Current mood:

distressed

[PRIVATE] How can Dorcas Meadowes be dead? How? I just... I just SAW her and Derek the other day, she's just. She's an Auror, of course I know that she's in a dangerous line of business and her job is to catch and fight against people that support He-Who-Must-Not-Be-Named but... of all the people to die I can honestly say that I did not expect Dorcas. She just seemed - she was just...

I should know now that nothing is ever to be expected, especially now.

I don't know how this came to be, but I had naïvely believed that I wouldn't be directly affected by You-Know-Who, except for the occasion injuries from Derek - being a Hit Wizard and all. However, these past months have proved me wrong, quite wrong. The tattoos, Gavin attacked, and now this. What's any young person about to enter their last years of schooling to do in this kind of environment?

I am afraid and I do not know what to do. For now, I'll have to put my own distress and fright aside and tend to Derek. I can't even imagine... He loved her so much.

At least, I'll try and do my best, although I do not know how well my best will be for him. [/PRIVATE]

[DEREK] Where are you I haven't talked to you in days I haven't seen you in days I'm WORRIED about you

Derek? [/DEREK]

I do not want to go back to school.