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I Love You.

Read the lyrics to these songs because they're probably for you...

10 weeks we shaped it,
in one night you ruined it.
Torn out my chest and layed at your feet.
That first step you took was the worst, since then you've walkeda thousand miles in silence and short remark.
I still have these memories,
but we'll never see what we could have been.
Remember when we talked of where we'd be a year from now?
Remember when you held my hand like you'd never let it go?
Remember,
because that's all you can do.
We'll never make another memory.
I WISH I HAD DIED IN YOUR ARMS THAT LAST TIME WE WERE TOGETHER,
so I wouldn't have to wait without you today.
This time,
I thought things were real.
And you said they were.
What happened?
You were a priority.
Was I an option?
I let you see the side of me I don't show anyone.
Promises are just words until they are fulfilled.
You knew from the beginning that all I had to offer you was my heart.
I'm sorry that wasn't enough.
So we'll go our own ways and hopefull you'll remember all the things I told you.
Hopefully you'll understand that everything I said was a sincerity.
A broken heart is not what I wanted from this,
but I guess I've learned from it.
But aren't you supposed to learn from your mistakes?
I don't consider this a mistake.
I just wish the story didn't have to end this way.
Because I'm still in love with the person who helped me write it.

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200 miles away from home.
200 miles beneath this lake is where my heart belongs, but you don't care at all.
You wouldn't even smile if I were screaming as the water filled my lungs.
You demand to be chased for your love.
My desperate heart is far too weak to run for you this long.
But you don't care at all.
There's nothing I can do to draw you close to me.
Can you take this silence like a pill so I can breathe again?
I've been trying to ignore the best parts of you.
I'm still hoping that I'll be with you somehow.
Please be home tonight.
I'll die if I don't get a chance to make this just right.
I'm sorry but I can't forget about the way I feel every time you're here.
What would it take for me to be with you?
I swear I'd rip my heart out if you said you'd be impressed.
Please be impressed.
I'd go so far to please you but I bet you wouldn't care at all.
Hopeless love, please leave me.
This broken heart is far to weak to run for you this long.
Why don't you care at all?
I'm dying for a place in your heart.
Can you take this silence like a pill so I can breathe again?
I've been trying to ignore the best parts of you.
I'm still hoping that I'll be with you somehow.
Please be home tonight.
I'll die if I don't get a chance to make this just right.
I'm sorry but I can't forget about the way I feel every time you're here.
Hopeless love, why did you carve your home in me?
This broken heart is too weak to hold your weight.
And now I regret the day we met.
And help me forget your name.

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I miss you a lot and I am always thinking of you. You meant the world to me in every such way. To hold you once again is something only I can dream. To feel your soft breathing, you crazy ideas, your everlasting smiles...I would give anything xox