I honestly hate Valentine's Day because I've never had a great day before. 2 years ago, I had a boyfriend (my first), and we had a snow day so we got off school and went sledding and it was just a crappy day.
Last year, I went to school, then went over my friend Abby's house and her friend Adam came over from down the street and I had a huge crush on him, but after then, we only lasted about 3 weeks.
This year I'm hoping it's different but I 100% doubt that. Bill and I have been hanging out/hooking up/whatever you wanna call it since around November, but lately it's been really shitty. He's really distant, really busy, and way too lazy to EVER text me.. but when we actually do hang out it's usually great. We went out to dinner last weekend with his parents, sister, and grandparents, then to his brother's superbowl party, and everyone's telling me that if he brings me around his family it's a good sign... but who knows. I'm always afraid of losing him and I really like him more than anyone else I've liked in years... but we'll see. I have a feeling Valentine's Day will be shit, again this year. I've never had much luck.
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