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[ This note was probably burned right after he wrote it. ]

Remus,

I didn't---

There wasn--

I never wan--

I've done something.

I've done something...horrible.

It's my fault...

I didn't think it would be like this, I didn't think I--

They made it sound like I could be somebody, Remus! They made it seem like...they made it seem like I mattered, like I was needed, and wanted, and...I've done something.

I'm sorry....I am so. sorry. You--

I can't--

I told them. I told them things, because they made me feel special. They gave me a place, and--

I wanted to tell you, I wanted to be able to explain, but...you wouldn't understand, no one would understand! I was only somebody because of you three! No, you'd just...I never mattered to any of you! I was always just--

But I've done something, and now--

No, you were the only one who saw that I could be something, and I never could listen to you because they never thought I could be something and--

I can't.

They're going to find James, Remus, and they're going to find him, because--

I didn't--

I mattered

I told them. I told them everything, and they know. They know about James, and Harry, and they're going to find them, because he needs them, and--

It's all my fault. But they can't know. You can't tell. You can't tell, Remus, they'll kill me if they know, and I can't, and you just, you can't, no, you can't tell them because they'll kill me. They'll kill them because of me, and you, and Sirius, and--

No, not you, they won't get to you, you're--

I never said anything. I never said anything about you, they won't--

I never said anything, you were always nice to me...you were the only one who was nice to me until they came along.

I'm sorry. I'm sorry. I'm sorry, I'm sorry, I'm fucking sorry, Remus...

I'm sorry.

I--

I didn't--