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[Mar. 25th, 2008|01:04 pm] |
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I stepped on the scale today & it said 111.
I NEED to go to our gym today.
I'm getting so gross.
I have a gut from so much beer. Ew.
I really don't eat healthy anymore either.
That reaaaaaaally needs to change.
The house is a huge fucking mess.
Like it looks like a tornado came through.
All our dirty clothes are in the dining room because we thought
we were gonna do laundry but we don't have any quarters.
The kitchen smells so bad. Dishes everywhere.
& the living room looks like someone had a damn party.
I'm going on a hardcore cleaning spree tonight since I
really have nothing else to do.
Also I have the next three
days off. Thank goooooodness.
I just want to sit outside and enjoy the weather
& cuddle with Hunter.
Hunter has another EMT ambulance ride along tonight from 5 pm - 5am.
Sigh. Atleast it's at night so I can sleep until he gets home.
Today it has been three years since he commited suicide.
God, I hate today. |
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I weigh 114.
I'm totally ok wit that weight, BUT
im flabby.
If that 14 lbs was muscle and not flab it would be way cooler.
I eat pizza all the time because of stupid mazzios.
If you lived close i would be all about some gym stuff.
I'm going to be cleaning and rearranging soon
it must me sooo nice to have your own apt
its going to be nice to complain about how messy "our" apt is
im looking forward to it
what doesnt hunter do? ambulance driver? Thats kind of really neat.
Will i ever see you again?
Im off tomorrow and i dont have your number but i have nothing to do...
Oh
and how do i clean guages? Alcohol or soap and water?
How tall are you?
111 is not even remotely heavy, but if you're talking about wanting to get fit I'm in the same boat. I don't want to LOSE weight, I just want to look healthier. And it's so hard to eat healthy when you're not buying your own groceries, that's the worst part. I end up munching on junk food all day.
I'm sorry about this day. :/
I had a day like that recently. Three years is never a long time when its something like that. | |
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