clickanon (clickanon) wrote,
@ 2011-08-17 21:31:00

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pianoforte
2011-08-22 03:05 pm UTC (link)

i have nothing to out myself as, either. i only play auden, and while she's enough to make me want to fucking scream and pull my hair out most days, she's more than i can handle. i've not been as active lately, my real life has been a mess. i work 50 hours a week, i spend my one day off taking chemotherapy for a (non cancer related) health problem and it completely incapacitates me. and i'm going back to school for the first time in three years tomorrow. auden, despite being a complete and total fucking trainwreck, has been a welcome reprieve for me. i had given up on rp completely before i found click, because i had been deeply burned by people in the past. i was so proud to have found a place where we all loved and accepted each other, and what happened in here last night (and has happened to ~lefors/weidman, ~tracey, and others in the past,) disgusts me. it's the exact opposite of everything this place is supposed to be about. you are all brilliant writers. you intimidate and inspire me in a way that pushes me to be the best i can possibly be. thank you for giving me a place that sparks my creativity, for making me want to write again, for loving a hobby that i'd once enjoyed and then been made to detest. can we please just respect each other and go back to praising the things we enjoy about each other/put our heads together to find a way to make this place fun again?

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	steelemagnolias 2011-08-22 03:07 pm UTC (link)
	you know i loves you. (Reply to this)(Parent)(Thread)

	pianoforte 2011-08-22 03:11 pm UTC (link)
	i adore you! i'm so sorry i've been such an epic fail lately, my life is just a wreck. but if you'll still have me, i'm determined to scene them AT LEAST through him playing "georgia" for her. i know we've got a long way to go. :( i half-blame you for being such a good writer and making me intimidated to respond, but god, i love reading back through their scenes. (Reply to this)(Parent)(Thread)

	steelemagnolias 2011-08-22 03:15 pm UTC (link)
	it's okay. i know you're going through a lot, and i certainly understand. if you ever need anything, i'm always here to listen and stuff. no one should be intimidated by little ole me, but i know that feeling as well. i get a reply to a scene, and i'm like damn how to i follow that up. i love them even when they're at their worst i love them. (Reply to this)(Parent)

	bogie 2011-08-22 03:19 pm UTC (link)
	i hope everything gets better inf your life, love. you write a wonderful girl; even if she drives you insane. i hope for the best with auden and that she finds her happiness! i root for her and you! (Reply to this)(Parent)

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