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Ene ([info]impotentwaffle) wrote in [info]cwf,
@ 2010-03-11 12:40:00


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To Mikhal
A week after Greer had slept with Mikhal and he was standing before God, taking vows that he couldn't possibly mean. As he spoke them, as he was ordained, he was begging for absolution from his transgression. But succumbing to temptation was not a reason to throw his life completely off course. God was forgiving and the hundreds of Hail Marys and hours of penetant contemplation was surely enough to show that he was sorry. Unfortunately, during those hours of contemplation, he also found himself thinking about Mikhal and the night they'd spent together. It was torture, but Greer hadn't chosen this path because he thought it was going to be easy.

When he saw the position opening in Coldwater, he stared at it for a long time. Was this another seed of temptation? Openings in that sleepy little town were nearly impossible to fill and even harder to keep filled. Something about that place chased the chastened away. But the parishners there needed a priest just as much as they did anywhere else, and Greer knew that he was more qualified for the job than any of his graduating class. Being of the magical persuasion, he had the unique ability to help Coldwater with its--stranger--issues of faith.

That's how he ended up in the little church at the end of the road, nestled on the outskirts of town. It was lovely, really, mountains practically riding up against the backdoor. It was a small congregation, but one that seemed to welcome him instantly. News of his arrival spread like it would in any smaller town with so few options for worship. He had to wonder if Mikhal knew he was there. When he went walking at night, he found himself slipping closer and closer to the neighborhood that was the most likely to house a mansion like Mikhal had described that belonged to Bernadette.


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[info]impotentwaffle
2010-03-14 04:49 am UTC (link)
He stared down where his hand connected with Mikhal's body. Stay away from him. The words rang in his ears and he released the other. "You want me to give up my entire identity, everything I've worked for--" Or rather, everything his parents had wanted for him. "I want to be near you. That's why I came here. That's all I can do. I want you to stay for me."

It was too much to ask and he knew that, but he didn't think he could handle not having Mikhal around.

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[info]crucio
2010-03-14 05:20 am UTC (link)
"Your identity?" Mikhal asked, arching a brow before he let out a quiet laugh. "You're pretending. You're not being who you really are at all. All I'm asking is for you to be who you are, but you worry too much what other people will think. What your parents will think. I feel sorry for you."

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[info]impotentwaffle
2010-03-14 07:02 am UTC (link)
Greer didn't often get mad, but he didn't like that Mikhal was telling him he was just pretending. It infuriated him, actually and since his emotions were already running so high, anger spilled out of him. "How do you know who I really am? You think you've got me pegged?"

The energy radiating out from him was hot, a heated wash of agitation that crashed into Mikhal.

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[info]crucio
2010-03-14 07:08 am UTC (link)
Mikhal sensed that anger, and it felt good. At least he knew for certain that Greer cared. The begging and sadness, that hadn't been quite enough. He stepped forward and grabbed a hold of Greer's arms as he dipped his head down so that their mouths were almost touching.

"Yes, I do think I have you pegged," he said quietly, "You really think nothing would happen between us if I stayed?"

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[info]impotentwaffle
2010-03-14 05:01 pm UTC (link)
With a quick inhale of breath, Greer slammed his eyes closed, finding it difficult to be so close to Mikhal. He should have been able to feel the man's breath on his lips at this distance, but there was none. That didn't bother him so much as remind him that it was, indeed, the man he wanted. "I can be good," he said. "We can be friends. I want to be around you." Because any other option was unbearable. Still, he leaned forward just a little so that he could feel Mikhal's lips brush against his own.

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[info]crucio
2010-03-14 11:58 pm UTC (link)
Mikhal closed his eyes as his hands tightened around Greer's arms. When he felt the faint brush of the sorcerer's lips against his own, he stepped closer and turned the faint brush of their mouths into a full blown kiss. He parted his lips and crushed himself against Greer as a soft noise escaped him.

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[info]impotentwaffle
2010-03-15 02:44 am UTC (link)
Greer opened up to him utterly, body and soul simply unfolding against Mikhal's attention. He whimpered and wrapped his arms tightly around Mikhal's shoulders. It would be utterly impossible to live in Coldwater and just be the vampire's friend. He needed Mikhal more than anything, more than his religion and the realization was so powerful that he pushed the man away with a cry. But he kept hold of his shirt, twisted in his fingers as he tried to catch his breath and keep from sobbing.

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[info]crucio
2010-03-15 02:58 am UTC (link)
Mikhal kept a tight hold of Greer, almost afraid the man might evaporate into thin air if he let him go. He pulled the sorcerer closer to him, and let his forehead rest against the other's as he closed his eyes and wet his lips. "We can't be friends," he said quietly. "It'll be easier if I go some place else."

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[info]impotentwaffle
2010-03-15 04:33 am UTC (link)
When he got his bearings back, he just held on to Mikhal more tightly. "At least tell me where I can find you? What if I need to find you?" Maybe he could devise a spell to do it for him, track Mikhal so he knew where he went, all just in case.

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[info]crucio
2010-03-15 04:40 am UTC (link)
"Something tells me that you'll be able to find me on your own just fine," Mikhal said before he pulled away and let Greer go. He wanted Greer to give up everything for him, but Greer wasn't going to. That was a hard pill to swallow for someone who was use to getting their way.

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[info]impotentwaffle
2010-03-15 10:57 pm UTC (link)
Greer let out a frustrated, if not childish, sound. He'd never been angrier or more upset about something I'm his life. All he could do right now was watch Mikhal go. It was hard, almost impossible, but he endured because there was no other option for him right now. His brain would simply not allow him to accept the possibility of being himself and leaving the clergy.

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