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radley ([info]radley) wrote in [info]paddedrooms,
@ 2012-11-29 00:49:00


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Radley wasn't sure the note he'd gotten was real. They were letting him out. He stared at the post-it that came with his juice, turning it over in his hands. How were they going to let him out so early? He hadn't been in that long and he definitely didn't have everything under control. And if it appeared that he did, it was only because of Lucy.

He got up and walked down the hall, knocking on Lucy's door, waiting for her to answer. Maybe they were letting her out too. Maybe. He hoped. He didn't think he'd cope if she wasn't.


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[info]radley
2012-11-29 05:17 am UTC (link)
"I'm not happy for myself." Radley shook his head and held her tight to his chest. He was doing his best to keep it all in. To hide how he was really feeling. He didn't want to break down on her.

But, he did. He began to cry, his body shaking. "I'm sorry, Lucy. I thought they were going to let you out too."

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[info]lucii
2012-11-29 05:19 am UTC (link)
Lucy held Radley tighter, starting to cry too. "It's not your fault," she told him. "It's my fault. Because I can't control myself. Because I have this stupid other personality that I can't make go away."

She reached up and wiped at her eyes, then looked up at him. "Will you visit me?" she asked. "Will you promise to come and see me and to write to me and to call me so I don't have to miss you too badly?"

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[info]radley
2012-11-29 06:30 am UTC (link)
"I don't want to leave." Radley shook his head and looked back at her desperately. "There has to be a way they'll keep me here. Right? There has to be a way to stay. I can't live without you."

He closed his eyes. "You know that I'll do all of that, Lucy. I'd never leave you here by yourself. I just... I don't want to go. I can't."

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[info]lucii
2012-11-29 06:32 am UTC (link)
Lucy chewed on her bottom lip, looking up at Radley. She didn't know what to say to him. How to make this better. "If you don't say yes to going now, they might not let you out again for a really long time," she pointed out. "Maybe... maybe they'll let me out soon too, right? They could. Snape could."

She pressed tight against him. "I don't want to be here by myself, but I don't want to make you stay. I just want us both to get better."

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[info]radley
2012-11-29 06:37 am UTC (link)
Radley pet at Lucy's hair for a moment, then brought their lips together. He closed his eyes, just holding her there and took a deep breath. Lucy was the only good thing that had ever happened to him.

"I love you." Radley told her quietly, then pressed their foreheads together. "Just tell me that you will always be mine."

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[info]lucii
2012-11-29 06:41 am UTC (link)
"I promise," Lucy said, kissing Radley back. "I love you too. I'll always be yours." She gave him a shakey smile, trying to put on a brave face for him. "Nothing is ever going to tear us apart."

She blinked, and then the other Lucy was there. "This is Snape's fault," she said. "He's so stupid. He thinks you're bad for her. You're not. You're the best thing that's ever happened to either one of us." She brushed her fingers over Radley's cheek. "Rider and Pyxis got out because he knocked her up. We could try that."

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[info]radley
2012-11-29 07:23 am UTC (link)
"You-" Radley looked back at Lucy for a moment. He leaned into her touch and then kissed her softly, his lips lingering. He was willing to try anything if it meant he could have her.

"You have to let her come back and make that decision." Radley told her. "It's her body too."

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[info]lucii
2012-11-29 07:27 am UTC (link)
Lucy looked up at Radley and pouted. "But she's way more likely to say no than I am," she pointed out. Lucy leaned up and brushed their lips together. "Okay," she said. "I get it. I won't do anything to our body that she'd hate. You suggest it to her."

She faded and Lucy was was left looking up at Radley in concern. "How long was she in control?" she asked. "Have I been gone very long?"

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[info]radley
2012-11-29 07:47 am UTC (link)
Radley pulled Lucy close again and dropped a kiss to her forehead. He just wanted to keep her close. For as long as he could. His hands moved down to rest on her hips and he looked down at her.

"She was only here a couple of minutes." Radley promised, brushing a bit of hair from her face. "She had a plan, though. That I get you pregnant so you can get out and live with me."

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[info]lucii
2012-11-29 08:25 pm UTC (link)
Pregnant. Lucy looked up at Radley, feeling worried. Not about having sex with him. She loved him, even if sex was kind of messy and gross when it was over she could deal with that. She was more worried about what they'd do with a baby when it came.

"Do you think I'd be a good mum?" she asked, playing with Radley's shirt. "I'm much better because you're around and the other Lucy loves you too, but... babies are so messy and noisy and they need so much from you. What if I'm not good at it? What if Snape thinks I won't be any good and he takes our baby away?"

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[info]radley
2012-11-29 08:31 pm UTC (link)
"Snape couldn't take the child from me. I'm not as bad off as you are. In the minds of this facility, anyway. I think you're normal. You're just two people." Radley shrugged and then kissed her forehead, holding her close.

"And you'd have me to help you. I'd be able to take care of him or her." He brushed his fingers through her hair. "And I'm sure that the other Lucy could take over when you couldn't handle it." He smiled. "That's what will make you such a great mother. You'll be able to give our baby double the love."

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[info]lucii
2012-11-29 08:41 pm UTC (link)
This whole idea made Lucy feel really nervous, but the other her and Radley both thought it was a good idea. It made sense. If they had a baby together then Snape would have to let them be. He couldn't try and keep them from loving each other.

"Okay," she said, looking up at Radley. "We can have a baby together. We can try. How long until they make you leave?" She tightened her grip on Radley's shirt. "We should start trying now."

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[info]radley
2012-11-29 08:47 pm UTC (link)
"I'm getting released in a couple of days." Radley told her quietly and then looked down at her. He kissed her forehead and studied her face for a moment. He didn't want her to be so nervous.

"I love you." He whispered, then kissed down her neck, his hands moving gently up and down her back, trying to calm her down. "You know that?"

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[info]lucii
2012-11-29 08:53 pm UTC (link)
Lucy looked up at Radley and nodded. "I know," she said. She leaned into his touch, closing her eyes and trying to relax. "I love you too. I want this. You. I'm just nervous about it."

She kissed his neck, pressing close to him and sliding her hands under his shirt, letting them rest there. "Maybe this would be easier if the other Lucy was here instead of me."

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[info]radley
2012-11-29 08:58 pm UTC (link)
Radley looked down at Lucy for a moment and frowned. "Why would it be easier?" He asked, shaking his head. "No. Your first time is going to be with you. Not her."

He picked her up and carried her over to her bed. "I'll make you feel good, okay?" He asked, laying her back against the pillows. "Don't let her take over. You'll forget about how nervous you are." He let his hand move over her body, touching her breast through her shirt as he lay beside her. "Please?"

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[info]lucii
2012-11-29 09:06 pm UTC (link)
Lucy shivered a little when Radley touched her like that, looking up at him. She nodded. "Yeah, I promise I won't let her take over." She leaned up and brushed her lips against Radley's. "Everything will be okay."

Lucy wrapped her arms around him, deepening the kiss and drawing him closer. They were so good together and she knew Radley loved her. Lucy could do this.

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[info]radley
2012-11-29 09:38 pm UTC (link)
Radley kissed her softly and smiled. "It will be okay." He promised her as he lifted her shirt slightly, letting his fingers move over her stomach. He kissed her neck and looked up as Charlie knocked on the door. But, Charlie nodded and shut the door and he laughed.

"We have at least another hour." He told her and then undid the buttons on her blouse, opening it up. He kissed at her collar. "Your skin is soft."

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[info]lucii
2012-11-29 09:41 pm UTC (link)
Lucy felt a little embarrassed that Charlie had seen them like this, but at least he hadn't tried to stop them. Other people would have tried to stop them. She shifted closer to Radley, pushing his shirt up. "I love you," she said. "I think an hour will be enough time."

She helped him get her blouse off, smiling and pushing Radley's shirt over his head. "I want to feel your skin against mine."

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[info]radley
2012-11-29 10:16 pm UTC (link)
Radley smiled at her and kissed her nose. "I love you too." He told her, helping take his shirt off. He pulled hers off after and kissed between her breasts, popping open the fastenings on her bra.

Sliding that off, Radley kissed both of her nipples, letting his tongue swirl around them. "God, you are sexy."

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[info]lucii
2012-11-29 10:20 pm UTC (link)
Lucy shivered when Radley pulled her bra off, her hands running over his bare back as his mouth found her nipples. Lucy moaned, arching up against Radley. "You... you make me feel really good."

She looked down at him and smiled, biting her bottom lip as her hands slid down to rub Radley through his trousers. "I want you."

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[info]radley
2012-11-29 10:52 pm UTC (link)
Radley growled softly when she touched him, his hips pressing back against her hand. He closed his eyes and took a deep breath, trying to calm himself down for a moment.

"I want you too." He promised her, then slid his hand down, undoing her trousers. "I have to take my time. I'm big."

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