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-&& sixteen ღツ
Today has really been a great day. Seriously. I am so happy with everything that's gone on today. I've made some really awesome new friends who though I've just met them I already love them dearly because they even without having ever spoken to me before have given me more support and reassurance then I could have ever imagined. So to my new friends on scribbld. Thank you. Thank you for being an awesome group and wonderful people.

Aside from that, I started playing a really sweet game, it's kinda Final Fantasy style, but has a lot of good quotes and philosophy. It's called Lost Odessy or something like that. I really enjoy it though, it's a really fun game and the dream sequences he goes through have such poetic and beautiful ways of looking at life that are really true. It makes me want to go to a party and spark up conversations about it while enjoying a drink to probe peoples minds on their theories and bounce ideas off each other. That's something I miss doing. I loved doing that in Texas, going to a party and talk about life, death, religion and everything with random people and people I knew. It's rewarding to learn what others see and feel along with share your own beliefs or things you agree with.

Shay has that interview tomorrow, I'm really excited for him. Though work is gonna start sucking when mom leaves and I'm there alone with no one to talk to. However, dad is taking my car in tomorrow for an estimate to get the few facial damages fixed and my anti-lock brakes. I'm kinda skiddish because he always fusses it's not being taken care of good enough when it's basic wear and tear or things I didn't do. I don't wanna fight with him before they go on this trip and I'm worried he will try to. He always does, but then again most of that is my fault as well due to how I react to him. He's doing great with his weight loss though. I'm so proud of him and happy he finally did this. (Now if only I could do as well as he is... I wanna lose weight too! D:)

A quick side note. Some people seem to still be repeating everything I say. Yes, this is a mostly public journal, but seriously, leave me alone please? Be it the people that are getting the information or the ones giving it. All you're doing is stirring up more drama and causing everyone else to be miserable. I'm really tired of it, so please, just leave it alone. If you want to be my friend, be my friend, if you only can be theirs, that's cool. Just either leave me alone or let it all go and stop adding to it. Finne with that right there.

I'm out of code red, that makes me sad. It helps get my cramps to lessen. And they have been pretty bad this time. I think it's more from emotional issues and stress from drama. Hopefully soon it will all be settled. I'm thinking my next day off after a week straight of work I'm going go see my horse. I miss spending time with him, it was always relaxing. I wanna try to see if I can't get some friends together to go out there with me. I love teaching people about horses or riding or even just showing them around. I'm proud of what I know and then being able to share it. Be it showing around town, sharing memories, or teaching them something new. It's a great feeling to express my talents and abilities and bounce them off other people and learn theirs. Learning new things is seriously an awesome feeling. Life is all about learning and I really hope to absorb all I can and be very well rounded in the end. :]]

I'm all rambled out though. I'll post some more later. Hope everyone else is having a wonderful day/night and continues to do so. && that it hopefully will finally stop snowing and being bi-polar weather nation wide! Come on sun and summer!