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Wednesday, April 9th, 2008
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9:41p - Blah.
Dad was drunk. Then in the evening when he woke up (he fell asleep in the afternoon after drinking heavily out of the house, I don't know what happened exactly) he started accusing me and my mom and telling us that we always ruin everything he has done, and that he saw no reason in me changing my name and yadda yadda yadda.
I'm still in shock. He rarely starts accusing me, but this time he meant it because he pointed out that also I have contributed to the fact. Sad. This will be yet another triggering thing in my book.
At least I got to be alone. My mom is okay with me not going to school tomorrow, I'm faking sick. My T is going to talk with my pdoc about putting me on sick leave.. So it's going to happen and I'm officially going to be on sick leave very soon. Which means some rest, and rest is good.
Now, it's 10:04pm, I'm very tired and maybe hallucinating. Holy crap. I better go.
Lyra
current mood:  been better
current music: The Smashing Pumpkins - Porcelina of the Vast Oceans (comment on this)
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