Blue Ridge School of Witchcraft and Wizardry


October 5th, 2011

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Characters: Hunter & Michiko.
Setting: Michi's Room [101], early Wednesday morning.
Content: SFW.
Summary: Hunter comes to a surprisingly mature decision about her future.


She hadn't really been able to put her fingers on exactly when the situation entirely sunk in for her, became reality, but somewhere in the middle of the night, it happened. Jolting awake and seeing her clock, reading quarter past four, the tall girl hadn't been able to get back to sleep. She just laid there for a while, arms folded behind her head as she stared up at the ceiling. She had been dreaming about something, but it was all fuzzy now other than the fact that her parents had been there. That alone was enough to tell her that it probably hadn't been a pleasant dream, but there had been.. something. It didn't feel like a bad dream.

Her conversation with Mack had been enlightening, and though it hadn't solved the problem, it had helped. She knew what she needed to do, it was merely a matter of working up the words and the courage to express them. Courage was never usually something the blonde ran short on, but when it came to putting her heart on her sleeve, that was different. She knew that she had to go and see Michi, she felt pretty bad about waiting so long already, even though it hadn't really been so long.

There was no running away from it anymore. Hell, she was tired of running from it. The situation wasn't ideal but it wasn't changing. Her brain kept moving and coming up with worries and stress, but it wasn't going to change anything. Michi was having the baby, and whatever happened would happen, and there was really nothing she could do about it. She could stress until her head exploded, but all that she could really do was be at her girlfriend's side, and let her know that she would support her no matter what. It wouldn't be easy to voice that kind of tenderness, but if Michi needed it, Hunter could haul it out of herself kicking and screaming.

By the time that she kicked the covers back from her bed, doing a couple of sit-ups before actually rising from the mattress, it was just a little before five. It was still too early to go and wake the younger girl up, but she had a few other things to do first anyway. If she was going to do this, she intended to go about it right. There would only be one chance, she doubted she could muster up the sentimentality to do it a second time. She would go and tell the other girl everything she had to say, and everything Michi needed to hear. Hopefully word wouldn't get around that she was entirely soft.

Bounding down the steps and into the house kitchens, the blonde fixed herself an extremely quick breakfast, not really feeling like eating all that much for once. Killing more time after that, she went for a run, enjoying how the repetitive motion cleared her head. By the time that she came back to her room to shower and change, the sun was just starting to come up and she still hadn't done the one thing that she planned to do. She grabbed the keys to her truck from where they were buried under some trash on her desk and headed out.

It was around eight when Hunter returned to the campus, finding it to be pretty dead. Classes had already started for the day for the majority of people, but the blonde had a feeling that she would find Michi in her room. Heading back into the university dormitories, the tall girl held a shopping bag hooked on her arm and a cup of coffee in her other hand. From her mouth, there was still half of a bagel hanging out, a late edition to breakfast that she had picked up while she was out. Nervous as she was, she could only let it effect her appetite for so long. She was a growing girl. No, a growing parent... kind of. Close enough that the thought made her stomach clench uncomfortably.

Nearing Michiko's door, the blonde didn't even bother to knock as she using her semi-free hand to wiggle the knob a bit, nudging it the rest of the way open with a little bump of her hip. "Senior skip day!" she announced loud, around the half of a bagel still clenched in her teeth, and using her butt to bump the door closed on the other side once she was into the room. Moving over to the other girl's desk, she put down the bag as well as the coffee, finally taking the bagel out of her open mouth and holding it normally instead. She flopped into the chair, legs crossing. "But seein' as neither of us is seniors no more, guess it's jus' a regular skip day," she went on, trying to keep up a smile and some banter, just like she would normally do. Her smile was a bit weak, but definitely loads better than the day before. Most of the shock was over, and with a clear head, she felt she was ready to tackle what was ahead of her.
 
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From:[info]michimonster
Date: October 5th, 2011 11:15 pm (UTC)
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It had probably been the longest night she could remember. She had tossed and turned, she got up and paced. The entire time Tiger kept his eyes on her as she fussed and Leo would occasionally hop up for her attention but her pygmy puff wasn't providing the comfort she needed. Michi watched the sky slowly darken and lighten from her window, absentmindedly running her fingers through Tiger's fur.

When her alarm started going off she reached over and smacked it hard. "Fuck school," she grumbled irritably. She had no intention of attending her classes and would just steal notes from the kid down the hall. Her eyes were all puffy and red from having cried on and off all night and from lack of sleep. She was sure that she was all cried out by now. She laid there for a while until her stomach started to grumble.

Sighing, she forced herself up and walked to the mini fridge. She emptied the contents and brought it all back to her bed after popping in The Mighty Ducks, her comfort movie. She looked at the piled up junk food and sighed. "It's already started," she told herself. Leaning back she gently smacked her head against the wall and watched the first few minutes of Mighty Ducks while picking at her snack pile.

When the door popped open and Hunter casually walked in, her eyes went a little wide. Watching the other girl, a little smile spread across her lips. "I always love playin' hooky with my girl," she said gently. "You been up and about?" she asked, trying to shove her pile of junk food away. Especially the pickles... how stereotypical.
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From:[info]texasranger
Date: October 5th, 2011 11:23 pm (UTC)
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"You bet," Hunter replied, just as she was finishing scarfing down the last couple of bites of bagel. Her cheeks were still comically puffed out with food as she continued to chew. "Been up since four," she added, reaching for her coffee to wash everything down. She looked over at Michi, cracking a little smile as she watched the younger girl trying to push the food aside.

"Gimme one of them cheese things?" she asked, leaning forward in the chair and holding her hand out. It was easier to focus on other things, like settling the grumbling in her stomach, than to find a place to start talking.

Looking up at the younger girl for a moment, the blonde hesitated before looking away again, chewing a bit on her lower lip. "So I've been thinkin'.. guess ya knew I would be. I do know how sometimes an' all," she joked softly. "But seriously I.. I do got some shit that I wanna say. Toss out there, or.. whatever."
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From:[info]michimonster
Date: October 5th, 2011 11:34 pm (UTC)
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Michi nodded. "I haven't really been to sleep," she admitted. "I just couldn't," she scooped Tiger up and held him close as if that would protect her from whatever it was she was so scared of.

Her cheeks red she tossed a cheese stick over to Hunter and then shoveled s scoop of ice cream into her mouth. She held the spoon down so Tiger could have a little bit as well but what Hunter said next had her almost dropping the spoon. She looked up at the blonde with wide eyes.

"Yeah?" she asked gently.
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From:[info]texasranger
Date: October 5th, 2011 11:55 pm (UTC)
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"Yeah," Hunter repeated, sounding loads more confident than she really felt. Just thinking about what she was about to let spill made her stomach churn, but there was no one else that she could think of whom deserved to hear it more. Catching the cheese stick, she opened it up and began to eat quite unceremoniously, talking in the midst of chewing again. "I was talkin' to Mack yesterday after we talked, and I jus'.. I dunno. I started thinkin' bout stuff, like really thinkin'.. and I'm scared," she began, trailing off for a moment while she tried to think of what to say next.

"But excited, ain't that crazy? I'm.. scared, real scared, but I'm more excited than I am scared. I just gotta keep tellin' myself, y'know, what's so scary 'bout a baby? Ain't nothin' really scary 'bout it!" she continued, standing up from the chair now that she had finished eating. Without really planning to, she began to pace a little.

"I'm no good at.. nothin' like this, but I gotta let ya know, babe. I'm in this till the end, ya hear me? I wanna-- whatever ya need, right? If y'all need someone to hold your hair, or like.. rub your back, or go an' get more pickles, that's me. I wanna be that guy-- that girl for ya. I wanna be there, and I wanna-- I don't want him fuckin' nothing up. I want a family. Wit' you.. a real one," she managed to get out finally, after several minutes of walking a circle into the rug under her feet. Turning to face Michi finally, the blonde shoved her hands into the pockets of her shorts and looked quite sheepish. Hell, her cheeks even felt a bit flushed.

"We'll-- we'll figure it out, right? Fuck Pas, and fuck your goddamn mom, and fuck my mom and dad too, if they got anythin' to say to me 'bout it. We'll.. we'll get a place next year. After I graduate. I'll take care of ya, everythin', I swear I will," the blonde went on, swallowing thickly.

"I wanna be a momma, or a dad, or whatever ya want me to be. I wanna have a goddamn baby."
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From:[info]michimonster
Date: October 6th, 2011 12:11 am (UTC)
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Michi listened, her smile getting bigger all the while and suddenly she felt her cheeks getting wet again. So much for being all cried out. "I wanna do this with you and no one else," she said wiping her cheeks.

"I'm kind of excited too, like... when I get past all the scary shit. Like... who cares of Pas is the biological provider, our lil monkey aint gonna be nothin' like him," she said adamantly.

"Our boo is gonna be loved an-and... monkey's gonna have two mommas or a momma and a dad-momma. So... yea," she said holding her chin a little higher. "We're gonna have this damn baby and we're gonna love the shit out of him... or her."
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From:[info]texasranger
Date: October 6th, 2011 12:34 am (UTC)
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When she saw Michi break out into a smile, Hunter immediately did the same, feeling some weight lifted off of her shoulders. She knew she had been crazy, but she had been harboring the tiniest fear that the younger girl would turn her down or something. "Me too, ain't nobody else I'd do it for," the blonde replied, her voice cracking a little and making her quickly clear her throat.

Crossing the short distance between them, the taller girl climbed up onto the bed bedside her girlfriend, scooching herself in and pulling up her long legs. "Fuck him, he ain't nothin' but a donor.. monkey's gunna be too much like his mom," the blonde assured her, picking up the nickname happily. It made her stomach feel fluttery, but not in the usual way. It was all new.

Putting an arm around Michi and rubbing her back gently, Hunter leaned her head against the other girl. The crying was killing her, even if they were happy tears now. Her own eyes felt damp, but she hadn't quite cracked yet. "Or her mom," she added, smiling again. She nodded in agreement with everything Michi said, just smiling even wider. "You bet. Momma and dad-momma, and.. auntie Mack and auntie Kia. Even boring ol' auntie Sera, and we're.. all gunna love 'em. Like a real family, like it's supposed to be, like on tv.. all happy and shit," the blonde whispered.

"Gunna be great."
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From:[info]michimonster
Date: October 6th, 2011 12:47 am (UTC)
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Michi snuggled right in next to Hunter when she climbed up on the bed. "Exactly," she said about Pas. He had nothing to do with it now, he had no right. She wouldn't dwell on him now.

"Yeah, we're gonna be a proper fuckin' family. Better than tv," she reassured Hunter. "And hello! Two mom's, this kid is gonna be spiffy as shit." She was getting the warm feeling now, it was less edged with fear and anxiety. She was still scared, for sure, but she had Hunter, one hundred percent and she was sure that would get her through.

"You still gonna think I'm hot when I gain eighty pounds in monkey weight?" she grinned mischievously.
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From:[info]texasranger
Date: October 6th, 2011 01:01 am (UTC)
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"Spiffy as shit an' a Quodpot superstar, wait an' see! Professional!" Hunter chimed in, grinning wildly now at the thought. She squeezed Michi a little again, leaning over to kiss the side of her head.

The blonde pulled a little face at her girlfriend's question, sticking her tongue out. "Y'know I will! It ain't like y'all are gunna be the first preggo girl I been with," she scoffed, laughing a little. "Jus' first one that's mine."
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From:[info]michimonster
Date: October 6th, 2011 01:06 am (UTC)
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"Oh definitely and a lil heart breaker," she added. "With momma's looks and momma-daddy's spunk monkey's never gonna get a break from all the other girls and boys," she grinned.

Michi snorted. "Oh yes, cause you hook up with so many preggos," she laughed lightly. "Well... at least I'll rock the shit out of those maternity clothes. And I plan on wearing heels like... until monkey comes," she giggled.
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From:[info]texasranger
Date: October 6th, 2011 01:19 am (UTC)
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"Damn girl, I'm proud of this kiddo already and they ain't even here yet," the blonde grinned back, laughing lightly. It was hard to contain her excitement now, now that she had let everything out, now that they were on the same page and moving forward together. It wouldn't be easy, but she knew they had it under control.

"Hey! Ya never know.. I wouldn't know y'all were preggo to look at ya, but low and behold! I coulda been with a bunch and not even know it," the older girl reasoned, laughing again. "Baby, you rock anythin', don't I tell you that?" she added, poking the dark-haired girl's side. A moment after that, she was hopping up off of the bed suddenly and heading back over to the desk.

She grabbed her coffee and the shopping bag from earlier before moving over and flopping back down. "Here, I thought it'd be.. y'know, like show ya I ain't scared. We can put lil monkey in one 'fore comin' home.. like from the hospital and shit. They're uh, pretty tiny," she said, briefly in awe of how small they really were when she thought about it. The thought had struck her in the store too, when she had first picked them up. Babies were so little and fragile and she was so.. lanky and everywhere. How old did they have to be before she could start tossing them in the air and all of that fun stuff? Waiting would be killer.

"Somethin' in there for you too, ma."
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From:[info]michimonster
Date: October 8th, 2011 04:37 pm (UTC)
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Michi felt a thousand times better to know that she wasn't along in it, not that she thought Hunter would abandon her now. She beamed at her girlfriend. "Right? Monkey's gonna do us proud," she patted her belly lovingly.

"Oh hush, I've gained like eight pounds in two months," she sighed heavily. "I'm gonna be a planet," she giggled as Hunter poked her side.

"Oh shit Hunt, you didn' have to get anything," she said when Hunter tossed her the bag. She pulled out the blankie first and grinned. "Awww, monkey's gonna be a cowboys fan," she giggled. She held the little onesies out in front of her and beamed. "Oh my god! Lookit how adorable these are! Monkey is gonna be so teeny tiny," she held them to her belly for comparison. "Oh god," she laughed. "That's gonna come out of me."

When she reached the bottom of the bag she pulled out the silver bracelet. Her eyes grew big and she couldn't help herself. "Awwww, it's so sweet," she was already busy wrapping it around her wrist and securing it in place.

She looked up at the taller girl and sighed. "I love you Hunter. I would be so... so fuckin' lost without ya."

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From:[info]texasranger
Date: October 8th, 2011 06:27 pm (UTC)
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"C'mon, y'all know I don't mind a li'l junk in the trunk! Yer still sexy to me, baby!" the blonde insisted back, giving the younger girl another little poke as she watched her pulling things out of the bag. She looked a bit sheepish and wave a dismissive wave of her hand as Michi told her that she didn't need to get anything. "I wanted to, don't be silly.. y'all know I'm gunna spoil this kiddo. Do it right," she murmured.

"Bein' a cowboys fan bein' part of doin' it right, of course! I'm gunna take 'em to games and everything, you wait an' see," she informed her girlfriend eagerly. Even if things like that would be far down the road, the thought of it made the tall girl's stomach flutter with excitement again. Her, taking her kid to a real Cowboys game. That would be crazy.

Watching the other girl hold the onesie against her stomach, the blonde beamed. "Super teeny tiny, gunna hafta be real careful.. that parts kinda scary," she whispered. "Their necks freak me out," she admitted. Trying not to gulp, she nodded as Michi laughed, and she laughed a bit herself. "You gotta get the good drugs and it'll fly out like a greased up watermelon in no time!"

Chewing her lip a little as Michi put on her bracelet, the blonde girl scooted closer still and reached out, putting a hand gently on either side of the younger girl's face as she looked up. She hesitated for only a second before speaking. "I love you too, momma. Don't you forget it."
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From:[info]michimonster
Date: October 8th, 2011 07:11 pm (UTC)
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Michi snorted at the junk in the trunk comment and shook her head. "Hey, maybe it will give me a butt," she grinned. "I've been trying for years."

"Yeah, this kid is gonna be spoiled rotten," she said brightly. "We aint gonna neglect monkey er anything," she said gently. She could just imagine it already, they were going to struggle and they were going to trip up every once in a while, but she couldn't do this with anyone else. They were going to be happy.

"I know," she said with her eyes wide. "I mean... it's kinda freaky to think that the little guy has like such a tiny neck and little feet. Can you imagine the feet?!" she giggled a little. "We'll figure it out though."

Michi gently pressed her lips to the other girl's and smiled. "I won't, not never."
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From:[info]texasranger
Date: October 9th, 2011 11:05 pm (UTC)
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"Don't forget them tiny li'l fingers.. and those little nails, they're so tiny!" The blonde added, half horrified and half amazed. "And their little bald heads. I had dark hair when I came out, all went blonde after that! Weird shit, them babies," she mused. "We'll figure it all out. Together, the whole damn way. The three of us, right?"

Kissing the younger girl back, Hunter smiled widely in return. "Good. Now what d'ya think of the name Rihanna!? Y'know, if it's a girl, name 'er after my girl, right?"
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From:[info]michimonster
Date: October 10th, 2011 06:10 pm (UTC)
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"I bet monkey is gonna have a full head of black hair," she laughed gently. "My ma could put mine up in a teeny tiny bow when I was firs' born," she grinned. "We'll get through this," she reassured herself.

She snorted. "Oh man, I feel like that's asking for trouble... then again... look who's raisin' this kid," she smiled warmly. "Trouble any way you look at it."
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From:[info]texasranger
Date: October 10th, 2011 10:36 pm (UTC)
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"Least with us havin' a baby like this, we don't gotta worry about 'em lookin' like my sister.. y'all wanna talk 'bout some ugly babies," the blonde joked, shuddering dramatically at the thought. Elizabeth had, she supposed, looked no more strange than any other slightly early baby. But when the younger girl had been born, Hunter could tell almost right away that the two of them would never get along and something about that just tainted her opinion of her sister, even right from the start.

"Can't escape trouble when it's my middle name," Hunter reminded her girlfriend, with eyebrows waggling. "C'mon, Rihanna Sommer has a ring to it!"
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From:[info]michimonster
Date: October 17th, 2011 09:28 pm (UTC)
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"I seen the pictures," she grinned. "Talk about potato head baby," she laughed. "Our baby is gonna be fuckin' cute and sweet," she insisted.

"It's true," she poked Hunter in the side. "What about... Bubble? Bubble Sommer Passos?" she joked. "Er somethin' fancy like... Brunhilda," she snorted.
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From:[info]texasranger
Date: October 21st, 2011 09:32 am (UTC)
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"Cutest an' the sweetest," Hunter agreed automatically, surprising herself with how much she meant it. A few hours ago, a few days ago, a kid would have been the last thing she wanted to think about. But now they were doing it, it was real, and she was going to make it the best that she could.

It felt sort of like waiting for Christmas morning or something. Would it be a boy or a girl? Who was it going to look like? When would they actually be born, early, late, on time? It made her stomach flip a bit to consider it all.

Laughing loudly at Michi's suggestion, Hunter grinned and poked her girlfriend back. "I love Brunhilda! It's a real tough name, y'know?" she giggled back. "What about Big Bertha Sommer Passos? That's a tough guy name!"

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