so i woke up this morning and my mom was like i'm giving you and matt money for dinner. i'm like why. she's like cuz i have an operation. i'm like what? she's she i have skin cancer. i'm like wtf? i looked at the paper she had and its the most common kind so hopefully everything will be okay she didnt tell me anything about it.... seriosuly i know we arnt close and her being an alchoholic distants me from her but wow i realized what a poor relationship we have. i always want a mom like my other friends moms..i'll know how to be a good mom cuz of how shitty she is at being a parent. 

i'm actually hanging out with alex today so i'm real excited since i havnt for like a week. =] and tomorrow after i work jenny and some guys we met from the club are comin over. oh how i love drunken hot tub nights!

music: shut your eyes-snow patrol