scorpius malfoy (scorpi) wrote in paddedrooms,
@ 2013-02-01 03:51:00

Scorpius had slept with James Potter. It was a weird feeling, walking around Cepheus and James's flat, after that. He certainly didn't feel the same way about the couch anymore. And he and James had spent a day now acting like it never happened. Scorpius wanted to talk about it. He wanted to tell someone so he could keep remembering that it was real and it was supposed to be a step forward, having rebound sex. Now it would be easier for him to not be in love with Albus forever.

Scorpius sat beside his brother on the couch, chewing on his bottom lip as he contemplated his take-out Chinese food, and then decided it was time to give in and gossip. James had said they weren't together. "Something happened while you were out yesterday."

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scorpi
2013-02-02 01:58 am UTC (link)

"I liked the studio," Scorpius said, wrapping his arm around Cepheus's shoulders. "It was really nice, living on top of each other like that. Just always being aware of what the other person was doing. Dad hasn't given me a flat yet. I could get one from him and we can both live there. He didn't think I should be living in a tiny studio with zero security either."

He laughed at Cepheus's suggestion, looking down at him. "The porn star has a crush on Lavinia now," Scorpius said. "But he's really nice. Maybe he'll introduce us to his friends." He leaned his head back against the couch. "I hate this. The way I feel. I hate that I made you feel like this too. Everything just... sucks."

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pheus
2013-02-02 03:53 am UTC (link)

"It's not completely your fault. It's James's fault." Cepheus shook his head, wrapping an arm around his brother. He sighed softly. It was all fucked up and there was no getting around it. But, he wasn't going to yell at his brother about it. There was no point.

"James knew not to do it. And he did it anyway." Cepheus replied. "He knew that he and I were kind of a thing. You didn't."

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scorpi
2013-02-02 04:15 am UTC (link)

"You were right, though," Scorpius said, shaking his head. "I should have figured it out. We're twins. We're supposed to have a psychic bond or something. We're at least supposed to be good enough friends that I can tell when you fancy someone as much as you fancied him."

He ran his fingers through Cepheus's hair, petting at him. "Albus was right about me being selfish. God. I'm sorry, Phe. This is all so fucking horrible. What are we going to do?"

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	pheus 2013-02-02 04:56 am UTC (link)
	"It's honestly fine, Scorpius. I know you should have known, but it's fine." Cepheus told him, shrugging. He looked Scorpius over briefly and ran a hand through his hair. He felt miserable. "Fuck. We've got to get out of here. Should we do something?" Cepheus asked. "Look at the spare flats in Dad's buildings?" (Reply to this)(Parent)(Thread)

	scorpi 2013-02-02 05:02 am UTC (link)
	"Spare flats, eat our feelings, or text Rex and meet some porn stars," Scorpius said, after thinking about it for a moment. "You choose." He put his smoothie down. "But you're right. This is a terrible place to stay. They eat like rabbits and I can't take eating like this when I'm allowed to pig out." (Reply to this)(Parent)

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