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scorpius malfoy ([info]scorpi) wrote in [info]paddedrooms,
@ 2013-02-01 03:51:00


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Scorpius had slept with James Potter. It was a weird feeling, walking around Cepheus and James's flat, after that. He certainly didn't feel the same way about the couch anymore. And he and James had spent a day now acting like it never happened. Scorpius wanted to talk about it. He wanted to tell someone so he could keep remembering that it was real and it was supposed to be a step forward, having rebound sex. Now it would be easier for him to not be in love with Albus forever.

Scorpius sat beside his brother on the couch, chewing on his bottom lip as he contemplated his take-out Chinese food, and then decided it was time to give in and gossip. James had said they weren't together. "Something happened while you were out yesterday."

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[info]pheus
2013-02-01 11:17 am UTC (link)
Cepheus wanted to give him that chance. But, even just looking at him made everything hurt. Especially the hand on his hand. The touching. The being close to him. He looked at his suitcase.

"You can't fix this." Cepheus told him quietly. "No one ever wants just me. I'm never the one that people just want. There's always someone else. Do you think I don't know how you've looked at Scorpius before? How you always joked about shagging him? I'm probably just your filler for him. Just like I was a filler for Xavier and Caspar."

He almost broke down. "I have to go."

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[info]siriuslyjames
2013-02-01 11:21 am UTC (link)
"If anyone was the filler it was him, Cepheus," James said quickly. "Not you. Never you. When I joked about shagging him, I always told you you were my favourite twin too. You're the one who likes scary movies and gets in fights with me. You're the one I always tried to get alone. You're the one my grandmother loves."

He shook his head. "I'm not like Xavier. Maybe I'm an asshole too, but not like that. You're not filler."

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[info]pheus
2013-02-01 11:29 am UTC (link)
Cepheus looked back at James for a moment, then grabbed him and pulled him down into a deep kiss. He had to let himself have this just once more. To have him close and to hold him there. To kiss him. To need him.

He closed his eyes and pressed close, still crying and he kissed James. Trying to pour every bit of what he felt for the other boy. Trying to make him feel everything he felt. And then he was pulling back and shaking his head.

"I've got to go." He told him again. "I have to."

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