Current mood:	blah
Current music:	Enrique Iglesias - "Bailamos"

let me swing by and axe you a question
so today was pretty sweet, i guess. i went to luvotomy's house and we played silent hill 4, got closer to the end, ya know... ran out of health items. XD and i got my research paper back today. 90%. hooray. for some reason, i still have a fair amount to bitch about...

a) last night, i got into a pretty epic fight with one of my very dear friends. it made me crazy, i don't even remember exactly what it was about -- nor do i particularly want to -- but it made me really uncomfortable. i've had a pretty epic anger problem since i was a kid, and what tends to happen when people get me so mad is i say or do things that i don't remember. that or i can see myself doing/saying things that i don't mean, but i can't stop it happening. half the stuff i typed (online fight) to my friend, i don't even remember thinking -- let alone, typing. it was really unsettling because he wasn't mad at me... i'm used to people not talking to me for weeks, for less than the things i said to him, and he really wasn't mad at me...

2) i have an allergy to smoke. any kind of smoke. tobacco, camp fires, whatever -- i have problems trying to breathe it. this is awesome, cause both my parents are chain smokers and they have been since i was a kid. what i want to know is what makes them think that it's somehow okay to walk into my bedroom while they're smoking. besides not being able to breathe, i just plain don't like it. it leaves behind that disgusting smell that makes me want to puke (literally, most of the time). hell, it's not even "okay," so to speak, for them to open my fucking door. that stench floats in every time, because they hold the damn thing wide fucking open so they can talk to me about whatever stupid bullshit they're saying.
...yea, there's a lot of animosity here toward them. >_>

iii) why do people link me to shit all the time? i mean, i send people links but i don't always expect them to click them. i do it cause i'm bored... i <3 my friends, but seriously, i hate when people send me a link and then quiz me about it later. i don't always pay that much attention. i mean... did i listen to the song you sent me? yea. do i remember what was my favorite part about it? what are you, crazy? of course i don't remember. can you quote the stupid ass web comic i sent you last week? yea, didn't think so. hush up, then.

...wow. i really am a bitch, hm.

the mood is actually sort of a combination of blah/happy. but blah is cuter. and yea, that's right. check that music. XP