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xxsmallzxx ([info]xxsmallzxx) wrote,
@ 2009-01-09 15:26:00


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second appt. the procedure

Well today was the second appt. .. the actualy procedure. I really didnt want Donny to take me...but he did. I didnt want him too bc i knew that there would be NO talking and i just wanted someone there who loved me. And of course.. he picked me up and DIDNT say one word the whole entire time... until we get in my drive way. He asks why ive been talking to the bitch..im like um i have NO DESIRE to talk to the dumb ass bitch who threatens me and my whole family including my little neicees. to me she's a pussy so why would i talk to her. he's like why are u lying to me and shit.. i was like fuck u im not lying..pull up my phone recorrds, neither of us have anything to talk to eachother about unless its her calling me complaining about how u cheated on her again and that you're a jack ass and then i laugh at her and be like well your a dumbass. but yeah..so he's like ge the fuck out of my truck, and let me tell ya i got outta that truck SLOWER than u could imagine just to PISS him offf. and then i slam the door. and he drives off all fast acting like a jackass.


so .. im not feeling too hot right now.. its a rough day

but my mom actually called and asked how i was today. She knows.. i told her. and she called today and asked how i was doing and it made me realize that she does love me. and she asked if she could take me out to dinner and a movie this evening so this will give me a chance to tell her everything about donny and stuff. and how i feel. i really want to start having a better relationship with my mom. bc reguardless i love her, she's my hero. she's been through so much in life and she's still strong. so hopefully all goes well tonight....and my mind will be off all this other stuff.


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[info]party
2009-01-10 12:27 am UTC (link)
good luck with you and your mom i really hope you guys become closer, i go through a lot of shit with my mom as well and it just hurts you know?

and wow i had no idea you were pregnant or anything of this sort i hope you're doing okay and although i don't think i'd ever go through that appointment/operation i think it is a women's right and i support you christy. i hope things turn around for you i love you you know that!

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[info]xxsmallzxx
2009-01-13 05:20 pm UTC (link)
thanks sweetie. i love you too, and it was hard, i told myself that it was something i would never do, but idk. its def. hard and im feeling some regret

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