|Current mood:|| aggravated|
|Current music:||Red Hot Chili Peppers - Under the Bridge|
Under the Bridge
Sometimes I feel like my only friend
Is the city I live in
The city of angels
Lonely as I am
Together we cry
So today I went to school. No switching. Got no homework, but am supposed to make research on establishing a small business. Oh dear.
This morning the whole system felt better but when we got back home dad started drinking and now I feel like shit. Surprise surprise. Yesterday I was singing this song to myself before going to sleep and I can totally relate to it.
I drive on her streets 'cause she's my companion
I walk through her hills 'cause she knows who I am
She sees my good deeds and she kisses me windy
I never worry, now that is a lie...
I love it. It's so me right now. I want to learn to play it with my guitar. It's just going to be a bit tricky since my guitar has only 4 strings, two are broken... So I should be buying another set of strings in the near future.
My dog is scared of my dad. She's shivering at my feet and starts shivering even more when he approaches. She probably thinks he smells bad. Which he does.
He's so annoying! This time I won't forgive him. I don't understand, and I don't have to understand why he is the way he is. I've had enough pain already! Both of my parents have humiliated me and taken my dignity several times. I don't have to forgive. I don't need to be treated bad.
My system is already feeling bad enough, why add this up to it?
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