Madara Uchiha (bitter_sweet) wrote,
@ 2012-01-29 00:26:00

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[some things are best left ignored... like getting a blowjob from your best friend/best enemy/... big doodoohead. and ever since it happened has been avoiding Hashirama like he's diseased. has been avoiding everybody. even if it ended... sort of well between them with talking and all, once it settled in that Hashirama sucked his dick and wanted a kiss and... boyfriend talk... and... aah! it's too much! the shock hit pretty hard and instead of being a man and just talking about it, has gone for the totally don't look at him forever approach. has even started to take the long route home just so he knows for sure he won't cross Hashirama's path. is sure the guy has noticed but... what can be done? just avoid him forever, yep. except today... because they've both been scheduled for after class clean-up at the same time. oh cruel fate. why must you taunt me so. T_T sits quietly at his desk, watching the other students head out at the end of the day. chews on his lip, glancing over, seeing Hashirama sitting there... maybe he can keep ignoring him. will try! stands up briskly, going to the board to wipe it clean. doodeedoo... just focus on cleaning and not the fact that they're alone now.]

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	boysareback 2012-01-29 04:24 am UTC (link)
	You haven't said a word to me since then, how the hell am I supposed to know what you want? Next time send me a text, an email, a carrier pidegon, something so I know not to drive myself crazy worrying what I did wrong. [snatches up the broom, hmph, will sweep over here now.] (Reply to this)(Parent)(Thread)

	bitter_sweet 2012-01-29 04:30 am UTC (link)
	You thought you did something wrong? Why would you think that? (Reply to this)(Parent)(Thread)

	boysareback 2012-01-29 04:33 am UTC (link)
	Because you didn't exactly talk much after it happened and you left pretty sudden and then nothing. How could I not think I did something wrong? If you aren't gay or it made you uncomfortable then just say so, I'm not going to get offended because you don't like your cock being sucked. (Reply to this)(Parent)(Thread)

	bitter_sweet 2012-01-29 04:34 am UTC (link)
	[throws an eraser at him. D:] Don't say that word so frankly! (Reply to this)(Parent)(Thread)

	boysareback 2012-01-29 04:38 am UTC (link)
	Your penis being sucked then? (Reply to this)(Parent)(Thread)

	bitter_sweet 2012-01-29 04:42 am UTC (link)
	Just don't mention that, it's embarrassing! Isn't it? Aren't you embarrassed by anything, ever, at all? (Reply to this)(Parent)(Thread)

	boysareback 2012-01-29 04:47 am UTC (link)
	What is there to be embarrassed about? We're teenagers, its part of growing up, exploring your own body and others. (Reply to this)(Parent)(Thread)

	bitter_sweet 2012-01-29 04:52 am UTC (link)
	How are you so laid back about everything? We were ... intimate. That's just totally okay with you? (Reply to this)(Parent)(Thread)

	boysareback 2012-01-29 04:58 am UTC (link)
	Yeah, of course. I wouldn't have done something I didn't want to do. Are you okay with it? (Reply to this)(Parent)(Thread)

	bitter_sweet 2012-01-29 04:59 am UTC (link)
	I don't know. Should I be okay with it? (Reply to this)(Parent)(Thread)

	boysareback 2012-01-29 05:02 am UTC (link)
	That's not something I can answer. Obviously not because you are keeping your distance from me. (Reply to this)(Parent)(Thread)

	bitter_sweet 2012-01-29 05:10 am UTC (link)
	You make me nervous... suddenly. (Reply to this)(Parent)(Thread)

	boysareback 2012-01-29 05:17 am UTC (link)
	I'm still the same old Hashirama, nothing has changed with me. Nothing to be nervous about. (Reply to this)(Parent)(Thread)

	bitter_sweet 2012-01-29 05:18 am UTC (link)
	You don't feel like... anything has changed between us? (Reply to this)(Parent)(Thread)

	boysareback 2012-01-29 05:28 am UTC (link)
	Besides you not talking to me? Then no. (Reply to this)(Parent)(Thread)

	bitter_sweet 2012-01-29 05:33 am UTC (link)
	So you don't see me as boyfriend material, is that it?! [>:\| how could you! so mean!] No wonder I feel so weird about this. (Reply to this)(Parent)(Thread)

	boysareback 2012-01-29 05:41 am UTC (link)
	[that was another thing. after feeling the way he did, thinking he had feelings for him, even after what they have done, he isn't getting that attachment feeling to him. there is no urge to date him. those feelings are still there but something inside doesn't want it to progress any further.] I don't know why but something inside hasn't clicked. (Reply to this)(Parent)(Thread)

	bitter_sweet 2012-01-29 05:52 am UTC (link)
	... That's... mean. I thought you would have... I don't know. Just nevermind, clean slate or something. [wipes the desk. T_T] (Reply to this)(Parent)(Thread)

	boysareback 2012-01-29 06:06 am UTC (link)
	Look, I didn't mean for it to be like that. I still think there is something there but I don't know what it is either. I didn't do it to be an asshole. (Reply to this)(Parent)(Thread)

	bitter_sweet 2012-01-29 06:12 am UTC (link)
	What should we do, then? Just... keep going like this? Like it used to be? (Reply to this)(Parent)(Thread)

	boysareback 2012-01-29 06:18 am UTC (link)
	I think we should try. we had a good thing going on and we can't let something like this get in the way. That's years of bonding [picking on each other] that is down the drain if we let this effect us. I think I can do it, can you? (Reply to this)(Parent)(Thread)

	bitter_sweet 2012-01-29 06:20 am UTC (link)
	Maybe. If you never... look me in the eyes again. [gets nervous feelings in his tummy when you do that. T_T] It makes me... flustered. (Reply to this)(Parent)(Thread)

	boysareback 2012-01-29 06:25 am UTC (link)
	Oh, well I'll make sure I don't do that. Do you want to date me? (Reply to this)(Parent)(Thread)

	bitter_sweet 2012-01-29 06:30 am UTC (link)
	I don't know. What do... what do couples do? (Reply to this)(Parent)(Thread)

	boysareback 2012-01-29 06:38 am UTC (link)
	They go out on dates, hold hands, kiss, enjoy each others company. Eventually when they are comfortable with each other, they have sex and if the feelings grow, they fall in love. (Reply to this)(Parent)(Thread)