I know, I'm just.. sorry in advance if this makes things weird. Like in student council or anything.. I don't know how we're going to like be yet I guess. I can't even think about her right now without crying, I can't imagine looking at her.. is that bad? That's so bad.

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It's not bad, it's natural. Things are messed up right now. It's going to take time. Everything with Tatum is so messed up right now but it'll work itself out. It just has to.

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I know, that's almost worse because I like.. get that. I so understand why and I can't believe it's happening but I'm so mad because I'm just so selfish. She just said forever and you shouldn't say forever if you don't mean it! Why do they do that- I think Ella has been talking to Tatum, she's with.. Mack actually. So I guess that worked out for them. Someone has to be a little happy, I guess.

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She had no idea when she said forever that it would mean loosing her family. I know that's hard to hear right now but I think you already know that's true. It's going to take time. Please please please let me know if there's anything I can do in the mean time though. <3

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I do know it's true and that's worse. I'm such a selfish bitch to ever ever ask her to pick me over her parents but I just love her so much it hurts. That sounds so over-dramatic but she was like my everything.

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It's so hard Jenny, it's not over-dramatic at all. I don't even know what to say to either one of you anymore. I'm sorry :<

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