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Time:02:30 pm
Current Mood:exhausted
...Mn... that went spectacularly.

Edit: Okay so, what had happened last night is when I tried to approach DA en masse about all the shit that had been going on, with the superpower overkill and whatnot... I got no support from the community, and then when I went into the talkroom, it was invalidated because there was no support for it. I tried to talk a little bbit but they.. they all virtually prpetty much ganged up on me. Adding onto the pile with tons of criticism that thehy had planned for me after thanksgiving, pretty much bashing me down to the point where I basically think that it's all my fault for my dislike in the RP. They also mentioned that none of my characters were well-played except when happy, that the mood of the RP is what I make of it, and that I was getting out exactly as much as I put in. Which the last part was kinda bullshit. None of them even considered how I felt, and I basicallly broke down to the point of thinking I was a useless fuck up whose RP hadn't matured at all and that I didn't contribuute anything to the RP. I'm backk to square one again, now. I feel like crap, all exhausted. I'm snapping at people more... I'm second guessing myself with everything I do...

It's just... ugh, I don't even know anymore...
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Subject:Figures my first actual post would be complaining about RP.
Time:08:59 pm
Current Mood:Aggravated
Alright, so, I'm in this RP, right? (Liz, Aeria and a few others on this one know which), and there's this big damn finale set up, right? Well, I just wake up not half a hour ago and find it's already in progress. So I just say 'fuck it', since I'm not going to be on long anyway, and decide to skip it altogether. I'm starting to get a bit annoyed with the RP there. Mostly because instead of actual humans doing things -everyone- has a superpower now, and the super-evil shit's way over anyone's heads. Oh, and only one person gets to be the hero cause it's a fandom RP, despite that one person's controller actually kinda fails at beating the big bad guy and shouldn't be handling this stuff anymore anyway.

At least the guy who does these monotonus 'end of the world' plots says he's taking a long break after this. I hope that's true and not like my other friend who said he would never do a plot again yet came back anyway. I love him like a rival and a brother but... grah. So expected.

Not to mention one guy has pretty much a Marty Stu and only just gets away with it, who drags half the female characters to his own dimension-world and usually keeps their character development super-limited, which gets my goat. Hell. The character himself kinda irks me, sine he's often making decisions for everyone else. I would raise these issues but, blah. The two I'm most annoyed with are mods and they don't really get it.

At some point, I'm hoping things climb back uphill.
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