Current mood:	maudlin and whiny
Current music:	The Fourth, The Fifth, The Minor Fall - BBC Radio 2 - 01 November 2008

How did this happen?
How can it possibly be the end of 2008?

I think to me it will always be 1991, and I'll always be 19 and just moved into a little rented room. The 21st century still looms, but hasn't come yet. Or even earlier, 1988, and I'm about to turn 16 and am too naive to know that the guy I'm in love with is gonna break me.

But... 2008? Weeks away from 2009? How can that be? How can that possibly be? How can I possibly be 36?

I feel more like Molly Grue every year.