Ene (impotentwaffle) wrote in politico,
@ 2010-01-31 13:17:00

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Parker didn't know if it was good or bad that he hadn't gotten his notebooks back yet. The other items had been returned to the other boys, but a lot of Parker's writing had documented the things that were going on in the house. Chancellor had learned a lot from them and so they couldn't be returned. Parker understood. Top priority was getting Adam. The notebooks would have just reminded him of what he'd lived through in horrid detail, so he wasn't all that eager to get them back. But he would have liked some of his story starters for right now.

The book he'd been writing before seemed like a distant memory and he couldn't even connect with the writing to edit it. Now he was sitting on the living room floor, laptop sitting on his crossed legs. He wasn't typing anything, just staring at an open, blank word document. Dog came over to sniff at his shoulder, cold nose pressing to the back of his neck, making him jump a little and cry out. He could till be skittish at times.

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halloweenish
2010-02-01 04:14 am UTC (link)

Callaway had just finished taking a shower, and he came out of the bedroom wearing a pair of pajama pants and nothing else. He moved to go sit down beside Parker so that he could press a soft kiss to the younger man's cheek as he bent his knees sort of awkwardly so that he could prop his elbows up on them and clasp his hands together.

"Whatchoo doing?" he asked softly as he reached over to brush back some of Parker's hair. They'd gotten it cut a few days ago, but it still had some of it's normal curl to it.

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impotentwaffle
2010-02-01 04:59 pm UTC (link)

He worshipped Callaway's angles and everytime he saw them displayed like that, he took a moment to stare. His gaze was weighted. He had a way of just making someone feel like he was touching them, or sometimes hurting them if he was angry. Finally, he looked away from Callaway and back at his computer screen. He couldn't count how many times that glow had comforted him, but now it was mocking him.

"Trying to write. I can't edit my last novel. I can't even look at it. It's so far away from where I am now and it makes me angry. I want to kill him for taking it away from me." He said it like he meant it, like he'd really kill him if he got the chance.

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halloweenish
2010-02-02 04:16 am UTC (link)

Callaway wet his lips and he was quiet for a moment as he watched Parker's expression. He could see the frustration in his lover's eyes, and he sighed a little. He wanted to tell Parker not to let Adam take anything away from him, but a part of him knew that wasn't the right thing to say. It was always a careful dance with Parker, what to say and what not to say, and Callaway was quite artful at it.

"Hey, listen to me," he said softly as he reached out to gently grasp a hold of Parker's chin. "Just because it's far away right now, doesn't mean that it always will be. You can always find your way back, one way or another, when you're ready to."

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impotentwaffle
2010-02-02 05:21 am UTC (link)

"Maybe," he said quietly. "But while I'm waiting for it, I'd really like to continue earning a living wothout going back to my string of shit jobs. And I'm not writing some tragic memoir for the press to fawn over." He shuddered at the idea. His publisher had already suggested the idea and it made Parker ill. His next book would feature a repulsive vulture, inspired by that experience.

He sighed and stared at Callaway. "I'm trying to come up with something new. Something I can sell without feeling dirty.

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halloweenish
2010-02-03 03:15 am UTC (link)

"You're earning quite a bit of money from your first book, still," Callaway assured as he reached over to take the laptop off of Parker's lap. He pulled the younger man over onto his own lap and wrapped his long limbs around him so that he could press a kiss to te top of Parker's head. "Its going to take some time to get use to all of this again," he murmured quietly. "And your writing will be fine."

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impotentwaffle
2010-02-03 03:48 am UTC (link)

Parker was very good at worrying about things that didn't need it. He'd seen the royalty checks that his agent had been keeping for him. There was a lot of money there, but Parker was still anxious about never being able to write again and running out of money in the long run. The last thing he would allow would be for Callaway to support him. He considered his last job before getting published. Waiting tables at a nice restaurant. The tips weren't bad, especially if he could keep his smart mouth shut.

He was distracted from his thoughts by the way Callaway tangled him up in his limbs. "You're like a chair from Wonderland. I feel like the Red Queen." Immersed in the bizarre and lanky tendrils of a living throne. "Well, a queen anyway," he laughed a little.

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halloweenish
2010-02-03 05:04 am UTC (link)

The comparison made Callaway laugh softly, and he closed his eyes as he dipped his head down so that he could rest his chin against Parker's shoulder. He turned his head in and pressed a kiss against the boy's soft, warm neck as he held him closer.

"You're my queen," Callaway said softly as he took a hold of one of Parker's hands so that he could lace their fingers up together. He was fiercely loyal to Parker, like subjects to a queen would be. "Maybe you should just write about something you love. Remember something you love, and go from there, and just write. See what happens."

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impotentwaffle
2010-02-03 06:40 am UTC (link)

"Are you trying to get me to write something sappy about you?" Because at the moment, that was the only thing Parker could think of that he loved. "I couldn't write about you while I was there. Maybe writing about you now would help me realize that I'm not there anymore." He tapped his finger against Callaway's forearm as if marking out a beat that played in his head. "Or writing about you will just cause me to write dirty, dirty pornography."

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halloweenish
2010-02-03 07:25 am UTC (link)

The words brought an easy smile to Callaway's lips, and he pressed another kiss, though this time it was to Parker's jaw.

"You can write dirty, dirty pornography about me if you want," he said softly as he gave the younger man a little squeeze.

He wanted to offer to give Parker some inspiration, but they hadn't slept together yet since Parker had been back, and he didn't want to push the issue... No matter how much he wanted Parker. It had only been a few days, and he'd waited years. He could wait some more.

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impotentwaffle
2010-02-03 11:52 pm UTC (link)

Parker hadn't needed the time to by physically ready. On the ride home, he'd wanted Callaway so badly that he'd been fully prepared to just fuck his brains out in the car. Hell, on the way to the car. But something had been off about the urge and--perhaps luckily--the impulse hadn't been fully acted upon. To Adam, Parker had been a mixture of precious charge and meaningless sex toy. It was a confusing thing to fulfill someone's sexual fantasies while being told that you were supposed to be indebted to them for some imaginary protection. Parker was still sorting that out.

But even if he knew Callaway could wait (a miracle of five years that Parker still couldn't believe), Parker himself was not willing to wait much longer. He quirked a smile that was not altogether nice. "Oh let's see. What shall I write then? You bending me over your knee, tugging down my jeans just enough and spanking my ass until I beg you to fuck me?" He leaned his back against Callaway's chest. "Or maybe me just getting on my knees and sucking you until you explode?" Parker had never had a problem talking lewdly.

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	halloweenish 2010-02-04 01:50 am UTC (link)
	The words were surprsing, but not because Callaway wasn't use to hearing them. It was surprising because it had just been so long since Callaway had heard Parker say things like that. He dipped his head down and kissed along the side of Parker's neck with a smile. "If you're trying to get me riled up, it's working," he said softly. (Reply to this)(Parent)(Thread)

impotentwaffle
2010-02-04 02:16 am UTC (link)

Parker squirmed his hips back against Callaway's lap. "Riled up? No, I'm just trying to get some stories started in my head, that's all." There was nothing innocent about his voice even if his words were trying to play at that.

He gave a mock sigh. "I really enjoyed that time in the park. Do you remember? It was dark and I just felt like doing something a little public?"

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halloweenish
2010-02-04 04:15 am UTC (link)

A warm laugh escaped Callaway's lips, and he tightened his hold on Parker as he listened to the sound of his voice. It was relieving to know that Parker hadn't lost his spunk despite all he'd been through.

"I remember very well," he said softly as he pressed a kiss against Parker's jaw this time. "I was trying to talk you out of it, but you successfully convinced me. I'm glad you did."

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	impotentwaffle 2010-02-04 06:00 am UTC (link)
	"I can be terribly persuasive," he smiled sweetly. He loved that laugh, how thick it could get when Callaway was turned on. He also loved being able to recall it so vividly. Even if he'd put it aside during his time with Adam, he was glad to know that it had always been there. "I love you," he said suddenly, overwhelmed by the urge to do so. (Reply to this)(Parent)(Thread)

	halloweenish 2010-02-04 06:04 am UTC (link)
	Hearing Parker say those words was something Callaway would never grow tired of, and he felt a lump form in the back of his throat as his heart swelled with emotion. "I love you too," he said back, managing to catch the corner of Parker's mouth with a kiss. "I think I might go crawl in bed, do you wanna come with me, or are you gonna stay up for a while?" (Reply to this)(Parent)(Thread)

impotentwaffle
2010-02-04 07:03 am UTC (link)

"I want to come with you," he said firmly, but didn't make a move to get up. Instead, he squirmed around in Callaway's lap so that he could face him, wrap his legs around his waist. He put his face against Callaway's neck. "You smell good. I want you to take me to bed and have your way with me." It was clear from his voice that he was smiling against the other man's skin.

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halloweenish
2010-02-04 07:08 am UTC (link)

Once Parker had squirmed his way around, Callaway looped his arms around his neck and smiled. As much as he wanted Parker, a part of him was nervous, though. What if he did something that reminded Parker of Adam? He wasn't sure he could live with himself. But God, he wanted Parker so bad.

"I guess Dog doesn't get to sleep with us tonight," he said softly as he rocked his weight forward, then got up to carry Parker back towards the bedroom.

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impotentwaffle
2010-02-04 07:39 am UTC (link)

"I don't want to scar his innocent doggy mind." He hung his arms loosely around Callaway's neck as he was carried. Regardless of how delicate the man managed to look, Parker loved that there was so much strength in his limbs.

Once they got to the bed, Parker flopped backward onto it. He acted confident, but he was concerned that maybe Callaway was having second thoughts about the whole sex thing. He could understand that he was different now. Propping himself up on his elbows, he stared at the man. "I'll bet you could have been a dancer. An acrobat or something."

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halloweenish
2010-02-04 07:44 am UTC (link)

Once he'd set Parker down on the bed, he turned to shut the door behind him. A quiet laugh escaped him and he rubbed a hand against the front of his chest, almost wishing he'd put a shirt on after his shower so that he could feel Parker peeling it off. He missed that feeling.

"Really? Because despite my tallness, I don't bump my head on things?" he asked as he crawled up onto the bed to settle on top of the smaller man. "You look good in the moonlight. You look good all the time," he said softly, his voice taking on a different tone, on that clearly said he wanted to do this very much.

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impotentwaffle
2010-02-04 05:33 pm UTC (link)

"And you don't stumble and fall over, or get tangled up in your own legs. And I think you'd look good in a leotard." He laughed and let his fingers tickle down the man's sides to follow the long length of his torso.

The tone of Callaway's voice made Parker sigh with arousal. He always wanted to be the reason that the man's voice took on that rich timbre. "Do I? I haven't put the weight back on yet. I know I still look a little haggard, but that's sweet of you to say."

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	halloweenish 2010-02-05 12:27 am UTC (link)
	"You look beautiful," Callaway insisted, and he propped his upper half up so that he could gaze down at Parker. He couldn't help but feel a little emotional, he'd missed Parker so much, and he'd missed the moments like this the most. "Are you sure?" he asked, his tone softening. Sure that Parker was ready for this, ready to sleep together again. (Reply to this)(Parent)(Thread)

impotentwaffle
2010-02-05 06:54 pm UTC (link)

"Hell yes I'm sure." He said with a wide grin that lit up his face like it used to. He bucked his hips up suggestively, unable to hold back. "I can't be seeing you half naked, walking around after a damn shower with your hair all wet and sexy and not want to have you. It's impossible." He tugged Callaway down against him and then rolled so he was on top, looking down at the man while he pressed his hips back against Callaway's groin.

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	halloweenish 2010-02-05 07:31 pm UTC (link)
	That grin nearly did Callaway in, it almost made him want to cry, but with happy tears. He let Parker roll the both of them so that he was on top, and he bit down on his lower lip at the pressure against his groin. "I've really missed that smile," he said breathlessly as he gave Parker's hips a squeeze. "And these hips." (Reply to this)(Parent)(Thread)

impotentwaffle
2010-02-05 09:09 pm UTC (link)

"Both of them missed you too," especially his hips, he thought to himself with devious joy. His nimble hands eagerly worked down Callaway's pants, tugging them all the way down and off. "You haven't jad sex in five years...how much you want to bet I barely get you inside before you can't hold on?" It was a playful challenge and he stood up so he could get himself undressed. Before Callaway could answer, he had his mouth around the other man's cock, sucking it past his lips.

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halloweenish
2010-02-05 09:26 pm UTC (link)

Callaway's thin fingers moved to get Parker's shirt off and he managed to get the boy's pants undone but that was it before Parker had his cock in his mouth. A groan escaped Callaway's lips and his fingers slipped into Parker's hair. It had been so long since he'd had any sexual contact that he felt overwhelmed. He tightened his fingers in Parker's hair and swallowed hard.

"Parker..." he minutes softly.