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halloweentown!!! ([info]halloweenish) wrote in [info]politico,
@ 2009-12-14 23:11:00


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Entry tags:seth, vegas

vegas, seth
It had been a while since Vegas had last seen Seth. He tried to keep in touch with his Murphy's boyfriend after Murphy'd gone missing, but it was hard. Where there was Seth, usually Murphy was at his side. And Vegas imagined that it was just as hard for Seth to even look at him since he was Murphy's twin. They were spot on identical, though their personalities couldn't have been more opposite. Vegas always trusted Seth to look out for Murphy when he wasn't around, though, and there was a small part of him that blamed the other for not being there when Murphy'd gone missing. It was part of Vegas' own guilt, though, too. And he knew it.

So it was a little surprising for him when he came off stage after the little acoustic set that he'd played and saw Seth sitting at the bar. He figured they'd run into one another sooner or later, though, especially since the FBI was now looking into Murphy's dissappearance. Vegas assumed that they'd spoken to Seth, too.

"Hey," he greeted quietly as he approached the bar and ordered a scotch on the rocks. He wet his lips, and it took a moment for him to turn his gaze in Seth's direction. "Are you here because the FBI talked to you?"



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[info]impotentwaffle
2009-12-15 09:03 pm UTC (link)
Seth had always had issues with drinking. It was in his blood, his mother having died of her alcoholism when she was 33. Seth had grown up with his aunt and uncle who had tried their hardest to help the boy, but nothing worked. He seemed hell bent in following in his mother's footsteps. Still, Seth managed to make a life for himself, even through the haze of alcohol and when he'd met Murphy, he'd crawled up from the depths of addiction to sobriety.

Three years had passed, and Seth had held on for the first year without a single drink. But when Christmas came around a second time and Murphy hadn't been found, Seth had given in to just one drink. Just one, he told himself, to make Christmas Eve a little more bearable. One turned quickly into a fifth of whiskey and he'd been drinking hard ever since. He sat hunched over the bar, always surprised by how right it felt to be surrounded by the smell of alcohol and live music. He'd put in his time as a bartender, but he'd put in a hell of a lot more time as a customer.

Glancing over at Vegas, he had that droopy look to his face that said he'd been at it for awhile. "I'm here because they serve alcohol," he spoke without a slur but only because he was good at hiding it. "And because I missed his face so I guess yours has to do. Why would the FBI want to talk to me?" He'd long since given up hope that any law enforcement agency actually cared.

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[info]halloweenish
2009-12-16 12:28 am UTC (link)
Vegas had indulged in a few drunken nights himself when the pain of losing Murphy became too much to bear, but he'd never lost himself in the depths of addiction. Music was his addiction, and his outlet. Maybe he was lucky that way, it was hard to say. Everytime he picked up his guitar he thought of Murphy and how they use to write songs together, but in a way, it kept the thought of his brother very much alive.

He paid the bartended and took a sip of his drink before he turned his attention back over in Seth's direction with a frown. He never knew what to say to Seth. A part him felt as if he should keep an eye on the guy out of respect for Murphy, but another part wanted to just smack him senseless. This was not the way to deal with things, he wanted to tell him. But who was he to say how to deal? It wasn't as if he was exactly good at it.

"They're looking into Murphy's case," he replied, "There are other cases like his, too."

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[info]impotentwaffle
2009-12-16 01:04 am UTC (link)
Seth stared at Vegas trying to keep his expression as blank as humanly possible. But bad emotions flickered at the edge of his features and he had to look away when he started to feel like crying. Most days now he got by without too many dramatics but seeing Vegas always tried his emotions.

"Of course there are other cases like his. People disappear every day and they don't do anything about it. What were they doing, taking a satisfaction survey? Let me guess, their first question was: how happy are you with how we've been ignoring the kidnapping of your twin?" He had a mouth full of venom and with no reason to curtail it, it came out pretty strong. Vegas got a lot of it.

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[info]halloweenish
2009-12-16 01:13 am UTC (link)
"That's not what I meant," Vegas replied, and for now, his voice was straight. Calm. But that could change at a moment's notice, especially around Seth. "They don't think he's alone. They think there are others being held captive with him, that's what I meant."

He finished up his drink and set the glass down before he turned to leave Seth alone at the bar. He was tired, and cranky, and he just wanted to gather his equipment and go home to Mika.

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[info]impotentwaffle
2009-12-16 02:00 am UTC (link)
As much as he hated to do it, his hand darted out and he caught Vegas by the upper arm, preventing him from leaving. It was a blessing that his connection with Murphy wasn't purely physical, but at the same time, touching Vegas only highlighted the fact that he wasn't Murphy and Seth might never get that feeling of electricity back in his fingertips. "What? Others?" Vegas was obviously being serious about the FBI. "The police were just involved before. You really had the FBI come and speak with you?"

That spark of hope was dangerous. Seth had had many of those sparks crushed and stamped out by circumstance. He couldn't handle another one going in that direction.

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[info]halloweenish
2009-12-16 02:06 am UTC (link)
"I wouldn't have brought it up if they hadn't," Vegas replied, turning back to face Seth once again. "I'm surprised they haven't tried to speak with you. They probably will," he added honestly as he crossed his arms over his chest and let out a sigh. "They think that he was taken because of his talent, I'm not sure how many others there are, but I'm guessing they have talents, too."

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[info]impotentwaffle
2009-12-16 02:50 am UTC (link)
"Then why not you instead?" he asked, not caring if the sentiment was rude and selfish. If he was thinking clearly, would he really wish this kind of hell on Mika? No, but he wasn't himself. At the moment, he was more like a giant talking bottle of rum with a splash of cola.

Seth shook his head. "I don't want to talk to the FBI; they're not any better than the police. Bunch of fucking paper pushers, just trying to look busy."

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[info]halloweenish
2009-12-16 02:53 am UTC (link)
"You don't think I've asked myself that?" Vegas snapped, and he even gave Seth a shove. "I can't believe you. You should be glad that they haven't given up. You should be glad that someone fucking cares and is trying. You should want to talk to them, because maybe something you know can help. But no, you just want to sit here and drink yourself to death so he has no one to come back to."

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[info]impotentwaffle
2009-12-16 03:27 am UTC (link)
"He's not coming back!" Seth yelled. "And don't you fucking push me," he added as he returned the shove, harder because he always had to ramp up the situation. When he stood up, it was clear how out of it he was because he stumbled and had to catch himself on the bar. He'd seen his mother do that at home a million times for as long as he could remember and it always sobered him up a little, made him disgusted with himself. But it never stopped him from getting to this point. "You're so optimistic, Vegas. Why. Why? Because you feel he's still alive? That is such bullshit and you know it."

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[info]halloweenish
2009-12-16 04:28 am UTC (link)
The two of them were effectively causing a scene, and that was the last thing Vegas wanted. He let Seth push him, and he stayed quiet while the other yelled at him.

"I'm not optimistic, trust me, I'm not," Vegas shot back. "But if it was such bullshit, you wouldn't be waiting around for him and you know it. And it's one of the reasons why you can't be around me." He felt that maybe Seth was jealous of the fact that he had a connection so strong with Murphy, and he didn't. Sometimes Vegas wished he could give the feelings to Seth, but he'd miss them, even if they were hard they were all he had of Murphy at the moment. "I'm going to get my things. If you want to talk, meet me out by my car. Otherwise, take a cab home."

With that, he turned and headed backstage to collect his guitar.

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[info]impotentwaffle
2009-12-16 06:57 am UTC (link)
Just once, he wished Vegas would haul off and punch him. It would satisfy his need to have a tangible sort of punishment for not being around to protect Murphy from whatever force had come and stolen him away. He didn't care about a scene and as Vegas left, Seth turned around to look at the bartender. "What?" he said testily before finishing his drink and paying his bill.

As he left the bar, he honestly didn't know if he would go and meet Vegas by his car or not. Outside, the air hit his face in a cold gust and he stuffed his hands in his pockets, thankful that his blood felt hot under his skin from the drinks. His feet led him to Vegas's car and he leaned against it, waiting for the man to come out the stage door. "I couldn't get a cab," he lied.

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[info]halloweenish
2009-12-16 07:14 am UTC (link)
When Vegas came outside, he was bundled up in a grey peacoat. He unlocked the trunk and loaded his guitar case inside before he came around to unlock the passenger side door, and he opened it up for Seth to get in. He headed around to the driver's side and slipped into the seat so that he could start the car up.

"I'll give you a ride, c'mon," he said quietly as he leaned over the seat to call out to Seth.

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[info]impotentwaffle
2009-12-17 01:46 am UTC (link)
That softened his demeanor a little and he drew the back of his hand across his forehead which was sweating, even in the cold. Leaning against the frame of the car door, Seth sighed. "I'm sorry," he spoke almost too quietly to hear before he climbed into the car. He hated being a dick to Vegas, but it always seemed to work out like that, especially now that Murphy was out of the picture.

Leaning back in the seat, he put the heels of his palms to his eyes and groaned. "I've got to go to fucking work tomorrow. Stan's not going to keep forgiving the hangover calls."

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[info]halloweenish
2009-12-17 02:53 am UTC (link)
Vegas reached over to turn his music down. Loud music was the last thing Seth needed at the moment, and even if Vegas was annoyed, he wasn't going to be a complete dick. He could be a dick to just about anyone, but for whatever reason he always felt on the fence about being a dick to Seth.

"Take some aspirin when you get home and drink a lot of water," Vegas suggested quietly. "Go straight to bed." He was quiet for a bit after that, and he just drove. After a few blocks, he finally spoke again. "The FBI thinks there's a possibility that whoever took Murphy might be checking in on me."

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[info]impotentwaffle
2009-12-17 03:01 am UTC (link)
"What, you mean I shouldn't finish that bit of Bailey's in my fridge?" he laughed, easily making light of the subject even though his job could be on the line because of this--again.

But when Vegas mentioned that, he shot him a look that was a mixture of disbelief and horror. "Are you fucking serious?" he said incredulously. What kind of sick fuck did something like that. "Checking in on you? What does that even mean? Is he some sort of psychopath?" Wonderful, and Murphy was holed up with them somewhere.

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[info]halloweenish
2009-12-17 03:22 am UTC (link)
"I'm not really sure," Vegas replied honestly as he drove. It was unsettling, but mostly, it was bothersome to Vegas that the man who took his brother away could be so close and he had no idea. He felt like he'd failed Murphy somehow. "They said because I'm Murphy's twin, we're identical. I don't know," he shook his head and swallowed hard before he let out a heavy sigh through his nose. "I don't know."

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[info]impotentwaffle
2009-12-17 03:57 am UTC (link)
"Do they think you're in danger?" He couldn't imagine how upset Murphy would be if he knew that the same person who took him was possibly keeping tabs on his twin too. The very idea that the creep could be close made Seth's stomach turn unpleasantly. All of the alcohol sitting on it didn't help much and he felt like was going to throw up. Putting a hand over his mouth, he squeezed his eyes shut, practiced in holding it back. "I'm not going to be able to tell them anything useful--I wasn't anywhere near him. I hadn't seen him in a few days even." He still blamed himself for getting sick.

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[info]halloweenish
2009-12-17 04:26 am UTC (link)
"No," Vegas said, "Maybe. I don't know. Mostly they want me to keep an eye out for anyone suspicious." He wet his lips and cleared his throat before he glanced over at Seth. "I know what you're doing. And I'll tell you what Mika tells me. It wasn't your fault, you got sick. It wasn't my fault. I was on tour. I know you still feel like it is, though. So do I. But you should talk to them, please. You never know what might help, Seth. Anything small, just - you never know. Wouldn't you rather try than not?"

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[info]impotentwaffle
2009-12-17 04:19 pm UTC (link)
He knew that Murphy would have told him the same thing, but that didn't change the fact that he was gone. Plus, Murphy would tell him anything just to make him feel better--that's how sweet the boy was. Thinking about things like that always made his heart stick in his chest. "I don't want to get my hopes up," he said and knew that it was one of the most selfish things he'd ever expressed, which was saying a lot.

Leaning his head against the cool glass of the window, he sighed. "I'll talk to them if they come."

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[info]halloweenish
2009-12-17 07:47 pm UTC (link)
"I don't either," Vegas replied, but the truth was that he got his hopes up every single time he felt Murphy. Which was practically all of the time. It was frustrating, knowing for certain that his twin was out there somewhere - with someone who was keeping him captive - and that Vegas couldn't do a damn thing about it. Vegas let out a sigh and swallowed hard. "Thank you."

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[info]impotentwaffle
2009-12-17 08:27 pm UTC (link)
He nodded and fell silent for the rest of the way back to his apartment. He'd resisted moving just in case Murphy ever needed to find him again, and he couldn't bring himself to leave the place that held so many memories of him.

When they arrived, he couldn't wait to get out of the car. The information that Vegas had told him was almost too much to process and he needed to pass out somewhere safe. "Thanks for the ride," he said with a wave and stumbled toward his building.

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[info]halloweenish
2009-12-18 03:38 am UTC (link)
"You're welcome," Vegas replied, and though he wanted to get out of the car to help Seth inside he had a feeling that was the very last thing the other boy wanted, so he just stayed put. He watched Seth until he got up to his door, and once he was safely inside, Vegas finally drove home. He doubted either of them would get much sleep tonight.

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