lebruised (lebruised) wrote in mudbloods,
@ 2013-01-31 03:44:00

The most amusing thing Rabastan had ever seen was Walden Macnair high. He was just so friendly. They'd fallen asleep cuddling and it had taken nearly thirty minutes to get Walden's arm unwound from him so he could get out of bed and make everyone breakfast. It was almost as amusing seeing Arielle curled up like a kitten on Weldon's chest. She wasn't the cuddly type. Then again, neither was he.

He stretched a bit once he'd gotten breakfast done, glancing at Weldon and Arielle as they sat at the table, then went to wake Walden up. A smirk spread across his lips as he looked at Walden laying on his stomach, naked with the blankets kicked off. He snorted and crawled on the bed slowly, kissing Walden's bottom, letting his tongue slip between his cheeks before he kissed his bottom again. "Wake up, sunshine."

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lebruised
2013-01-31 08:03 am UTC (link)

"I know that you're protecting me. I know that you're keeping me safe from my father." Rabastan promised Walden as he looked up at him. He let out a soft sigh and closed his eyes, trying not to look so miserable. Walden hated when people looked at him that way.

"But, at the end of the day..." He looked Walden over carefully. "You're no different than any of the other men who use me for a place to put their cock. That claim to not be fags. Who push me around and fuck me and then leave me to go back to their wives. I won't fault you for it. I know that's all I'm good for. I'm just letting you know that I get it. That's all this is. Sex." He turned to open the bedroom door.

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wallie
2013-01-31 08:11 am UTC (link)

Walden didn't think of it like that at all. He wasn't sure what they were, but it wasn't fucking that. "I'm not like them," he growled. "I don't have a fucking wife. It's not -- I'm not disgusting."

Walden pushed Rabastan against the door, closing it again. "You -- you're my friend," he told Rabastan, looking down at him. "I want to be your friend. I don't want to be like that. Some prick who just shoves it in you. I'm not like that."

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lebruised
2013-01-31 08:15 am UTC (link)

Rabastan sighed when he was pushed back against the door again. He looked up at Walden as he stared down at him, wearing an expression he didn't quite understand. It looked like something between anger and pain. Which didn't make any sense.

"Okay. You're my non-gay friend who likes to fuck me." Rabastan told him, shaking his head. "But, again. It's just sex. You've made it clear to me that it doesn't have any emotion for you. So, we'll go back to the way it was. I won't look at you and I won't kiss you. That way it won't make you gay."

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wallie
2013-01-31 08:20 am UTC (link)

Walden didn't understand what had gone wrong. Maybe he'd done something stupid when he was high on pain killers. All he could remember was laying on the bed and letting Rabastan sit with him. Them talking a bit.

He punched the door. "You're not -- you're not a fucking whore," Walden snapped, glaring down at Rabastan. "I'm not going to fuck you like you're some whore. Why are you being like this?"

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lebruised
2013-01-31 08:22 am UTC (link)

Rabastan closed his eyes when Walden hit the door and tried not to get too upset. But, it wasn't working. It wasn't going to work because the entire situation drove him mental. He took a deep breath.

"Because I fancy you." Rabastan told him quietly, shaking his head. "And I'm never going to have you the way I want you. You're never going to date me. I'm trying to make it easier on myself. I can't get attached to you."

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wallie
2013-01-31 08:30 am UTC (link)

Walden was even more confused now. "Why would you do that?" he asked. "Why would you fancy me? Fucking me? I'm no good for you, Rabastan. You've got all this fucking money. I'm going to be in jail soon."

He ran a hand through his hair. People didn't even like him. Weldon liked him sometimes, but that was it. Nobody else. Walden was used to it just being him and his brother. Even if he'd volunteered to help protect Rabastan, he'd only done it because... because of things. "You know what? I don't fucking care. I want you to get attached. You're... it's complicated."

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lebruised
2013-01-31 08:33 am UTC (link)

"I don't want to get attached." Rabastan replied, sounding desperate. He shook his head and looked up at Walden. "The last thing I need is to get attached to you. To get hurt by you. You can hit me all you want and beat me up all you want. But, this is different."

He ran a hand through his hair. "Do you know how many times I've tried to kill myself since I was eleven years old?" He asked. "Seven. Seven times. I don't need another reason."

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wallie
2013-01-31 08:38 am UTC (link)

Walden didn't like that at all. He grabbed Rabastan and pulled him into a long, angry, possessive kiss. "No," he growled out, when the kiss broke. "If you need to be hurt, you come to me. You don't touch yourself. Nobody fucking touches you from now on. Only me."

He pressed Rabastan against the door. "You belong to me. You are mine and I'm not going to lose any fucking thing I get in this life, because I don't get much. I'm going to fucking protect you. I'm going to keep you. Nobody else. Just me." Walden wasn't gay, but this wasn't really gay. "And if it makes you feel better, I won't have anyone else either. Just you."

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lebruised
2013-01-31 08:46 am UTC (link)

Rabastan didn't understand. Why would Walden want him if he didn't plan on being with him romantically? Why would he insist on them being in a somewhat relationship, when in the end, he was always going to say he wasn't gay?

He looked up at him for a moment, then touched his cheek. "Are you able to keep that promise?" He asked him quietly. "Not being with anyone else?"

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	wallie 2013-01-31 08:49 am UTC (link)
	"You're the only one who's ever fucking wanted me anyway," Walden told Rabastan. He could blame it on the pain pill later. "I'm not some slut. I can keep my promises." He looked down into Rabastan's pretty eyes. Walden wasn't going to let Rabastan stop looking at him the way he had before. He hadn't liked that. "Do we have a deal?" (Reply to this)(Parent)(Thread)

lebruised
2013-01-31 08:52 am UTC (link)

Rabastan wasn't even sure how to answer the question. He looked back at Walden for a moment, then rested a hand on his chest, fingers brushing over his skin gently, tracing his ab.

"I think you should put on trousers and get to the kitchen so I can make more breakfast for you." He told him quietly, then pressed his lips to Walden's neck. "I'll make some bacon for you."

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	wallie 2013-01-31 08:59 am UTC (link)
	Walden wasn't sure if that was a yes or not. He didn't want to let Rabastan go until they had a deal, but he was hungry. "Fine," he agreed, pulling back. "I like bacon." Walden found his trousers on the floor, pulling them back on. "Weldon probably ate everything the girl didn't already." (Reply to this)(Parent)(Thread)

	lebruised 2013-01-31 09:03 am UTC (link)
	Rabastan walked back into the room where Weldon and Arielle were. He grabbed a beer from the fridge and gave it to Walden, then started quick work on making the bacon. Weldon looked up at his brother and arched a brow. "You slept in late." He told him. "I ate your breakfast." (Reply to this)(Parent)(Thread)

	wallie 2013-01-31 09:12 am UTC (link)
	"Fuck off," Walden said, opening the beer and taking a seat at the table. "You're going to get fat and then your girlfriend won't want you anymore." "Whoa," Arielle said, looking up from her eggs. She didn't shovel food down quite as fast as the Macnairs seemed too. "Whoa. Who says I'm his girlfriend?" (Reply to this)(Parent)(Thread)

	lebruised 2013-01-31 09:20 am UTC (link)
	Weldon frowned when Arielle questioned Walden's statement. "What do you mean?" He wanted to pout at her, but his brother was there. So, all he was able to do was frown at her. "You're my girlfriend." Rabastan turned to look at the table as the bacon cooked and some eggs fried. "Come on, Arielle. You did agree to go on dates with him." (Reply to this)(Parent)

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