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Pyxis Nott ([info]pyxis) wrote in [info]paddedrooms,
@ 2012-07-17 19:56:00


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Pyxis had been sleeping like a baby since she and Walden had slept together twice. Her body instantly hit the bed and she was gone into a deep dream. But, on a night like that night, she couldn't sleep at all. She was having a hard time shutting her mind off and she hadn't wanted to be put on sleeping pills.

By the time it was her appointment time, she was groggy, because they'd forced the pills onto her. She stepped into Walden's office, feeling like a zombie as she slumped into the chair in front of his desk. She didn't even say a word. She just looked at him through hollowed eyes.

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[info]wallie
2012-07-18 02:10 am UTC (link)
Walden frowned at that. "She is?" he asked. "I pulled her from his room the other night because he was hurting her. She is a bit delicate right now, though. It would make sense if she latched onto him. I'll do what I can. Rider's on medication to stop him from having sex right now though."

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[info]pyxis
2012-07-18 02:27 am UTC (link)
"There's a lot of things going on around here." Pyxis pointed out as she looked back at Walden. "So Rider's really on meds to stop him from having sex? Good. Maybe he'll stop trying to rape me all the time."

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[info]wallie
2012-07-18 02:59 am UTC (link)
"Like what?" Walden asked. "It would be easier for me to make life easy for everyone else if you told me what I need to be aware of." He reached out and touched her hand, giving her a concerned look. "Does he really try and rape you all the time?"

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[info]pyxis
2012-07-18 03:27 am UTC (link)
"He's very... hands on." Pyxis replied as she looked back at Walden. "He's never been successful. I'm fully capable of taking care of myself. You don't have to do anything."

Pyxis felt really tired now. But, her mind was going a hundred miles per hour. "You know, my entire life, I kind of just wanted someone to notice me." She admitted. "To care about me. And they say I have the same thing as Draco, but I've never thought that someone loved me when they didn't. I've always thought everyone hates me."

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[info]wallie
2012-07-18 03:47 am UTC (link)
"Just because you have the same diagnosis doesn't mean it manifests in the same way," Walden told Pyxis. "You both have a need for approval and reinforcement to come from outside yourself. To the extent that you'll endanger yourselves to try and win that approval and love. Usually it stems from past neglect. Sometimes it means you're promiscuous. Sometimes it means you manipulate people to try and get them to do what you want them to do. Thoreau and Radley are both bipolar, but it doesn't manifest itself the same way. They're different people. It can't. Does that make sense?"

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[info]pyxis
2012-07-18 03:51 am UTC (link)
Pyxis looked back at Walden sadly for a moment. "I manipulated you into having sex with me." She told him quietly. "Because I wanted you. It was selfish of me. God, I'm so stupid."

She felt herself start to cry and she slid off the desk. "Maybe I should just leave."

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[info]wallie
2012-07-18 04:12 am UTC (link)
"No, Pyxis." Walden grabbed her and pulled her into his lap, kissing her softly. "Don't leave," he said, voice soft. "I'm a trained therapist," he said. "I know what you're likely to do. I knew I should say no. And I didn't. It's my fault, not yours, but I... I really like you. Even without the sex. I don't want you to leave and you weren't the selfish one. I was."

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[info]pyxis
2012-07-18 04:14 am UTC (link)
"You don't know very much about me, Walden. Other than what's in my file." Pyxis pointed out as she glanced at him. "If we're being honest, you only know about my disorder. You don't know anything else and I'm not sure I even want to go into the stories."

Pyxis sighed softly. "You'll hate being with me. I'm a slut."

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[info]wallie
2012-07-18 04:24 am UTC (link)
"I don't need to know about people you were with in the past. Not unless I need to know about them for therapy, I mean," Walden told Pyxis, shaking his head. "I know what I'm getting in to. Like you said, I know your disorder. I can handle this, Pyxis. I want the chance to get to know you better. To take you on dates once you're out of here. And I want to help you get out."

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[info]pyxis
2012-07-18 04:28 am UTC (link)
Pyxis crawled into Walden's lap and then kissed him deeply. "Why do you want me?" She asked as she ran a hand down his chest. "You're smart and you go to a fancy school. You're working here as a therapist. I'm... just a girl. And I have nothing going for me."

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