padfooted (padfooted) wrote in mudbloods,
@ 2013-02-06 05:29:00

Sirius had texted with Remus a bit and had talked to him during school, but he'd seemed a little distant since the party. When they'd kissed and rubbed against each other. Sirius was afraid that he was losing Remus, even if he felt like he shouldn't be. He loved Remus. They were best mates and now they had something that complicated things, but they'd work past it.

He'd ridden the tube all the way to Remus's part of town and let himself into his house. He walked to Remus's room and heard him talking, but then he was moaning too and he felt very confused. Was Remus wanking? "Moons?" He called out as he opened the door. And then he was very confused as he squeezed the flowers he was holding in his hand. "I... What?"

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mycardigan
2013-02-06 08:16 am UTC (link)

Remus and Regulus definitely weren't expecting an interruption. They were supposed to be discussing their stories from this week, but Regulus had brought over coffees and they'd been sitting on the bed and he'd gotten some whip cream on his lip. Remus had just meant to lean over and kiss it off, but that wasn't what had ended up happening.

He jerked back when he heard Sirius's voice, grateful that neither of them had succeeded in getting each other's trousers off yet and gave Sirius a guilty look. "Sirius," he said. "I... I wasn't expecting you."

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padfooted
2013-02-06 08:19 am UTC (link)

"I'd expect not." Sirius was so angry and it hurt. It hurt right in his chest. He frowned at Remus for a moment, but only then did he realise who was even on the bed with Remus. His brother. "Wait a second. My brother? My brother"

Regulus felt like he was going to be sick. What was he going to do now? Things were going to be ruined now. His heart was pounding in his chest. "I-" What was he supposed to say?

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mycardigan
2013-02-06 08:26 am UTC (link)

Remus wanted to reach out and take Regulus's hand, to pull him close and promise everything would be okay, but that would just make things worse. He glanced down at the flowers Sirius was clutching, feeling guilt creep up on him. "Your brother," he agreed.

Remus got to his feet, shooting Regulus an apologetic look before walking over to Sirius. "Padfoot, I'm sorry. I wasn't trying to hurt you," he said, touching his arm. "I didn't -- We didn't expect any of it."

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	padfooted 2013-02-06 08:34 am UTC (link)
	Sirius wasn't expect this. Even if he'd thought that Remus may be with someone else one day, he certainly didn't expect it to be with his brother. A brother who was supposed to be straight and married one day. "But... I love you." Sirius told him quietly, tearing up. "You kissed me. And... Here." He gave him the flowers, then walked off. (Reply to this)(Parent)(Thread)

mycardigan
2013-02-06 08:39 am UTC (link)

"I -" Remus gave the flowers in his hands a startled look. He certainly had kissed Sirius, at the party. And he'd been feeling guilty about dating Regulus without clearing things up with Sirius first since he and Regulus had started, so this was... Sirius loved him. It was a shock.

Remus chased after Sirius, grabbing onto his arm before he could make it out of the house. "Sirius, wait. Please. I know I kissed you. I didn't want to hurt you. This was just... it just happened. He didn't know about the kiss. Please don't tell your mother because of me."

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	padfooted 2013-02-06 11:56 pm UTC (link)
	"Why wouldn't I tell her?" Sirius asked as he looked back at Remus, arching a brow. "Because my brother is so nice to me and we're great friends? It would do her some good to know he's not as perfect as she thinks he is." He frowned at Remus. "How could you do this to me? Why, Remus? Why?" (Reply to this)(Parent)(Thread)

mycardigan
2013-02-06 11:59 pm UTC (link)

"Because he's still your little brother, even if I kissed him, and he's terrified of her finding out," Remus said, shaking his head. "The only reason you two don't get along is because you don't understand each other. He's just not as brave as you, Sirius."

He sighed, reaching up and touching Sirius's cheek. "It just happened. It wasn't planned. There was no conspiracy to try and hurt you. We were meeting to talk about writing and... it happened. I've been trying to think of a way to tell you. It was after we kissed."

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padfooted
2013-02-07 12:42 am UTC (link)

"We don't get along because he treats me like shit. Because I do what I want and I'm not a mummy's boy." Sirius shook his head and looked at Remus. "You don't need someone like him. You need someone not boring like me."

He pulled his head away from Remus's hand and shook his head. "Just... leave me alone. I'm leaving. I won't ever bother you with my presence again."

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mycardigan
2013-02-07 12:47 am UTC (link)

"Sirius, I'm sorry," Remus said, giving him a desperate look. "I didn't want to hurt you like this. You're my best friend. I just -- " He ran a hand through his hair. "I'm sorry I hurt you."

He forced himself to take a step back. It was probably too much to hope that Sirius wouldn't tell on Regulus, but Remus wanted so badly to believe the best of him. "Please don't ruin his life because I hurt you."

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	padfooted 2013-02-07 01:27 am UTC (link)
	Sirius looked back at Remus and shook his head. "It won't ruin his life. It may even help him if she kicked him out on his arse like she did me." He looked at Remus. "Not that you'd know that she kicked me out a week ago and I've had to live with James." He shrugged. "You haven't bothered to talk to any of us." (Reply to this)(Parent)(Thread)

	mycardigan 2013-02-07 01:32 am UTC (link)
	"You got kicked out?" Remus said, giving Sirius a concerned look. "You didn't say anything in class. What happened? I thought you'd reached an understanding with her." He shook his head. "I'm sorry, you're right. I should know that. Regulus didn't say anything." (Reply to this)(Parent)(Thread)

	padfooted 2013-02-07 03:46 am UTC (link)
	"He doesn't know either. And there's not an understanding." Sirius told him, shaking his head. "Apparently I'm too much of a fuck up for her to even want to house. I'm probably going to get kicked out of school too." He shrugged and ran a hand through his hair. "I've got to go, Remus. This hurts too much." (Reply to this)(Parent)(Thread)

lucii
2013-02-07 03:52 am UTC (link)

"I --" Now was not the time to talk about scholarships and helping Sirius with his grades. Remus nodded. "Okay," he said. "I'm sorry. You can call me any time you want, Sirius. And... I'll text James before I try and talk to you so I don't hurt you inadvertently."

He wanted to reach out and grab Sirius and sit him down to try and fix this, but Remus was pretty sure he couldn't. Not now, anyway. "I'm sorry."

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	regularblack 2013-02-07 03:56 am UTC (link)
	Regulus was sitting in Remus's room, freaking out. He was pretty sure he was having a panic attack, unable to breath and just scaring himself thinking about what his mother was going to say. He lay back against the pillows, panting and crying in Remus's bed as he waited. (Reply to this)(Parent)(Thread)

mycardigan
2013-02-07 04:04 am UTC (link)

Remus walked back to his bedroom, sighing when he saw the state Regulus was in, joining him on the bed. "Hey, don't panic," he said, reaching out and touching his hair. "I'm sorry he walked in on us, but it'll be okay."

Remus leaned down, kissing Regulus's temple as he pulled the other boy close to his chest. "Sirius got kicked out by your mother this week," Remus said, voice soft.

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	regularblack 2013-02-07 04:56 am UTC (link)
	Regulus was still shaking in Remus's arms. He looked back at him for a moment, then shook his head and pulled back. "What makes you think that my mother is going to have anymore mercy on me than she did Sirius?" He took a deep breath, but his hands were still shaking. "She's going to end me for this if he tells." (Reply to this)(Parent)(Thread)

	mycardigan 2013-02-07 04:59 am UTC (link)
	"I asked him not to," Remus said, voice soft. "I don't... I don't know if that will help, but I tried to explain. You didn't know about Sirius. His being hurt by us is my fault." He ran a hand through his hair. "I don't... know what you want to do. Do you want to go home? Stay here?" (Reply to this)(Parent)(Thread)

	regularblack 2013-02-07 05:13 am UTC (link)
	Regulus looked back at Remus for a moment, then shook his head. "I can't go home right now. I need to stay here. For as long as I can." He told him, then let out a heavy sigh, trying to calm himself down. He looked at Remus for a moment, then leaned in and kissed him deeply, pressing him back against the bed. (Reply to this)(Parent)(Thread)

	mycardigan 2013-02-07 05:18 am UTC (link)
	Remus made a startled sound against Regulus's lips, but kissed the other boy back, pulling him close. It did feel good to be pressed against Regulus and he wanted to give him as much comfort as possible. "It'll be okay. My parents will let you stay here," Remus promised, petting at Regulus's hair. "At least for a little while." (Reply to this)(Parent)(Thread)

	regularblack 2013-02-07 05:58 am UTC (link)
	Regulus looked down at Remus for a moment, then shook his head. "I wouldn't want to be a burden to you or your family. Especially not your mother. She's very sweet to me." He kissed him again, then moved to lay beside Remus. "Do you really like me, Remus?" He asked him quietly. "Or do you like my brother?" (Reply to this)(Parent)(Thread)

	mycardigan 2013-02-07 06:06 am UTC (link)
	"Of course I like you, Regulus," Remus said, settling down close to the other boy. He touched his hair. "I like Sirius as a friend. I like you as more than that." He leaned in, brushing their lips together. "I want you to be my boyfriend, Regulus. I'll stand by you, no matter what happens." (Reply to this)(Parent)(Thread)

	regularblack 2013-02-07 06:51 am UTC (link)
	That both terrified and made Regulus feel better. He leaned closer to Remus and wrapped his arms around him, holding him close. He needed to feel Remus close to him. "If she decides to kick me out..." Remus replied quietly. "She'll probably give me at least enough money for a flat. Maybe." (Reply to this)(Parent)(Thread)

	mycardigan 2013-02-07 07:16 am UTC (link)
	"I hope she doesn't kick you out at all, but if you end up needing to stay some place for a little while, come straight here," Remus said firmly. "Until you find another place to live. Sirius is staying with James." He kissed Regulus softly, running his hands up and down his back, trying to soothe him. "Everything will be okay in the end. You'll be okay. I promise." (Reply to this)(Parent)

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