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Dedalus Diggle ([info]violetto_phat) wrote in [info]valesco,
@ 2009-06-24 17:50:00


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Eliza
Having been sitting in an empty room the entire time, Dedalus closed his journal after he confirmed that he would go to Eliza, instead of her coming to him. He leaned over, resting his head in his hands as he let out a long breath, trying to compose himself. This wasn’t going to be easy, what he was about to do; walk into a closet to talk to his girlfriend about whether or not they were ready to have a kid or not. He didn’t want to think about the consequences that could come from whatever option they chose, or whatever decision they came to…but he knew there would definitely be repercussions either way. People spent months, years even, planning for a baby…didn’t they? People were always trying to get pregnant, they went off their birth control and were constantly trying to create a child…but these two, these…kids, were able to get pregnant without even meaning to. How was that right? Why did things always work out like that?

Rising to his feet, he hid away his journal in the room. It was where he came to think sometimes, so he knew no one would be going in there, and no patient would be admitted into it. Opening the door, he stepped out into the hallway, his hands slipping into his pockets as he made his way through the hallways. Everything was different, now that he was an official healer…but the journey through those halls were still the same. It still took forever to get where he needed to go…especially when he was going towards something he was a little bit afraid of; that conversation that Eliza had been so scared of having herself.

Stopping in front of what seemed to be an ordinary closet, Dedalus quietly sighed before he reached out to turn the doorknob, using his other hand to knock gently. “…Eliza?” He murmured quietly, pulling the door open to see her sitting there pathetically with her journal. He knew where she was not because he had read her mind, but because someone had noticed her slipping in there every now and then, and thought he had a right to know that his girlfriend was hiding around in a broom closet. His side leaned against the door, and he just watched her for a moment before stepping forward, closing the door behind him.

“…I feel like we’re back in Hogwarts…”

He gave the most pathetic attempt at smirking, before looking down at the floor between them. He was trying to lighten the mood…maybe focus on something else, but it wasn’t working. His hand rose up to rub at the back of his neck, gnawing at the corner of his bottom lip.



Now what?



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[info]elizaddled
2009-06-25 12:16 am UTC (link)
Eliza wasn't sure why she kept having these life-altering experiences. Most people gradually grew into their adult selves; things that went by from day to day, year to year, helped shape them along and become the people they were meant to be. For her, it felt like any sort of fate that was handed to her was just one big slap in the face. She'd had no idea her parents were getting divorced until they did, her mother became abusive and then killed herself one random summer afternoon, her brother got a girl pregnant and was married----and then she died, and---

---and then everything with the Order, ever since she found out about the Order, it felt like her whole life was frozen in this one spot, just terrified and waiting for what was going to strike next. What were they going to do now, if they had a baby in the middle of all of this? People were doing it, people were happy, but was it really worth all the fear? She was tired of being scared, what kind of stress would she be under if she had a baby to protect during this seemingly endless war?

Eliza blinked at the thought, her mouth turning into a flat line as she was struck with what had to be an epiphany. This was her baby, their baby. They'd somehow gotten pregnant in the middle of all of this mess, how could they not take on the responsibility? It was another person to protect, another person to be happy for when they made it out alive, and holy crap. She wanted to keep the baby.

Oh, oh holy crap.

Her lips twitched into a smile, a pathetic one, but it was a smile. This was their baby, their baby. Eliza for the first time felt her heart flutter at the thought, and as she stared back at Dedalus she could feel all of her love for him pounding in her chest. She'd created life with Dedalus when the rest of the world was dying and fighting for theirs.

Eliza's grip on Dedalus' hand tightened, holy crap, holy crap, "I think---I think I love this baby as much as I love you," she let out a choking sort of laugh, trying to fight back her tears. Her smile became wider, "And that's a---a whole lot, Mister. Head Boy."

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