dolemecknight (dolemecknight) wrote in marvel_nextgen,
@ 2013-07-30 23:04:00

Current location:	Dr. Samson's Office, Manhattan, NYC
Entry tags:	dolemeck

Therapy Session #2 (before the Nightstalkers Plot)
Dolemeck calmly sat on the large sofa of Dr. Samson's office. He appeared to be much happier than the last time he visited Dr. Samson. There were very little signs of stress in the cursed man as he began to talk.

"I no longer fear myself." Dolemeck began to speak, that oddly regal accent of his slipping out at times. "Everything I thought that could happen if I did certain things did not happen. I did not turn into some demon, I did not destroy the world as it is still here, and knowing that none of those things happened is quite a relief!"

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	nextgen_parent 2013-07-31 12:42 am UTC (link)
	"I'm very glad to hear it, on all points. How've you been sleeping?" (Reply to this)(Thread)

	dolemecknight 2013-07-31 12:52 am UTC (link)
	"Much better to be honest." There was actually a smile on his face. "Soundly would be the best word I can think of. I have had no nightmares for sometime, now." (Reply to this)(Parent)(Thread)

	nextgen_parent 2013-07-31 12:54 am UTC (link)
	"This is good. No that you're learning to deal better with the heavier concerns, you can focus on more day-to-day issues." (Reply to this)(Parent)(Thread)

dolemecknight
2013-07-31 01:02 am UTC (link)

"Yes. I managed to get my job back, but I feel as though I may be leaving it soon." This caused Dolemeck to give of a somewhat flat look. "While I love books, I do not like those I work with. They tend to leave me to do all the work, while they reap the rewards. It is not right, and I will not stand for such. Though one good thing came out of all of, I met a wonderful woman."

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	nextgen_parent 2013-07-31 01:39 am UTC (link)
	"Bright sides are good. And it's okay to leave if you're not comfortable; you're not in a position where you need to worry about the money too much, so managing stress is more important. And I'm sure there will be other opportunities to have contact with this person." (Reply to this)(Parent)(Thread)

	dolemecknight 2013-07-31 01:42 am UTC (link)
	"Yes, I hope so. She is quite beautiful, fetching really." Dolemeck placed his hands behind his head. "I plan to visit my parents. I want to be able to tell them in person I have been doing well. And... err... pray that Argo has not told them of my trip to New Orleans or Amsterdam. Then I would have to explain even more to them!" (Reply to this)(Parent)(Thread)

	nextgen_parent 2013-08-04 03:37 pm UTC (link)
	"Well, here's hoping you can tell them things at your own pace. Are you embarrassed about what happened in those places?" (Reply to this)(Parent)(Thread)

dolemecknight
2013-08-04 04:09 pm UTC (link)

"Aye. In Amsterdam, I got as this era says, "Completely wasted". So much so I had no clue what happened to me, but my traveling companions suffered the same fate. I did discover that I ended up winning a drag contest and got myself tattooed." Dolemeck rubbed the back of his head. "In all honesty, it was not a bad thing, but something perhaps I should not share with my parents. Some aspects of my life should be kept private, or at least between me and a therapist."

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	nextgen_parent 2013-08-05 12:13 am UTC (link)
	"There are, indeed, some things parents don't need to know. Why did you get wasted?" (Reply to this)(Parent)(Thread)

dolemecknight
2013-08-05 01:36 am UTC (link)

"I wished to have fun... and because I never drank before, I could not handle any ale what so ever." Dolemeck tried to crack a small smile. "I was with two traveling companions, and we all had too much to drink. I woke up in a room with a turtle, a tattoo, and a bunch of drag queens chasing me down to hand me a sash, tiara, and trophy. I have been watching what I drink ever since."

He cracked another small smile as he continued to rub the back of his head.

"Having a tattoo, I was told was something that would damn me in my era. But nothing happened when I got one. I was still here, God did not strike me with lightning, and I enjoyed it. Enough that when I was in New Orleans, I got my other arm done to somewhat match. I also... I umm..."

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	nextgen_parent 2013-08-15 10:03 pm UTC (link)
	"Sounds like you really trusted the people you were with, to put yourself in that kind of position," he says to the first part. And to the last part, "Oh?" (Reply to this)(Parent)(Thread)

dolemecknight
2013-08-15 10:28 pm UTC (link)

"I... broke my vow of chastity." If anything, he looked embarrassed to tell his therapist this. "It was something I always feared doing and Argo could not believe I had been chaste for so long."

"Argo... is an interesting man, and considered a distant cousin in my new family. He is one who is always happy and content. Always looking at the world in a good light, no matter what. I decided to try and live life as he did, even for one night. He happily arranged a night of merriment and companionship for the two of us with two lovely ladies." He placed his hands on his face, unable to believe he is talking so openly about such a subject. "So I just let myself go for the evening. All of that fear, that shame I felt over my own sexual confusion... it's gone, now. Though I do admit to crying at one point. Mostly due to so many emotions hitting me at once."

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	nextgen_parent 2013-08-16 01:12 am UTC (link)
	"And how do you feel about all that?" (Reply to this)(Parent)(Thread)

	dolemecknight 2013-08-16 01:27 am UTC (link)
	"I am not quite sure. As I said, I have been feeling many emotions as of late, but there is one thing I know I feel." he spoke honestly, now sitting with one leg crossed over the other on the couch. "I feel... human." (Reply to this)(Parent)

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