm trying to do more of now. But I used to read like, a book a night, usually R.L. Stine's Goosebumps series. I think that's what got me into horror movies, or at least part of it. But I'm getting off point. When I was younger, I would always go over to my grandparent's house, and they would always buy me a book. Sometimes, it would be a Star Wars book, because I was, and still am, to an extent, a huge Star Wars nerd. However, my favorite thing to read, and I still have all of them, to this day, were the Calvin and Hobbes comic books. They're sitting in a box full of books I don't have room for in the back of my closet. This was my first exposure to comic books. The cynical, megalomaniacal six year old, and his stuffed tiger that was brought to life with the imagniation of a kid who loved it. I used to imagine my stuffed tiger was real, too lol. I think those books hit me at such a young age because it was something I could relate to. The typical life of a six year old, playing in the mud, torturing the little girl a few houses down, and refusing to take a bath. Reading that book seemed like I was reading my own childhood at times.

As time went on, I kinda stopped reading comics for a bit. However, once I got into the trading card game phase of my life, be it the Pokeman stage in like, 7th grade, or Yu Gi Oh and Magic The Gathering throughout high school, I found myself exposed to comics once again, because that's where I went to buy my cards (and still go to this day). My comic shop, Alternate Realities, is like a heaven to me, much like a tattoo parlor or bookstore or shady movie store. I go there to escape and surround myself in something I love.

As time went on, I found myself getting back into comics, first with the basics, like Spiderman and X-Men. Then it was Iron Man, which I've read most of throughout the past couple of years. Iron Man, hands down, has become my favorite comic book of all time, followed very closely by The Punisher, though I don't like where the Punisher is going now. But I'll get into that later. I love Iron Man because, in reality, it's really the story of how the worst enemy you have to face in life is yourself. Sure, Tony Stark's a genius, millionaire playboy, with an incredibly advanced suit of armor that allows him to fight crime, but he's a raging alcoholic, and he uses that to hide his problems, which always wind up catching up to him.

The Punisher, on the other hand, is something I love because of the sheer brutality of the books. Not to mention the concept is unbelieveably simple, yet one of the most effective in the Marvel Universe. A man whose family is killed seeks revenge on those who perpetrate those types of crimes. Garth Ennis' run with the book really gave it legs, as it was probably one of the best written comics in.... well, comics, in a very long time. I love the comics so much I have a tattoo of the infamous skull logo on my right shoulder. My first tattoo, which will stay with me forever.

A few years ago, I started branching off into other comics, other than Marvel. Dark Horse was an immediate favorite, as I found another one of my all time favorite series, The Darkness, which is the story of a mob hitman who inherits demonic powers on his 21st birthday, and uses them to fight supernatural entities. The video game was also BADASS.

For a while, I had refused to even touch a DC book, and to this day, I still won't, with the exception of anything Batman. The idea behind Batman is partly the reason I like Iron Man and the Punisher so much. A normal guy, with no born superpowers, no mutations, no defects that make him special, doing whatever they can in their power to fight crime. Something about the everyman type of idea behind Batman and the Punisher strikes me as noble.

My comic collection is pretty large. I wouldn't consider myself a serious collector, but I definitely love collecting. I have tons of single issues, and a lot of hardcover volume issues.

I don't know why I wrote this. Just had it in my head, wanted to get it out.
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[Jan. 15th, 2009|12:31 am]
[A Bit of the Old Ludwig Van |Oomph! - Dein Weg]

Still not much better. Thanks for all the support though, I really do appreciate it. I think I'm just gonna take the day to myself tomorrow, read, write, watch movies. Maybe that'll help me feel a little better. Kyle's been over for the past 2 days. I tried going to find a Gundam model to build, since he got his in the mail, but it turns out it took two people to build one fucking model anyway. It was such a pain the ass.

I have to see my grandparents tomorrow, too. I'm not exactly looking forward to it, as I usually wind up getting nagged. I suppose I deserve it most of the time anyway, as I tend to fuck up alot with school and money and all that shit. This weekend is gonna be awful. Single digit temperatures, and I have to work. Fucking hell.
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Simply not there... [Jan. 14th, 2009|05:08 am]
[A Bit of the Old Ludwig Van |Aesop Rock - Freeze]

I have seriously lost faith in everything. I have a general apathy towards life lately. I don't know why, but I seriously feel like no one gives a fuck about me. I don't know what the fuck is wrong with me. I can't wait for school to start, so I have something to keep me occupied, at least for a few hours a day.

There's so much shit pissing me off at the moment, which isn't helping the situation.

Fuck.
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