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staturity ([info]staturity) wrote,
@ 2009-08-12 05:06:00


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Flashback: 7 years ago
Cassie drew her legs up against her chest and held herself. Her body shook and she let herself fall back on the bed.

He was gone. He wouldn’t remember her. He wouldn’t remember anything about her. He was gone and now? He was Kang. He was a psychotic mass murderer. He was everything he fought so hard not to become.

“Why?” Cassie cried. “Nate why…” She choked back a sob. “I’m so sorry.”

The next time she saw him— and she knew in her heart that she would see him again— he would be Kang.


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[info]discardedheir
2009-08-12 11:12 am UTC (link)
There was a knock on the door of her apartment.

He was worried sick. He couldn't wait any longer. He had to see if she was going to be all right.

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[info]staturity
2009-08-12 11:20 am UTC (link)
Cassie didn't get up right away. In fact, she didn't do anything right away.

She wiped away the tears from her eyes- or at least tried to as they were quickly replaced.

Maybe whoever it was would go away. Probably not. She just didn't want to talk to anyone right now. She didn't think she could even say anything that sounded remotely intelligible.

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[info]discardedheir
2009-08-12 11:31 am UTC (link)
A pause. Another knock. Another pause.

"Cassandra, please forgive the intrusion. But I cannot leave until I see or hear you."

If that does not work, he figures, the lock is well within his abilities to disable.

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[info]staturity
2009-08-12 11:33 am UTC (link)
She really, really didn't want to talk to Kristoff right now. Even if he wouldn't say "I told you so."

"I'm fine." Cassie said in a strangled voice that suggested totally otherwise.

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[info]discardedheir
2009-08-12 01:46 pm UTC (link)
That was so very, very not reassuring. He pauses only a few moments before saying, voice anxious. "Please. Please let me in."

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[info]staturity
2009-08-12 07:15 pm UTC (link)
There was silence for a moment, then Cassie got up and unlocked the door, hesitating briefly before opening it.

She looked like she'd been crying for hours (at least).

"Kris-" Her voice cracked before she could finish his name.

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[info]discardedheir
2009-08-12 08:21 pm UTC (link)
Immediately, unless she managed to stop him, his arms wrapped around her.

"Thank you," is what he said, but he muttered it in soothing, 'it's going to be okay'-style tones.

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[info]staturity
2009-08-12 08:41 pm UTC (link)
Cassie didn't stop him. She buried her face in his shoulder, still trying unsuccessfully to stop her tears.

"Oh God," Cassie shook, unable to hold back another sob. "I hurt so much."

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[info]discardedheir
2009-08-12 09:04 pm UTC (link)
He held her close, one hand moving across her back, and tried to push all the slow ways he wanted to kill Kang to the fringes of his mind. For now.

"It won't stay this bad forever; it can't," he muttered softly, soothingly, not so much focused on getting her to listen to the words as just trying to be there. "You are going to get through this."

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[info]staturity
2009-08-12 09:20 pm UTC (link)
"I know." Cassie gasped and held Kristoff a little tighter. "I knew this was going to happen. I knew but I didn't want..." She felt like someone pounded her heart with a sledgehammer.

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[info]discardedheir
2009-08-12 09:53 pm UTC (link)
Yes, yes, Cassie, you were too wonderful not to think the best of the bloodthirsty cur who seduced you.
Kristoff will never, ever say that to her, but he'll never quite be able to get himself to stop believing it.

He'll clutch back without hesitation.
"If there is anything I -- anything any of us can do..."

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[info]staturity
2009-08-12 10:04 pm UTC (link)
"Forgive me." For all the horrible mistakes she'd made recently. For being so cruel to him.

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[info]discardedheir
2009-08-12 10:12 pm UTC (link)
"Always," he says automatically, voice thick, clutching her as tight as he can.

He swallows, gets his breath. "Speaking on behalf of everyone who cares about you -- legion that we are -- no one holds this against you," he says sincerely.

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[info]staturity
2009-08-12 10:22 pm UTC (link)
"I said some things to you that were... not fair."

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[info]discardedheir
2009-08-12 10:35 pm UTC (link)
"Of course I forgive you. If you can forgive my inappropriate behavior, then there is no problem there."

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[info]staturity
2009-08-13 04:23 am UTC (link)
"Of course I can. You were upset."

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[info]discardedheir
2009-08-13 06:04 am UTC (link)
"Thank you. Then that is done." He still held her close, hand almost unconsciously stroking her hair just a little, just trying to comfort as best possible.

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[info]staturity
2009-08-13 06:18 am UTC (link)
There were still silent tears rolling down Cassie's face but she was no longer shaking.

"Thank you."

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[info]discardedheir
2009-08-13 07:04 am UTC (link)
He just holds her a while longer. "I realize it may not feel like the best time to, but may how long it has been since you had something to eat or drink?"

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[info]staturity
2009-08-13 07:11 am UTC (link)
"...I don't remember." Cassie said quietly.

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[info]discardedheir
2009-08-13 07:17 am UTC (link)
"May I fix you something shortly?" Yes. Shortly. Couldn't let her go just yet.

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[info]staturity
2009-08-13 07:23 am UTC (link)
"...Thank you but I really don't feel like... You're not going to take no for an answer, are you?"

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[info]discardedheir
2009-08-13 07:40 am UTC (link)
Kristoff shakes his head slightly. "I am sorry, Cassandra, but I can't."

He's nearly positive he can make tea or a light snack out of something in her apartment, and if not, he'll manage via another route.

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[info]staturity
2009-08-13 07:46 am UTC (link)
There was a very small smile in response to Kristoff.

"All right."

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[info]discardedheir
2009-08-13 08:11 am UTC (link)
He returns the smile, asks her to sit down, and proceeds to scour the kitchen -- delicately ignoring the birth control pills he runs across, glad he's facing away from her so she can't see his eyelids shut for a moment -- for what he needs to make vegetable soup. The kind which adds just a dash of cinnamon, cayenne, and soy sauce, because he knows his Cassandra.

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