Yeah we did.. and no I'm not honestly. I don't know what to do, I just can't stop thinking about her, I know that's so whiny and dopey but it's just hard. We like spent all our time together for the last like, two years.. I dunno. But uh your date? I really shouldn't- Sure, I guess. If you're sure I'm not intruding. I just don't know who else I can talk to, you know? Everyone is like, a friend of hers. Not that I want to talk bad about her. But I do. I don't know anymore.

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Oh Jen, I'm sorry :( <3 If you ever need to get away, you're welcome at my place. My brother and sister are twins, did you know? I'm sure they'd love to meet you. My Ma makes some pretty awesome Christmas cookies too! Sometimes you have to let your feelings out, even if they're bad ones. It's better than keeping it all inside.

You're not intruding in the slightest, don't worry. Uh...Lex might say some things but that's just how she is. I don't think she'll mean harm by it.

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You're really sweet, did you know that? You deserve better than you get. And wow, like fraternal twins? Like Sera's brother and sister- I might as well come over if you really don't care.. I'm already tired of sitting in my room, but I don't feel like I can even make myself leave. I'm just so tired and blah.

I guess, if you're sure. I probably won't stay late though! And I still don't drink. :)

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Aw, you're pretty sweet yourself blondie! They're actually identical like you and Ella. 'Cept their easier to tell apart lol. Like I said, you're always welcome. I'm sure the twins would be excited to play Wii with you, they got tired of playing Lex and I when we kept beating them.

Positive. I'll even escort you home after, kay? You still don't?? You're such a good girl Jen!

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Haha, I'm definitely not good at video games at like all but I play a mean Scrabble? Or Pictionary! Or is that too boring? I liked Scrabble when I was little!

I guess I might as well go lol it couldn't hurt to get outside. I just feel like it might. I don't know if I can see her there- Never ever! I'm not opposed to uh cigarettes though lol if you have any.

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Wii is pretty easy Jen! :) I'll teach you how to play. I'd play Scrabble with you too, can't say I'm very good at it, but I'll try! The twins are a bit young, or at least a bit too hyper. Little you sounds like a bookworm though ;) Figured you'd always been a smart gal.

It's always best to just pull the band aid off real quick, ya know? Hurts less I guess. So, you're tellin' me you'd rather wreck your lungs? Tsk! You should know better little Jay! (I do have cigarettes, though, I don't know if I could give them to a cutie like you. It'd be like shooting a deer...although seeing a good girl like yourself smoke would be pretty hot)

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