Madara Uchiha (bitter_sweet) wrote,
@ 2012-01-29 00:26:00

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[some things are best left ignored... like getting a blowjob from your best friend/best enemy/... big doodoohead. and ever since it happened has been avoiding Hashirama like he's diseased. has been avoiding everybody. even if it ended... sort of well between them with talking and all, once it settled in that Hashirama sucked his dick and wanted a kiss and... boyfriend talk... and... aah! it's too much! the shock hit pretty hard and instead of being a man and just talking about it, has gone for the totally don't look at him forever approach. has even started to take the long route home just so he knows for sure he won't cross Hashirama's path. is sure the guy has noticed but... what can be done? just avoid him forever, yep. except today... because they've both been scheduled for after class clean-up at the same time. oh cruel fate. why must you taunt me so. T_T sits quietly at his desk, watching the other students head out at the end of the day. chews on his lip, glancing over, seeing Hashirama sitting there... maybe he can keep ignoring him. will try! stands up briskly, going to the board to wipe it clean. doodeedoo... just focus on cleaning and not the fact that they're alone now.]

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boysareback
2012-01-29 03:57 am UTC (link)

[knows the cold shoulder when he is given one and this wasn't just a cold shoulder, he was completely dipped in water, put into a freezer and left there. every time he tried to talk to him he quickly morphed out of his way and wasn't in sight anymore. he even tried weaseling his way in with the younger brother to tag along with him so he could have an excuse to come over but he saw right through it. texts, calls, not returned. at first he just thought it was one of his stupid games but after a week, it started to hurt and he got the point. and now they were stuck in there together, just great. could just ignore him too but he has to know what is going on.] Been busy lately, huh? I know what thats like. I heard your brother kicked his toenail off from my brother. Man, that's gotta suck.

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	bitter_sweet 2012-01-29 04:00 am UTC (link)
	[jumps a little in fright when he suddenly speaks up, turning to glance at him sheepishly before nodding.] Aaah... yeah. He bled... a lot. I've decided to study more so... been at the library. [aka been at home playing video games.] (Reply to this)(Parent)(Thread)

	boysareback 2012-01-29 04:04 am UTC (link)
	Hmm, I see. That must be why you didn't answer my calls and I guess you just didn't see my messages. (Reply to this)(Parent)(Thread)

	bitter_sweet 2012-01-29 04:05 am UTC (link)
	Oh, yeah... my phone is... melted. [melted? wtf? that's the best excuse you got brain?!] ... I dropped it into the boiling water when we had shabu-shabu last week. [now it just sounds more ridiculous!] (Reply to this)(Parent)(Thread)

	boysareback 2012-01-29 04:08 am UTC (link)
	Oh that makes complete sense. [you lying bastard!] But that still doesn't explain why you have been avoiding me. Look, I don't want to worry about trying to figure out what I don't wrong so since we are both here right now, lets talk about it. (Reply to this)(Parent)(Thread)

	bitter_sweet 2012-01-29 04:11 am UTC (link)
	... Talk about what? [go away!] How about uhm... you do sweeping and I clean the desks? (Reply to this)(Parent)(Thread)

	boysareback 2012-01-29 04:16 am UTC (link)
	What is it about that day you are so uncomfortable with? [completely ignoring that lame sidetrack attempt.] Is it the fact that I gave you a blowjob or because I thought that we might date, was that too fast? Throw me a bone here, give me an idea of what went wrong. (Reply to this)(Parent)(Thread)

	bitter_sweet 2012-01-29 04:21 am UTC (link)
	... I don't know what went wrong! [just go sweep ;A;] I just feel... I feel. A lot. Isn't that enough of a reason to get some time alone? And geez don't... say that word so openly! [blowjob. aaah! what if someone hears.] (Reply to this)(Parent)(Thread)

	boysareback 2012-01-29 04:24 am UTC (link)
	You haven't said a word to me since then, how the hell am I supposed to know what you want? Next time send me a text, an email, a carrier pidegon, something so I know not to drive myself crazy worrying what I did wrong. [snatches up the broom, hmph, will sweep over here now.] (Reply to this)(Parent)(Thread)

	bitter_sweet 2012-01-29 04:30 am UTC (link)
	You thought you did something wrong? Why would you think that? (Reply to this)(Parent)(Thread)

	boysareback 2012-01-29 04:33 am UTC (link)
	Because you didn't exactly talk much after it happened and you left pretty sudden and then nothing. How could I not think I did something wrong? If you aren't gay or it made you uncomfortable then just say so, I'm not going to get offended because you don't like your cock being sucked. (Reply to this)(Parent)(Thread)

	bitter_sweet 2012-01-29 04:34 am UTC (link)
	[throws an eraser at him. D:] Don't say that word so frankly! (Reply to this)(Parent)(Thread)

	boysareback 2012-01-29 04:38 am UTC (link)
	Your penis being sucked then? (Reply to this)(Parent)(Thread)

	bitter_sweet 2012-01-29 04:42 am UTC (link)
	Just don't mention that, it's embarrassing! Isn't it? Aren't you embarrassed by anything, ever, at all? (Reply to this)(Parent)(Thread)

	boysareback 2012-01-29 04:47 am UTC (link)
	What is there to be embarrassed about? We're teenagers, its part of growing up, exploring your own body and others. (Reply to this)(Parent)(Thread)

	bitter_sweet 2012-01-29 04:52 am UTC (link)
	How are you so laid back about everything? We were ... intimate. That's just totally okay with you? (Reply to this)(Parent)(Thread)

	boysareback 2012-01-29 04:58 am UTC (link)
	Yeah, of course. I wouldn't have done something I didn't want to do. Are you okay with it? (Reply to this)(Parent)(Thread)

	bitter_sweet 2012-01-29 04:59 am UTC (link)
	I don't know. Should I be okay with it? (Reply to this)(Parent)(Thread)

	boysareback 2012-01-29 05:02 am UTC (link)
	That's not something I can answer. Obviously not because you are keeping your distance from me. (Reply to this)(Parent)(Thread)

	bitter_sweet 2012-01-29 05:10 am UTC (link)
	You make me nervous... suddenly. (Reply to this)(Parent)(Thread)

	boysareback 2012-01-29 05:17 am UTC (link)
	I'm still the same old Hashirama, nothing has changed with me. Nothing to be nervous about. (Reply to this)(Parent)(Thread)

	bitter_sweet 2012-01-29 05:18 am UTC (link)
	You don't feel like... anything has changed between us? (Reply to this)(Parent)(Thread)

	boysareback 2012-01-29 05:28 am UTC (link)
	Besides you not talking to me? Then no. (Reply to this)(Parent)(Thread)

	bitter_sweet 2012-01-29 05:33 am UTC (link)
	So you don't see me as boyfriend material, is that it?! [>:\| how could you! so mean!] No wonder I feel so weird about this. (Reply to this)(Parent)(Thread)

	boysareback 2012-01-29 05:41 am UTC (link)
	[that was another thing. after feeling the way he did, thinking he had feelings for him, even after what they have done, he isn't getting that attachment feeling to him. there is no urge to date him. those feelings are still there but something inside doesn't want it to progress any further.] I don't know why but something inside hasn't clicked. (Reply to this)(Parent)(Thread)