caspr (caspr) wrote in paddedrooms,
@ 2012-12-04 01:34:00

"What exactly is it that you're dragging me to?" Elodie asked as Xavier dragged her along the streets of London. She had a job interview the next morning and she really didn't want to have to deal with being tired and having bags under her eyes. Even if her boobs were more than enough to qualify her to work at Bubbles. She looked him over carefully.

"All you're telling me is it's a show." Elodie whined. "You're being very elusive about all of this. Come on. Tell me."

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caspr
2012-12-07 01:37 am UTC (link)

"You weren't supposed to find out about it." Caspar told him quietly as he looked at Xavier. He felt so mortified. He wanted to kill Ana. Strangle her and make her choke.

"I'm sorry. I waited a long time to find the right person and..." Caspar bit his bottom lip. "When I saw you again, I just... I wanted it to be you. So badly. And then you said you had a boyfriend and it took me being drunk to get the courage to go for it."

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xav
2012-12-07 02:29 am UTC (link)

Xavier ran a hand through his hair and took a sip of his coffee, trying to figure out what he should say to Caspar. "I'm sorry," he said, eventually. "Not that we had sex. I really liked it. I really missed you and it was... it was amazing." He looked up at him, smiling a little.

"But..." His smile faded. "I do have a boyfriend. Which makes this complicated. I really care about him, Caspar. But I really... honestly, I started dating him because he kind of looked like I thought you might look."

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	caspr 2012-12-07 02:32 am UTC (link)
	Caspar sighed to himself and shook his head. "It's fine, Xavier. I know that you have a boyfriend and I feel guilty about what we did. That doesn't mean I liked it any less. But..." He shrugged. "I'm sorry. Maybe we shouldn't see each other again if he means that much t you. I don't think either of us could handle not touching." (Reply to this)(Parent)(Thread)

xav
2012-12-07 02:36 am UTC (link)

Caspar probably had a point, but Xavier didn't want to give up seeing him. "I hate that idea," he admitted. "I just got you back. I don't want to lose you again so soon. You mean too much to me."

He reached out, taking Caspar's hand in his. "Do you think we could try?" Xavier asked. "I know it'll be hard, but before we cut each other off completely, let's just... attempt being friends again."

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	caspr 2012-12-07 02:43 am UTC (link)
	If he was being honest, Caspar hated the idea as well. He didn't want to be away from Xavier either, but he didn't think they'd last very long at not having sex. Xavier had kind of been what he'd wanted all along. But, he nodded. "Okay." He told him quietly and then let out a sigh. "We'll try being friends and if it doesn't work out, we'll give up." (Reply to this)(Parent)(Thread)

xav
2012-12-07 02:55 am UTC (link)

Caspar didn't seem very enthusiastic about their plan, but Xavier nodded in agreement. They could handle this. "Good," he said. This was going to be hard, but they could make this work.

He smiled at Caspar. "I'm sorry. That this is the way things are going. But I think we'll be okay. I think we're going to make this work." He was going to have to tell Elodie he'd done exactly what she'd told him not to do.

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