wallie (wallie) wrote in mudbloods,
@ 2013-03-02 01:53:00

Walden was getting good at his job. Which wasn't really saying much. His job was being on cam and he'd been good at jerking off for a long time. But there was an art to it. He'd started off only kind of doing it and keeping most of his clothes on and his face covered, but now that it had been a few weeks, he realized you had to put on a show for the wanky perverts to really turn it. It wasn't like he was going to run for fucking prime minister anyway.

He wiggled his hips at his laptop in a pair of tight, bright briefs he'd bought for himself and hid around the flat so Rabastan didn't see them. Walden began to rub himself through them, grinning as the number of people watching his stream rose. "I bet you want this in your arse don't you, faggot? All eleven, hard inches of it." Walden moved a bit closer to the laptop so they could get a better view, then turned around and pushed his briefs down, showing the camera his arse. He just didn't want to be poor and feel like Rabastan kept him like a sex puppy or something. Walden slapped his own bum, then turned around, stroking his dick and showing the camera a clear fleshlight, one that he'd bought for this purpose. "I'm going to pretend this is your tight little arse. You wanna see if it'll fit my fat cock?"

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	lebruised 2013-03-03 03:11 am UTC (link)
	Rabastan shook his head, looking back at Arielle. "No. He hates me, Arielle. He hates me for not telling him about his father raping me. He hates me for having more money than him." He began to sob again, closing his eyes. "Fuck. I don't know what to do. He was my world." (Reply to this)(Parent)(Thread)

	relley 2013-03-03 03:15 am UTC (link)
	Arielle lay down next to Rabastan, wrapping her arms around him. "I don't know," she said. "I don't know what you should do either, but I'm going to be here while you figure it out." She kissed his forehead, cuddling up with him. "I know you're going to come out the other side of this better and stronger. I have faith." (Reply to this)(Parent)(Thread)

lebruised
2013-03-03 03:17 am UTC (link)

"Better and stronger?" Rabastan asked as he looked back at Arielle, then snorted bitterly. "You have no idea how I feel right now. My father is in prison for molesting me. Walden's father is dead. You've got it good right now."

He shook his head. "Your boyfriend would never leave you. No matter what. Even if he told you that he loved you and let you make love to him in a way that made him nervous. But, he trusted you with it. He trusted you to not hurt him. I-"

He broke down again, squeezing the shirt against his chest. He couldn't even wear his collar anymore.

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relley
2013-03-03 03:23 am UTC (link)

Arielle had really just been planning on looking after Rabastan and taking care of him and making him feel at home, but this was... "I'm pregnant," she blurted. "So just... don't tell me I have no idea what it feels like to be scared and sad."

She looked away from him, sitting up. "I'll take the soup back into the kitchen. I'm sorry Walden's not here, Rabastan, but if he's really not coming back, after everything you did for each other, then in the end, he didn't deserve you."

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	lebruised 2013-03-03 03:28 am UTC (link)
	Rabastan looked back at Arielle when she said she was pregnant. He frowned at that and reached out to touch her stomach. She was pregnant. When had that even happened? "Have you told Weldon?" Rabastan asked her quietly, sitting up in bed, wincing just a bit. "How far?" (Reply to this)(Parent)(Thread)

relley
2013-03-03 03:32 am UTC (link)

"Don't get up too quickly," Arielle scolded. "You've been lying there for days with hardly any food." She sighed, looking down at her stomach. "Not very far. About a month, basically."

She ran a hand through her hair. "We've had sex once. Once, and he does this to me the fucking bastard." Arielle shook her head. "I only realized it was a possibility a few days ago. I've been distracted."

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	lebruised 2013-03-03 03:37 am UTC (link)
	"You should tell him. I think Weldon will be really happy about it." Rabastan told her as he rubbed her tummy. "I'm really happy about it. I'm going to be an uncle." Rabastan leaned in and kissed Arielle softly. "I love you." He told her quietly. "I'm sorry I'm like this. I'm just... destroyed right now." (Reply to this)(Parent)(Thread)

	relley 2013-03-03 03:41 am UTC (link)
	Arielle sighed, laying down beside Rabastan again. "I love you too," she said, kissing his nose. "I know you're upset. Just... it would be nice for this kid to be around someone who knows how to make a decent meal, you know?" She kissed his nose. "And if you ever want to be a dad, apparently I'm really fucking fertile, so my womb's open to your business." (Reply to this)(Parent)(Thread)

lebruised
2013-03-03 03:51 am UTC (link)

Rabastan smiled at that, rubbing her belly. "One day, I'll be a dad and you'll be the Mum. I wouldn't have it any other way." He told her quietly, kissing her forehead softly.

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It had been a month and a half. Rabastan was healed, but had a couple of scars on his shoulder from being bit. And Walden had never come around.

Weldon had gotten a job and was working and he and Arielle had moved out to a small house he was leasing. Rabastan was completely alone. He sat on the couch in the living room, staring at the xbox that no one used anymore. It was time for him to move too.

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wallie
2013-03-03 04:01 am UTC (link)

Walden was surprised his key still worked when he tried it at the front door to the apartment complex. He had been pretty sure Rabastan would get his card deactivated or something. He knew he looked homeless. He'd been living on the streets for a month and a half, so he guessed he kind of was. Walden ignored the look a woman gave him as he passed her and walked into the lift.

Honestly, he wasn't sure Rabastan would take him back. Walden had been so angry. He'd gone out and broken as many things as he could. Then he'd arranged a meeting with his father and pushed him off Blackfriars Bridge. He hadn't been certain it would kill the old bastard, but then he was dead and Walden was still angry at him. At the world. He'd gone back to the hospital a couple times in the middle of the night, looked in on Rabastan before leaving when he realized he was still angry about being lied to. He hurt some people. Some women and some men. He drank a lot and stayed outside and then went and looked at Rabastan or the outside of their house and if he was still angry, then he left again. Two weeks before, he hadn't been angry, and Walden had been coming back to the apartment every day since to see if he was ready.

He turned his key in the lock and opened the door to the flat, staring at Rabastan on the couch for a long moment. "Hey," he said.

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	lebruised 2013-03-03 04:08 am UTC (link)
	Rabastan figured that the key turning was Arielle coming back to get the last bit of the laundry he'd done for her. When he turned and saw who was there, his heart sank into his stomach and he thought he was going to puke all over again. "What do you want?" Rabastan asked, turning back to look up at the television, trying not to cry. (Reply to this)(Parent)(Thread)

wallie
2013-03-03 04:14 am UTC (link)

Walden reached up and rubbed his beard, feeling hurt. "You made me really angry," he said, walking into the flat and sitting beside Rabastan, even if he knew he smelled. "You mad me have all these feelings and I needed some time to be alone with them for a bit, you know?"

He shrugged. "I killed my dad for you. I don't know if you realized. I pushed him off the bridge without even punching him so it'd look more like a suicide. And then I just... went around and lived on the streets for a while. I checked in on you, though. Kind of. Would have been better if I'd said something, I know. I really want you to forgive me."

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lebruised
2013-03-03 04:19 am UTC (link)

"I get stalked by your father for months and don't tell you." Rabastan told him, not even bothering to look at Walden. He did smell. Really bad, actually. "And because I didn't tell you, you did exactly what you promised not to do."

Rabatan felt a tear slip down his cheek and he reached up quickly to banish it. "You left me. Just like everyone leaves me. Everyone hurts me. Even Arielle and Weldon left to go start their family."

He glanced at Walden. "I think I'm better off on my own. If I'm by myself, I don't get attached to people who don't give two fucks about me."

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