lasecke (lasecke) wrote,
@ 2015-02-23 13:53:00

ooc contact; comments screened
drop stuff here. someday this will be fancy.

	vaun 2017-03-06 02:14 am UTC (link)
	hi bb, are you okay? hop on rabb.it when you get a sec, i just wanted to check in on you and so did tavy-s but we didn't have any other way to contact you 😘 (Reply to this)(Thread)

	lasecke 2017-03-06 02:16 am UTC (link)
	OMG HI. I'M HERE. LMFAO HOW DID RABBIT NEVER FUCKING OCCUR TO ME WHAT A DUMMY. :( i've been trying to find out how to check in with people for a week and couldn't figure it out. (Reply to this)(Parent)(Thread)

	vaun 2017-03-06 02:18 am UTC (link)
	AWW LMAO HOLDS YOU. i knew it, i knew you probs forgot about it, it took me like 5 days to remember it too and i ended up making a dreamwidth journal for cole cause i don't have any scribbld codes. BUT TAVY-S messaged me on there and i remembered we had these still!! (Reply to this)(Parent)(Thread)

	lasecke 2017-03-06 02:19 am UTC (link)
	excellent excellent i'ma do that shit IMMEDIATELY because holy fuck i have been so bored and lonely this week and it's spring break in the coming week, it was a whole time. what is cole's journal? i'll get those made right quick. (Reply to this)(Parent)(Thread)

	vaun 2017-03-06 02:21 am UTC (link)
	http://coleby.dreamwidth.org/profile !! i don't have anyone else but rockie added, i've just been talking to people on rabb.it at nights or leaving messages there!! if you need some help getting around dw, lemme know, some of the setting are weird, but it's not too bad. (Reply to this)(Parent)(Thread)

lasecke
2017-03-06 02:28 am UTC (link)

oh no, that's perfect! i actually have a few journals set up over there already, it just never occurred to me to try to be able to find anyone because...literally because i'm an idiot, i've been like. casually, quietly hating being alone forever. i've got sol at ~solomonjonas and am just registering judge at ~halliday and will add icons and a spam for both immediately though...lmfao obviously one is WAY more useful to you than the other

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	vaun 2017-03-06 02:48 am UTC (link)
	GRACIAS, I ADDED HIM. i had to figure out custom "access" lists and shit what the fuck. (Reply to this)(Parent)(Thread)

	lasecke 2017-03-06 02:51 am UTC (link)
	lmfao this complicated ass shit, what even. o.o hangs out in there. ALSO BTW i haven't talked to tavy-s yet, but i think we're sort of in a complicated wrinkle in time where idk if they've gotten married yet, because we wanted to play it out. so he's still sort of talking about it like it's an imminent thing rather than an already-happened thing, if that's cool? (Reply to this)(Parent)(Thread)

vaun
2017-03-06 02:59 am UTC (link)

YES! that's totally cool! we had kinda played it like they had but didn't talk about it much since everything was up in the air! whatever, you guys could totally just pretend the entire week disappeared into some cosmic blackhole and just re-do that shit. also oh my god do i miss dee jay lasecke and the vaugnn-lasecke's, stomps those feelings back into the basement.

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lasecke
2017-03-06 03:02 am UTC (link)

OH NEVER MIND IN THAT CASE, FUCK IT. i keep forgetting people have already talked. because i really wasn't sure and mostly just...wanted the opportunity to still post those dual narratives so who knows. AND GOD I AGREE I MISS THEM SO MUCH. i've had so many feelings about them lately, especially with andrew's wiggly neck showing up all over the place. brings them to statelines for three weeks before they decide they don't want to be in the south and go be posh somewhere else with their child and their series of porno tumblrs.

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vaun
2017-03-06 03:14 am UTC (link)

NOOO IT'S OKAY, WE WILL REVERT BACK. that's so easy to change cause they've been deep in their own weird shit this week and haven't even talked about it much, so it's easy to erase and cole will still be fucking excited to do it and give us time to find pics and stuff for the wedding present they are gonna give them!!

LMAO they would HATE the south, layla the most. but oh god every time zoe pops up with a 'surprise i just gave birth and carried a baby while doing 6 action movies, and no one noticed" i think of them too. ALSO ANDY GARF'S WIGGLY NECK AND KIND EYES all award's season, sob.

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lasecke
2017-03-06 03:21 am UTC (link)

omfg i feel so behind for real. like a dummy i've been living in this weird state of suspended animation like "maybe ij will be down for a whole week and the whole world will pretend this week didn't exist" LMFAO and now that i'm back it's occurring to me that life maybe went on and some shit happened that needs to be talked about, so i need to come up with something to have happened in that time uh oh. OR LMFAO when it comes up with cole it will just be an extra super good listening time. >.>

sigh do you ever think about bringing them back for real? i can never tell if that's what i want, or if what i want is to write you narratives about their lives with children and being outspoken and successful and all of that forever. sigh. it's perfect. and then i know that right beneath that is my desire to have a year to accidentally create something slow and beautiful and perfect with you that will tear my guts out in the world's best way. it's a whole time.

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vaun
2017-03-06 03:50 am UTC (link)

IT'S OKAY, it took me a few days too to be like "....i guess everyone is just...gone?? oh well, plays video games and does my homework like a fucking adult I GUESS" and became both a model student and employee for 4 days. so YOU HAVEN'T MISSED MUCH I PROMISE. are you crazy, every time cole feels bad he just remembers that sj is gonna have a baby this year and just gets overwhelmingly happy, you'd swear it was gonna be his child tbh.

LMAO IDK EITHER?? like i fucking truly, hand to god miss them. i miss all our old couples, cause they all have that thing i don't really get anymore, that beautiful familiarity and they always inspire me like crazy and i want to write narratives about their marriage problems and instagram stalkers. but i also want a new thing with you that we accidentally create too. and sometimes i honestly just wanna revive lay jay for like a week and then let it die or just comment here and there, cause i am lazy and flaky, there's no denying that. but i REALLY REALLY do want to work on a psl for us too that sticks and is awesome and something and i'm okay with like taking our time to figure out the best way to make that happen, honestly.

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lasecke
2017-03-06 04:29 am UTC (link)

RIGHT NO i feel the same way about our couples, and i miss the pacing and the time to not only make really memorable things, but to build in this kind of familiar forgetting, where there are so many good conversations that sometimes things get forgotten. and i would love to revive them for a week or just comment around or whatever you want. <3 and whether it's an accidental creation or a psl, i know it's going to be awesome. i've only just recently sort of vaguely given myself permission to want something big-drama and story-driven like serial killers in love, or kinda magical realism stuff (like in class i'm writing a novella that's a version of judge and involves a hallucinated vampire imaginary friend) and i feel pretty excited to work toward that thing that'll give us something fun to work with and build up into something awesome.

AND because lazy and flaky is a house where we both live, it feels important for me to say: i've p much expanded my definition of what it means to write and have a sl at this point. we could do scenes or full-blown throwback asterisk rp, or what we do now with narratives and conversations, idgaf. the nice thing is that we've been at this so long, and i trust you so much, that i'm willing and open to doing literally everything.

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	vaun 2017-03-06 04:43 pm UTC (link)
	CRIES their custom is just SO open and wide open, and so many people's are and it's so fucked up, i'm so PISSED. (Reply to this)(Parent)(Thread)

	lasecke 2017-03-06 04:53 pm UTC (link)
	OHHHHH GOD OH GOD OKAY HANG ON LEMME FIX EVERYTHING (Reply to this)(Parent)(Thread)

	vaun 2017-03-06 04:58 pm UTC (link)
	LMFAOO IT'S LIKE COMICAL AT THIS POINT. BUT ALSO I'M SO FUCKING ANNOYED THAT IT JUST FUCKED EVERYONE'S FRIEND'S LIST AND CUSTOMS. (Reply to this)(Parent)(Thread)

	lasecke 2017-03-06 04:59 pm UTC (link)
	LMFAO YEAH LIKE I'M TRYING TO FIGURE OUT WHAT THE HELL TO DO. so i'm just kinda sitting on my hands like well this is probably fine. shit's locked up again. like. lmfao THE thing. (Reply to this)(Parent)(Thread)

vaun
2017-03-06 05:02 pm UTC (link)

LMAO I KNOW like there are a few people who still aren't locked up and it was one of my slps who told me and i was like "cool, so you've read through my ic and ooc customs awesome let's have a beer" i'm so LIKE DISTRUSTFUL RIGHT NOW AND JUST PISSED. but yeah i just removed everyone from his friend's list in horror first and will re-add eventually. like...are we all gonna end up talking about this or just ignore it and everything anyone saw???

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lasecke
2017-03-06 05:04 pm UTC (link)

yeahhhhhhh like idk man, i had some serious trust in everyone, so hopefully that wasn't misplaced. -_- realizing sol's stuff was open for at least an hour is a tough pill to swallow. FWIW i obviously didn't have time to read your shit and didn't have the stomach to read any of tavy's but also LMFAO if you did, i love and trust you to shame me for it an appropriate amount.

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vaun
2017-03-06 05:13 pm UTC (link)

LMFAO I DIDN'T READ ANY OF HIS STUFF, trust me i was too focused on my own shit so i read cole's custom in sol's journal to see how bad the damage was gonna be basically trying to convince myself this is fine, i literally forgot about the ooc custom until like 5 minutes ago and realized all that time i could have been vomiting over it and god was looking out for me. cause YOU i trust entirely, there could be a 6 page manifesto about hating me in there and i'd be like "yeah, no, that's cool, it's fine" everyone else? NO TRUST AT ALL NONE. so i KNOW they read it and well...that's on them.

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lasecke
2017-03-06 05:19 pm UTC (link)

sigh hugs you. well, the good news is all of it is closed off now. i kept you, tavy, and the mod journal added, and will get the rest figured out later. because lmfao shit was popping off from like...2014 friends lists and i was NOT READY. idk man, i've got reservations about it getting better, but i've got that gj abandonment complex, so mostly i'm just glad to have a way to get in contact with people now in case it really does go belly up.

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vaun
2017-03-06 05:32 pm UTC (link)

ALSO i'm realizing some old journals have got unlocked too, GODDAMIT. like what the fuck, jaz's, nate's, like journals i haven't used in a year even had a friend's list again. not that i think anyone notices, but if you want any of those locked again sigh.

LMFAO i was not ready either, at all, not prepared to wake up to this on my off day, but whatever. we're here now, holds your hands. and yeah i wondered that too, but now we have dw journals? and that's pretty stable i think, there's also rabb.it too in case things crash.

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lasecke
2017-03-06 05:34 pm UTC (link)

LMFAO OH GOOD just casually leaves all of my worst characters open with all of my secrets that i've shared with you. i'ma lock them up, mostly for ooc custom's sake. one of our mutual slps got in contact with me and was a little too jazzed about stuff being open and i'm like GIRL NOT TODAY. not. to. day. i'll get bran and casey locked up at least for sure, but idr, are there any other journals we shared that people we rp with now knew about?

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	lasecke 2017-03-06 05:34 pm UTC (link)
	oop, good fix, nm. it's offline again. (Reply to this)(Parent)(Thread)

	vaun 2017-03-06 05:36 pm UTC (link)
	RIGHT LIKE WHY DIDN'T HE DO THIS AN HOUR AGO BEFORE I GOT PRIVACY HIVES. anyway this is fine, this is totally cool, 2pm is a great time to start drinking sangria, this is like me living my best rp life. (Reply to this)(Parent)(Thread)

lasecke
2017-03-06 05:39 pm UTC (link)

LMFAO IT'S TRUE. in the meantime, pls let me discuss all my future plans with you while i grade papers and dick around in photoshop. for example: turning judge into a giant hairy bear of a man while doubling down on his whole issue. (rp confessions part deux: when we were talking about universes we would like, i wished so bad judge and cole could be friends because 1. he's smarter than sol and would make better conversations and 2. he would have guided him through his mental health struggles like a fucking boss. knowing that this can't be because ana accidentally(?) tricked him into coming into her life at the LITERAL WORST POSSIBLE TIME, my hope is that someday, perhaps in some other universe, he and one of your characters can be friends.

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vaun
2017-03-06 05:49 pm UTC (link)

LMFAO don't count cole's ridiculously vengeful and masochistic nature out, cause if you think he hasn't TOTALLY considered (and still might) befriending judge just to shake ana and also be a weirdo creep who has to be close to him if he's dating his baby mama, you are mistaken. he will do it, and what he wouldn't expect is liking him as much as i think he would. actually....i super want this to happen now, this is exactly the kind of weird shit i rp for now, so. also someday we can discuss my weird obsession with shipping jaz with literally every person you play, male or female. at this point it's like a contest for me to see if i can do it, spoiler alert: i can, every time.

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lasecke
2017-03-06 05:53 pm UTC (link)

yes. yes yes yes yes yes yes yes oh my god, yes. YES PLEASE DO IT because like. literally all he knows is what ana tells him and what he did on an obsessive googling deep dive one night (#anxiety) and oh my god i need this in my life, because he would really like him too? and is probably the least threatening presence to their relationship because he's like "shrug you pumped a baby in her and she's in love with you, you win every time, bro." AND THIS IS SO GOOD BECAUSE I SHIP HER WITH ALL MY CHARACTERS TOO? like, i ship her with judge real bad, but not as bad as i did with sol, and would have shipped her so hard with eiley...and then bran and look it's a problem BUT lmfao if you ever feel like the ultimate flaky fun thing, i will absolutely create a "jaz's harem" psl where i just swap in and out to see how different shit is. I WILL MAKE UP CHARACTERS JUST TO SHIP WITH HER IF I HAVE TO, WATCH ME

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vaun
2017-03-06 06:29 pm UTC (link)

also i randomly get a little snippet IDK I MIGHT HAVE MENTIONED THIS BEFORE of matt and lilly and all the fucked up ways he would use her but not sexually?? like for comfort, and just torture her emotionally in this fucked up protege relationship but he also takes care of her and they basically live out a dom/sub relationship that is not even sexual anymore and more like a father daughter thing and it's so fucked up and uncomfortable but i love thinking about it?? idk IDK

and yeah, the funny thing is he did the same with judge, googling him and combing their public interactions. and like he talked to sj a little about his issues with it, and they're not at all with judge so that friendship honestly wouldn't be that hard to initiate, cause all his issues with it are with ana and her timing and their general issues.

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lasecke
2017-03-06 06:46 pm UTC (link)

UH WOW, I LOVE THAT TOO, AND AM NEVER NOT OKAY WITH MATT COSTELLO COMING BACK INTO MY LIFE??? because yeah, i always imagined that when she made the leap into sex work, instead of sex work adjacent (which i'd always planned to be in her future) she would take to it really adeptly and whatever relationship she had with him would be a huge part of it. and the idea of it devolving (evolving??? idk it would be fucked up either way) into this D/s relationship with obligation and weird dedication that made the inside of their house/office look like some kind of weird gothic drama is my d r e a m. bless you for bringing this thought back into my life.

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	lasecke 2017-03-06 06:02 pm UTC (link)
	also lmfao another fucking dumb, dramatic psl we could do someday is redoing ayto or bachelor in paradise or something like that but with all our old messy characters THE ONLY WAY OUT IS THROUGH i have so many ideas and all of them involve smushing our characters together like barbies in idiotic situations (Reply to this)(Parent)(Thread)

vaun
2017-03-06 06:10 pm UTC (link)

LMFAO OH GOD THAT WOULD BE AMAZING, tbh i was a little salty about making a dude character for ayto at first then i really liked him and was salty about not getting to play his dumb ass, so there's a thing that could also happen. whatever plays barbies with you forever. you mentioning magical realism last night sent me on a fucking wiki and article binge while falling asleep and now i also want that and to write one of judge's hallucination friends and analyze the character based on what part of his personality or id or trauma that it satisfies.

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lasecke
2017-03-06 06:15 pm UTC (link)

G O D THIS IS WHY I LOVE YOU YOU ARE SO SMART AND PERFECT so. >.> 1. let's do that thing. we can do it on dw if we're worried about getting caught or we can...not. i can still chad salazar the shit out of p much anything. and 2. let's write the shit out of some magical realism omg. and if you ever want to read about ricardo the vampire, who is the embodiment of both judge's insecurities and also of Depression Voice™️, i would love to show you sometime. ...and by "love to show you sometime" i mean "have been posting it for his narratives because i'm lazy," BUT STILL I WOULD LOVE THAT SO MUCH. in general, i'm so intrigued by the idea of a relationship between a person and some manifestation of their psyche, and what it might look like, and how that relationship might build. so yes. yes, yes, yes, absolutely yes. let's do any and all of those things.

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	lasecke 2017-03-06 06:16 pm UTC (link)
	omg i didn't finish my first sentence, i got two excited and moved on to the second. "i can chad salazar the shit out of some dramatic folks in a big house." and THEN all the other stuff. :( i'm smart, but i'm hype, i swear (Reply to this)(Parent)

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